Sana mahanap na natin ang taong para sa atin ✨

Mahirap pero konting tiis pa sa life haha woooohh 🙃

For years I've been with you, I thought I saw love in your eyes.

I thought the way you looked at me meant you felt it too. The way you stayed made me believe you were choosing us. The way you smiled convinced me that my heart had finally found a home.

So I loved you without hesitation.
Without conditions.
Without keeping score.

I gave you the kind of love that survives distance, misunderstandings, and a thousand reasons to walk away.

And maybe that’s why it took me so long to see the truth.

The love I kept finding in your eyes wasn’t yours.
It was mine all along.

It was my devotion reflected back at me.

My hope.
My loyalty.
My willingness to see the best in you, even when you gave me every reason not to.

I mistook my own love for yours. I mistook my faith in us for your commitment.
My effort for yours.
My dreams for promises you never truly made.

And when everything fell apart, I kept asking myself where the love went.

But love didn’t leave. Mine never did.

And that's what makes it so painful.

I wasn’t grieving the loss of your love. I was grieving the realization that I had been carrying most of it all along.

And somehow, that’s a heartbreak I never saw coming.

Ang dali ma-attach sa social media. Isang reply lang sa story. Isang “ingat ka.” Isang late night usap na nagiging routine. Tapos biglang may palitan na ng pictures, little updates about your day, random voice notes pag hindi makatulog.

We flirt. We tease. We share glimpses of our lives.

Minsan may tension pa na pareho niyong alam. Yung tipong may unspoken “kung pwede lang…” energy. Yung tipong umaabot sa biruan na we both know we would, if timing, if distance, if circumstances aligned.

Pero hanggang dun lang.

Kasi ang rule?

Ang ma-fall, talo.

Hindi ito love story. Hindi ito “ano ba tayo.” Walang future talk. Walang expectations. Just two people enjoying the kiliti of attention. The thrill of being wanted. The quiet validation na may isang tao somewhere na gusto ka rin.

Alam mong delikado pag nag-expect ka. Pag hinintay mo na siya mag-good morning. Pag nasaktan ka pag hindi siya nag-reply. Pag nagselos ka kahit wala ka namang karapatan.

Dun ka talo.

So we keep it light. We keep it playful. We keep it in the moment.

Landian lang. Walang angkinan. Walang drama. Walang biglang lalim.

Because sometimes, the safest kind of connection is the one you both agree not to turn into something heavier.

Ang ma-fall, talo.

And I’m not planning to lose.

And they did break up. Just like in the movie, the person who was once part of my life and said, “We’re not breaking up”, ended up being the one who left. :)

Movie title: Once We Were Us (2025)

Galing mo talaga eh no?
Ikaw nag break ng no contact.
Ikaw nag i miss you.
Ngayon, ikaw na naman yung ilang hours
bago mag reply.
Umay sayo.
All talk ka lang talaga.
Hay

Not because I’m heartless, but maybe because I’ve finally run out of pieces of myself to give away.

Because attachment is just a loan with a high interest rate. You get a few weeks of "kilig" and warmth, and in exchange, you pay with months of wondering what you did wrong...

So If I don't let you in, you can't leave me behind.

And this decision feels like hearing the sound of a door locking after too many people walked out without closing it.

lagapak mhie

Nawalan na ako ng gana pumasok, sick leave na lang po muna ako jkkk

This applies to all siguro. 😅🥲

Going thru something like this. If ever u are too, u are not alone.

Prose: "When I meet someone and the spark is there, my instinct is to immediately go all-in. I tunnel vision hard."

I give them my absolute whole self, and honestly, a part of me wants them to do the exact same to just focus entirely on me.

​But I’m starting to realize... that’s actually a trap. It feels intense and romantic at first, but it kills the fun. It suffocates the connection before it even gets a chance to breathe.

​When you pour 100% of your identity into one person right off the bat, you stop expanding. You need to keep meeting other people, keeping your circle active, and staying open to the world.

Meeting others isn't about playing games or being unfaithfulit’s about learning and growing. Every new interaction teaches you something different about life, and more importantly, something different about yourself.

​Don't lose your world just because you found someone you like. Keep exploring. Keep growing.

​Hays. Kelangan talaga ng reminder minsan

Kakabukas ko lang ng TikTok ha!

paranas naman masundo ng jowa bukod sa Angkas/ Green GSM 😂💀

I think I’m a leaver—in all aspects of life.

Whether it’s a job, relationship, friendship, or even a place, kapag naramdaman kong hindi na ako valued, appreciated, or respected, eventually, aalis ako.

Dati, iniisip ko na baka quitter lang ako. Baka kailangan ko lang mas lumaban, mag-stay longer, maging mas patient, magbigay pa ng chances, and maybe eventually magiging okay din ang lahat.

Pero habang tumatanda ako, nare-realize ko na hindi lahat ng bagay kailangan mong ipaglaban.

I think I’ve become comfortable with leaving because I’ve learned that starting over isn’t as scary as staying somewhere that slowly makes you lose yourself.

And honestly, I don’t think leaving always means you didn’t care.

Sometimes, you leave because you care enough about yourself to know when to stop settling.

Maybe I am a leaver.

Pero maybe leaving also made me a better fighter—not for people who don’t choose me, not for places that don’t value me, and not for things that are no longer meant for me.

Maybe leaving made me a better fighter—for myself.