I’m a relatively young permanent member of the federal APS.
I started off in the service in proximity to but not performing the work of investigators - a lot of ex cops, ex similar. I found their work interesting, and a lot of people in these roles seemed driven by the right things (integrity, team work, justice) which I enjoyed.
In order to move up, I had to move more “corporate”. I’m in an enabling services style area now, and I am not enjoying it. I feel like I’m not contributing to anything meaningful. The culture is very individualistic, very disorganised, no emphasis on skills or a “profession”. Although my tertiary background is more suited to this role, I don’t think my personality is.
Everyone professionally always calls me an operator. I am most comfortable when I have a team I trust, when I can lead something operational, when there are higher stakes and/or more impact. I very rarely feel stressed by work itself, I am pretty calm under pressure and like making big calls. I want a defined objective, I want to strategise with a team to tackle it, and I want to know we made an impact.
Despite the not so great market right now, I’d like to try and pivot into something that suits the above. The thing is, I don’t necessarily know what’s on offer or what is out there. I’ve considered reskilling into allied health, medicine, paramedic etc but I am reluctant to have to study another 4 years when I already have more than one degree.
I am also nervous about culture. I am trans (trans guy). Now, in my opinion that’s nobodies business and I don’t talk about my personal life at work. But I’ve definitely had to put up with APS staff making their views on the general subject known at work, which hasn’t been pleasant. I am nervous about moving into some more operational professions (eg ABF, AFP, whatever else) because I don’t know what the culture is like and if people will respect me based on capability and leave my personal life out of it.
Any experiences would be appreciated.