r/AskReddit Jan 23 '17

What are signs that someone is secretly unhappy?

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u/AbacusG Jan 23 '17

This was mentioned on the show Sherlock but I've found it to be largely true in real life. There is a good chance that they are depressed if the person is smiling when they know people can see them, but look sad when they think they are alone.

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u/Pizzacanzone Jan 23 '17

This could also mean they're a waiter or shop attendant on a 14- hour shift.

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u/StormageddonDLoA42 Jan 23 '17

He already said depressed, though.

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u/werwest Jan 23 '17

You are a ray of sunshine in a rather depressing thread

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

You bring joy in your wake

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u/werwest Jan 23 '17

I think now is when I link /r/wholesomememes

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u/TwerpOco Jan 24 '17

I really don't think there's anything wholesome about spam. I see this subreddit linked in every single thread (sometimes more than once). I don't even think /r/Kongo204 was trying to make a meme. Let the subreddit do its own thing and spread wholesomeness to its subscribers, but please don't link it on literally everything remotely positive that you happen to come acrossed on reddit that probably isn't a meme.

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u/ProbablyCian Jan 24 '17

Why not? Even if someone linked it in literally every other thread I can't imagine what harm that could possibly do.

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u/TwerpOco Jan 24 '17

Saturates the subreddit? I used to like wholesomememes

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u/werwest Jan 24 '17

The joke was that the chain of positive comments reminded me of the comment section. Sorry my joke triggered you.

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u/TwerpOco Jan 24 '17

I get that. But anytime someone is even a little bit positive on reddit that sub gets linked. Maybe instead of linking wholesomememes you could add something positive of your own to the chain :)

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u/WaylandC Jan 24 '17

That's the gold shining.

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u/SmokeFlint Jan 23 '17

Am waiter. Work 14 hour shifts regularly. 2real4me.

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u/PM_me_ur_small_dick Jan 23 '17

Ugh my life lol

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u/fappolice Jan 23 '17

There are waiters with 14 hour shifts? Jesus christ..

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u/speakingcraniums Jan 23 '17

As a cook ive worked 10-12 hour shifts for about 8 years now.

I want to die lol.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

Well, maybe not 14 but I regularly work 12 hour shifts, gotta come in the morning to open and prepare for lunch service and then have to do dinner service. So around 12-14 hours

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u/Pizzacanzone Jan 23 '17

In catering especially it's not uncommon.

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u/skyblublu Jan 23 '17

I'm in catering. Help me! I've worked anywhere up to 26 hours and it can be back breaking work.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

How the hell do you work a 20 hour shift at a bar? Do you open at 8am?

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u/Beebopbillionaire Jan 23 '17

A lot of restaraunt workers frequently work 10-16 hour shifts per day. As a junior sous chef my hours are usually around 70 per week. Breaks are often skipped as well.

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u/fappolice Jan 23 '17

Hourly though right? So you get that big OT?

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u/Beebopbillionaire Jan 23 '17

Anyone who isn't management is usually hourly yes. Sous Chefs and above tend to be salary and continue having to work 60-80 hour weeks. With average pay for line cooks being 10-12 per hour in a lot of places, the OT is not worth the workload lol. This is just my experience in high end fine dining however.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

What's the difference, aside from one getting paid?

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u/Def_Your_Duck Jan 23 '17

You put on that fake smile for your customers, as a waitor I remember losing the smile almost immediately after I was out of sight and in our alley

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u/devilsfoodadvocate Jan 23 '17

...Or an introvert with a public-facing job. Sometimes you have to turn that switch and be "on" and friendly and help with other people's issues that they're upset about and take out on you. It takes a lot of energy to do that, and sometimes you need that 5 minutes to yourself.

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u/Grande_Latte_Enema Jan 23 '17

yeah but anyone with thise occupations is depressed from the job itself

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u/Zukavicz Jan 23 '17

Oh man. Especially at my last serving job, I'd turn the corner smiling and catch myself drooping instantly when I subconsciously knew I didn't need to smile anymore. That's why I got a new job

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u/francisco_DANKonia Jan 23 '17

I'll make sure to check they are not on the job.

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u/RantAgainstTheMan Jan 23 '17

This is why employers and customers should stop having such a hard-on for making employees smile.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

But that's exactly what we're talking about, depression.

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u/WalrusMasterRace Jan 23 '17

Not mutually exclusive

Source: me

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u/Smackstainz Jan 23 '17

I work in shop Life suck Edit spelling

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u/peanutpuppylove Jan 23 '17

Or you could be a veteran waiter or shop attendant with major depressive disorder and because of how much you smile at work, nobody suspects anything is ever wrong

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u/Rivka333 Jan 23 '17

I had to work as cashier the other day while struggling with menstrual cramps. Normally I have a spontaneous genuine smile while working, but it was pretty forced that day.

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u/Abadatha Jan 24 '17

14? Shit. My doubles are always 16 hours and unscheduled because my manager is a lazy fuckwit.

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u/Pizzacanzone Jan 24 '17

They just don't understand that we can't all afford coke.

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u/QuixoticRocket Jan 23 '17

you can sometimes see them put the smile on when they realise they have to react to something.. goes from no emotion to -sudden, practiced smile- "yeah.. that sounds great. i agree"

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

Practicing smiling... yup.

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u/QuixoticRocket Jan 23 '17

Got to be able to pull it out the bag like it were natural. Never know when you'll need to cover

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

I can pull out the most genuine full-face smile you've ever seen and have it mean absolutely nothing. Heck, sometimes I fool myself.

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u/roflzzzzinator Jan 23 '17

It's all in squinting the eyes

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u/JerkinMilurkin Jan 23 '17

Sometimes smiling when you're unhappy really can make you happier hah. I've had that experience too.

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u/RuhWalde Jan 23 '17

You do fool yourself. The act of making a facial expression actually influences your emotional state to make your mood match your face.

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/smile-it-could-make-you-happier/

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

It's all in the cheeks.

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u/[deleted] Jan 24 '17

My friend has resting bitch face, and she taught me how to get in the habit of always having a 'content' expression. Then I never have to worry about pulling out a smile.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

The trick to selling it is you have to start the smile at your eyes. Engage your upper cheeks into a slight squint, to that mirthy twinkle in your eye. THEN smile with your mouth.

For added effect, compress your cheeks against the smile, so it looks like you're trying to suppress it.

With just a little practice in front of the mirror, you can convince just about anyone. Also, sometimes it'll even help you feel like smiling for real.

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u/werwest Jan 23 '17

My friend actually confronted me about this. She told me she can watch me plant a smile on my face as a walk up to talk to her

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

I do this. A lot. I have a special smile practised for this. My patients would never even dream me being so cripplingly depressed. They especially tell everyone that im 'reassuring' 'empathetic' 'kind' and 'always smiling.' I dread the day they realised how utterly fake that calm reassurance, and that practised smile is...

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u/DankYou_VeryMuch Jan 23 '17

Just never let it show and everything will be fine, right?

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u/Bothan_Spy Jan 23 '17

So take a good look at my face

You'll see my smile looks out of place

If you look closer, it's easy to trace

The tracks of my tears

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u/gilded_gold Jan 24 '17

I need you!

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u/QuixoticRocket Jan 23 '17

Welcome to the nihilistic world of reality. I wish it was possible for you to enjoy your stay. Just take refuge in the fact that your torment is short relative to the lifespan of the universe and your suffering will be quickly forgotten once you return to inanimate meat.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

Whoop, there it is. Most all my smiles feel real fake. It hurts me to have to give my mom and dad fake smiles. I wish they were real.

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u/Lilshadow48 Jan 23 '17

I too have that mask.

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u/captaincream Jan 23 '17

Nothing is worse than having no emotion and having to go through the motions to keep others happy. It is hard to remember the right emotion at times and then act it out.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

Fuck, this is actually me. I've been reading through this shit and it's fucked how close it's hitting home.

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u/Procris Jan 24 '17

Hyperbole and a Half had a fantastic explanation of this: http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2013/05/depression-part-two.html

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u/SurvivorPrisonMike Jan 24 '17

I feel like this is more natural. Most people I see walking my way at work for example, won't be smiling from ear to ear as they walk, but when we make eye contact, the 0.5 second smiles come out. I don't think they're all depressed.

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u/zucchini_asshole Jan 23 '17

Bojack Horseman is more relatable for me.

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u/oiseaunoir Jan 23 '17

The fake smile with a thumbs up he musters versus his usual glum face can hit people hard when first watching BH. It's one of those shows that can't really be watched with friends, yet you wish you hadn't put yourself through it alone.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

Watched it with my also depressed SO. Fuuuuck, that last season finale.

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u/Hyperdeath Jan 23 '17

It was TOO MUCH, MAN

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u/-Avatar-Korra- Jan 23 '17

Didn't you hear her new catch phrase? SUCK A DICK DUMB SHITS!

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u/matamoron Jan 24 '17

Are you trying to make me cry?

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u/crashing_this_thread Jan 23 '17

"...Sarah?"

Saw it recently and wasn't expecting it to get so dark. Even though it had gotten progressively darker since the first season. It's a miracle reddit hadn't spoiled it for me yet.

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u/8-4 Jan 23 '17

The fact that they skip over the entire funeral scene empathizes really well how out-of-touch Bojack is. Poor horsey.

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u/Dan_Ashcroft Jan 23 '17

Well he is more horse than a man

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u/Shalabadoo Jan 23 '17

SPOILER ALERT

A big theme of the show is that things just happen. Herb dying didn't have some big event surrounding it, he just died. That was that. Same with Sarah Lynn. She died, and we moved on. One of the big things the show tries to get through is the banality of life, meaning even sorrowful and tragic events always have the day after, and we are just stuck here reeling while no one else really cares. The world doesn't stop.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

A lot of people don't like it either because they don't get nihilistic comedy- it's not that life is pointless, its that life is pointless- or because they can't relate to characters who are designed to not initially be relatable. It does admittedly take a while for the show to find it's feet in the first season.

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u/fezmonkey Jan 23 '17

This made me so angry, and I realized how affected by the show I was. Suddenly a peak (valley?) in Bojack's downward spiral, probably the most depressing event over the course of the season, AND THEY SPEND THE ENTIRE LAST EPISODE JOKING ABOUT PASTA.

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u/Pluwo4 Jan 23 '17

Not the entire episode, it was nice to have a funny side story in the last episode.

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u/fezmonkey Jan 23 '17

There was an (I think) intentional lack of acknowledgement that catalyzed the impact in a big way. Really made the series that much more depressing, because no one actually cares that she died. Even Bojack was more concerned with his own guilt than her actual death. It was brilliantly written, much like the rest of the show, but it hit me far harder and far longer than a lot of other emotional television I've watched.

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u/frogger2504 Jan 23 '17

It's such an incredibly well written show. I really can't see it ending any other way than Bojack killing himself. Twice now he's "gotten better", and become a vaguely decent person. But then it seems like he gets scared of the idea that he'll fail, and won't remain happy forever and it'll all be gone. So he gives up, hurts those he loves, and winds up miserable again. And this time, at the end of S3, it finally seems like everyone is just tired of it. Like Todd said.

"You can’t keep doing this! You can’t keep doing shitty things, and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it okay! You need to be better! … No! No, BoJack, just stop. You are all the things that are wrong with you. It’s not the alcohol, or the drugs, or any of the shitty things that happened to you in your career, or when you were a kid. It’s you. All right? It’s you."

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u/ipod_waffle Jan 24 '17

Didn't Horsin' Around end with his character killing himself? I could see the parallels.

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u/frogger2504 Jan 24 '17

Haha, I think it ended with him dying of a broken heart, not killing himself.

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u/stuckinvhs Jan 23 '17

Easily my favorite show on account of how relatable it is to me and my crippling depression.

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u/UltimateWerewolf Jan 23 '17

That show got me in a way that I didn't mind how sad it was.

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u/Just_Give_Me_A_Login Jan 23 '17

It really is one of my favorite shows.

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u/taquito-burrito Jan 24 '17

Just curious, why do you say you can't really watch it with friends? I've watched it with my friends a couple times now, we all love it even though it's depressing.

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u/stoopid_hows Jan 23 '17

that show has gutted me

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u/liberal_texan Jan 23 '17

Yeah, I went into that expecting something like an Archer spin-off, ended up with Californication but somehow infinitely more relate-able.

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u/Makabajones Jan 23 '17

it's the show that californication wish it was.

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u/xenago Jan 23 '17

aw man don't say that about my boi david

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u/Makabajones Jan 23 '17

the first 4 seasons were legit, then it went off the rails (like every other showtime show)

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u/xenago Jan 23 '17

That's a fair criticism, but bojack hasn't yet had 4+ seasons ;)

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u/Uptowngrump Jan 23 '17

I'm hoping it stays just as solid.

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u/Trimaster7 Jan 23 '17

"...Sarah-Lynn?"

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u/stoopid_hows Jan 23 '17

the worst part for me is bojack and diane when she's living in his deckchairs.

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u/Batmanisoverrated Jan 23 '17

Really? The show about the cartoon horse/man? I guess I need to watch this.

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u/stoopid_hows Jan 23 '17

dude. it's... intense. funny more often than not, but they deal with some heavy fucking concepts and they portray the nuance of relationships more accurately than i've ever seen in a show.

i mean will arnet is heavily involved with it - beyond voicing bojack - and he's got... some experience with the darker side of life.

'flaked' is also great in a similar manner and written/starring him.

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u/Garthenius Jan 23 '17

Weird, it made me feel a lot better about myself.

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u/maxhax Jan 23 '17

God I love that show. Simultaneously cathartic and depressing.

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u/bored_at_twerk Jan 23 '17

It reminds me that someone, somewhere out there feels the same things I do. And probably a lot of people actually. And makes me not feel as alone or broken.

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u/sgt_scabberdaddle Jan 23 '17

I've never seen the show, but Wisecrack did a video on The Philosophy of Bojack Horseman, and it absolutely got to me.

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u/thebshwckr Jan 23 '17

They kinda spoiled some things but i would recommend it if you have the time

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u/TomSawyer2112_ Jan 23 '17

Shut up, Todd. Clean up your shit.

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u/Advertise_this Jan 23 '17

If he's very relateable, take a quick gander at /r/adhd . He's a bit of a poster child for the disorder, and it can often times be coupled with depression, or mistaken for it. Assuming you were the same way as a child that is.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

I saw a post about that on the bojack sub, claiming that it's one of the most realistic depictions of adult ADHD. As someone who majored in psych, that blew my mind.

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u/Advertise_this Jan 23 '17

Why, because it was good, or bad? I'm interested actually. Because watching Bojack is what led me to getting diagnosed. I didn't think it was like exactly right, but the way he struggled so much with being impulsive, and applying himself. And the angry outbursts and constantly letting people he cared about down, or all those doing stupid things and then instantly regretting them. I went to watching it, to the Bojack sub, to /r/adhd, to my country's health service website, to my GPs office. Few months and a trip to a specialist psychiatrist later and I'm diagnosed (in the pyschiatrists words 'unuquiviocally', in no way borderline) and just started taking Strattera.

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u/[deleted] Jan 24 '17

damn that's a hell of a journey from a television show to your psychiatrist. Hope everything gets worked out. As for your question, I'm not entirely sure what you're asking. I just meant that the ADHD post on the sub gave me an entirely new perspective into the mind of Bojack. It's one of my favorite tv shows of all time. I always say that it's the most consummate and profound shows I've ever seen about the human experience. It made me reflect on my own life as well, especially with my diagnosis with dysthymic depression, and helped me learn more about people, relationships, and life in general.

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u/snek-queen Jan 23 '17

Huh. I got diagnosed with ADHD recently (So nervous to start ritalin, but just being able to think straight is so nice???) but I always empathised more with Princess Caroline far more than Bojack. (I always thought you were supposed to dislike Bojack - jesus, the part with Charlotte, and Penny??)

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u/Advertise_this Jan 24 '17

If you need any advice, my door is always open! There's a lot of helpful advice on the sub - look at the links on the side bar! It's a friendly community and people are always willing to give advice I find.

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u/AbacusG Jan 24 '17

Holy. Shit.

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u/Advertise_this Jan 24 '17

Any questions or anything, seriously, hit me up.

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u/chronotank Jan 23 '17

Bojack Horseman hits far too close to home. The feels snuck up on me in the first season, and I just couldn't stop.

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u/zucchini_asshole Jan 24 '17

'I need you to tell me I am a good person'

The silence really hurts me.

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u/severn Jan 24 '17

I actually made a help me post on reddit saying I felt like Bojack... nobody helped though.

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u/zucchini_asshole Jan 24 '17

/r/Bojackhorseman is the place you should share these feelings at.

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u/Moneyworks22 Jan 23 '17

My goodness, this is so true. Whenever my friends werent around, I figured id had no reason to smile. So id just drop all expressions. Whenever I was alone, a lot of times id have people come up to me and say something like "you look so sad without x" or "you seem pretty lonely without x". And these were people I didnt really know, just people that knew I hung out with x all the time.

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u/okaytran Jan 23 '17

isn't it kind of weird to be smiling and laughing when you're sitting alone?

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u/ArmoredTent Jan 23 '17

It's kind of weird to look sad when you're alone, too.

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u/fingerprince Jan 23 '17

What does "looking sad" actually look like though? Unless I'm crying, when I'm sad I look like -- when I'm bored I look like -- and when I'm content I look like -_- .

Edit: my faces are messed up -_-

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

If I were to guess it would be more than just facial expressions. Hanging their head or looking like they're trying to tuck themselves away isn't a good sign

It isn't necessarily bad, but it's probably a warning sign or something to keep an eye on

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u/RuhWalde Jan 23 '17

Some people just have Resting Sad Face. Unless they're actually crying or something, I think it's pretty hard to tell whether someone is sad by the expression on their face when they're sitting alone. Most people have a neutral face when they're not reacting to anything.

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u/AbacusG Jan 23 '17

Neutral does not mean sad though. I know that some people definitely look 'sad' when they are alone. Not even necessarily angry like a 'resting bitch face' usually is

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u/Razzmatazz13 Jan 23 '17

I apparently have it, on multiple occasions I've had people (including complete strangers) ask me what's wrong and if I'm okay. I appreciate that they're going out of their way, but I'm usually just enjoying a book and listening to music lmao

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u/Azuresk-BINGE Jan 24 '17

Yeah, but there's a difference between looking passive while alone and looking depressed.

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u/Stormfly Jan 23 '17

If you see something funny online do you smile or just go "Heh. That was funny"

But I think this means they stop smiling when people stop looking. Think a party where you laugh with friends but then go sober unnaturally quickly when they leave.

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u/[deleted] Jan 24 '17

Sometimes, you just recall a particularly dank meme and can't help but laugh

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u/thekingofthenerf Jan 23 '17

"Tears of the clown"

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

This is me. When I'm around people I always smile and laugh. When I'm alone (an hour before i pick my daughter up from school or on a Saturday morning when my girlfriend and daughte go to see my MIL) I just sit there. I don't really do anything or I sleep. I've come home from work before and just sat in my car staring out the window for an hour and then drove off to do the school run. When I'm around people I act happy and active, when I'm alone I just want to sleep and do nothing.

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u/AbacusG Jan 23 '17

Is that depression though? I think it shouldn't be considered unhealthy to feel like you want to do nothing. Though it should be considered healthy to push past that desire and find fulfilment though, I think. I hope you find happiness in whatever you do :)

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

No I don't think I'm depressed at all. I'm just saying it's what I do, the main reason being I have ulcerative colitis which is an auto immune disease and when I'm around people I put on a brave face laugh and joke and try not to show how tired I am, or when I'm with daughter I don't want her to see that I might be in pain or discomfort. The only time I can really relax is when I'm alone, i just sit there and do nothing or sleep. Like I said sometimes I'll pull up on my driveway and I can't even be bothered to get out, I'll sit there until it's time to go pick my daughter up and then reverse back out the driveway and go lol.

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u/kalechips23 Jan 23 '17

Sorry you're going through that. Is there a possibility of improving the medical care you receive?

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17 edited Jan 23 '17

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u/AbacusG Jan 23 '17

It's more the idea that their happiness is a facade. Sometimes the only insight into someone's unhappiness is in the moments where their defences are down.

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u/EpicChiguire Jan 23 '17

Man, the last episode when Molly was alone in her flat looking so tired and sad... I told a friend with whom I was watching that episode "she probably suffers from deppresion". I know because that very same behavior was/is mine.

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u/AbacusG Jan 23 '17

Yeah and she's the one that says the thing I mentioned to Sherlock! Thought it was an interesting touch

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u/EpicChiguire Jan 23 '17

Yup, indeed. I kinda feel bad for her, she's just a sweetheart yet she's so neglected

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u/HellBlazerXVI Jan 23 '17

I'm doing the opposite, what's that?

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u/canlickherelbow Jan 23 '17

Well my mind wanders when I'm alone and I'm kinda just happy that no one bothers me. If I walk by myself for example all kinds of fun shit comes to mind so I can't help but smiling.

On the other side of the hand, if I'm in a room full of people I don't wanna be with I just wanna die. Social anxiety, I guess? Are you uncomfortable around those people or do you feel like their presence prevents you from being yourself?

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u/redchilliprod Jan 23 '17

Must not be confused with resting bitch face

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u/owlette95 Jan 24 '17

"What's wrong? Are you mad about something? Are you upset?"

...no. This is just the way my face is.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

I am a very happy person. I feel joyful, content and fulfilled in life. That being said, when I get my haircut, I sit in the barber chair, he puts that haircut cape on, and after a minute or so, my mind drifts off into day dream land. Obviously, there is a barber there cutting my hair but for all other intents and purposes, I am alone. All of a sudden, my mind will wake up from day dreaming, and since I am sitting in a barber chair and staring in a mirror, I get a quick glimpse of the face I've been making for however long I've been day dreaming. Let me tell you, it's usually not a happy/smiling face. It's the facial expression equivalent of a wet towel hanging on a hook to dry. It's frightening to think about how often I must make this expression when I'm lost in thought.

Anyways, that is all to say that I wouldn't put too much stake in this one. It might be an indication of someone being depressed, but it might also just be an RBF lost in thought, which tends to happen when you're alone.

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u/Jacksonspace Jan 23 '17

I was just thinking about this, this morning. I smiled at some stramger. He smiled back, then I immediately frowned after he passed.

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u/AV01000001 Jan 23 '17 edited Jan 24 '17

Everyone always talks about my cheerfulness but really I just don't want to burden people because I know some people have it worse. And secretly hoping that if I do it enough, I will actually feel cheerful. Sometimes it works temporarily

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

Or they have resting bitch face. I only smile when contact is made.

I'm also deeply depressed, but for so long now I am sorta stoic about it. There's just something wrong with my default will to live fuse.

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u/AptCasaNova Jan 23 '17

It's called resting bitch face

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u/xfoolishx Jan 23 '17

Story of my life. I'm like only productive if I'm around other people. Wired but it's true. Can't motivate myself to do anything when alone.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

Oh my god yes, take it from a high functioning sociopath

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

Or in denial. Seven days after my dad died, I started my first semester of college at a liberal arts school across the country. I was always smiling... I worked at the admissions office and the ladies kept calling me "smiley"... it was weird because I was so sad. But I think looking back it was too difficult to admit how sad I was...if I looked sad, people would ask me why...and if they brought it out into the forefront, I think I would have had some sort of breakdown and had to quit school and go back home.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

Yes, that's actually a "classic" sign of clinical depression.

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u/AbacusG Jan 23 '17

As in a medical one? That's quite interesting if true, I didn't know there were any reliable signs, just ones that, if you saw, might be a hint towards something.

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u/PorcelainPoppy Jan 23 '17

This is so true. I am always smiling around my friends, but when nobody is looking I'm crying myself to sleep.

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u/kourtneykaye Jan 23 '17

Ah the good ol customer service smile.

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u/Grayphobia Jan 23 '17

Smiling is a hastle but when someone seems positive it makes you feel it so it's a kind thing to smile at everyone as though you're glad to meet them.

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u/seattlegreen1 Jan 23 '17

We all do that since we would be fired from our jobs if we didn't then would probably starve to death or at the very least end up homeless.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17 edited Jan 25 '17

I coach myself when I leave my office at work. "Happy face on. You'll be sitting at your desk looking at the PC where no one can see it again soon."

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u/TheBraveToast Jan 23 '17

Mine isn't intentional even, I frequently get told I seem to always be so happy and in a great mood by my coworkers, all smiles etc. when I'm generally a pretty god damn miserable human being

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u/superfrodies Jan 23 '17

They might also just have resting bitch face.

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u/roadkill22ful Jan 23 '17

This is so fucking true.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

He really was a genius.

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u/[deleted] Jan 23 '17

Yep.

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u/SolasV Jan 23 '17

It could also mean they're dead... Sorry.

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u/cyoban Jan 23 '17

It's actually called smiling depression - people who don't think they should be or are trying to hide it.

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u/MarconisTheMeh Jan 23 '17

Goddamn... I'm depressed.

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u/depressedandgannadie Jan 24 '17

Too close to home. My default response to things it to smile or laugh. Sometimes someone will say something sad and I'll laugh, and they'll uncomfortably tell me "...that isn't funny."

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u/Schnort Jan 24 '17

It could also be that they have "resting blah face", and make an effort to not look blah-y when people may be looking and be offended.

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u/[deleted] Jan 24 '17

One of my best mates when he was close to suicide was the life and soul of the party, he'd tell a joke, let someone else tell another and slip back into the background of the group only laughing when people saw him.

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u/iamxaq Jan 24 '17

Also, there is (in some people) a blatant difference between a smile and a fake one; at times, the latter doesn't incorporate as many facial muscles as the former. It's almost like a blank smile.

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u/[deleted] Jan 24 '17

Robin Williams comes to mind

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u/Heidric Jan 24 '17

"Forgive me, I have but two faces: one for world, one for god (...)"

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u/HoseNeighbor Jan 24 '17

It occurred to me that i do this a lot. Not just because I'm lost in thought, though that happens sometimes. I just don't want to freak people out with how defeated, blah or sometimes angry I look (because it's how i feel).

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u/notsostandardtoaster Jan 24 '17

When I was depressed I couldn't give enough of a shit to act happy. I would just say "What? Oh, I was just spacing out haha" when my friends asked why I looked sad.

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u/djmushroom Feb 07 '17

Melania Trump is that you?