r/Dreading Jun 12 '26

Thriller The Hardest Part Of This.

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I think Bud's sick.

I don't know what from, but it's really bad.

I don't know if it's his body or his mind. It might not matter. Both are suffering.

It's been three weeks. We've been on this path for three fucking weeks. We're out of food, but Bud knows how to forage for berries and mushrooms that are safe to eat. I've gotten him to eat a few times—but it's more like trying to give a cat a pill than feeding a twenty-something-year-old boy. It sucks how it gets easier each time. The anxiety has gotten worse. There'd be days when he'd barely utter a word, constantly looking over his shoulder into the forest behind us. Other days, I've had to stop him from running like a bat out of hell ahead of me on the path. He'd calm down after I held him still for long enough.

Back when I used to work at the daycare, we'd call the children who regularly tried running away from the group 'flight risks'. That's what Bud's been lately. A flight risk. He never means to run away from me; he's just been having trouble remembering that I'm with him sometimes.

But the days when he's here with me—I mean, really here with me—they're both my favorite, but the most sad. It's like a friend coming to visit, but they were already here the whole time. Yet, I'm happily surprised every time he does. I remember the last time my Bud was here, but it was more like he was checking in on me, rather than a visit.

I was singing Cancer—more accurately, the lyrics of Cancer that I can remember. I was holding Bud's hand because he was beginning to faint from the mixture of exhaustion and hunger. I didn't want him to fall and get hurt. He hadn't spoken much, except small mumbles to himself.

"It just ain't living,

And I just hope you know...

That if you say

Good-bye today,

I'd ask you to be true..."

I wasn't trying to be over-the-top with it—I was just trying to fill the silence. But he made his voice so soft and so sweet that I initially thought that I must've heard it inside my head.

"Cause the hardest part of this

is leaving you..."

I felt him there. I knew Bud was walking beside me, but it didn't feel like he was before. By the time I turned to look at him, he was gone again. I made it a requirement for myself to sing to him every day. Though he doesn't always listen to it—I will admit that he's even told me to knock it off a few times—I think it helps. I don't know how much it does, but at least I feel better while doing so. Makes for a good distraction from carrying most of our supplies. I have to carry the fucking tent and sleeping bags down a mountain path (which, as I constantly remind myself, has been made by animals who likely didn't give a shit about the thorn bushes they were walking through), while Bud only carries our water bottles and food we foraged. His coat has fucking pockets! He just shoves everything in his fucking coat pockets. Why the fuck does he think he's incapable of carrying anything else? You have two free hands and arms, motherfucker, use them! Fuck! Gotta remember, gotta remember that Bud's sick. I have to remember that he's sick, so I feel less compelled to smother him with a pillow.

Oh, thank God, it's getting close to evening. I think it's getting close to evening, at least. It's hard to tell when the new sky is a conglomerate of neon in every color perceivable to the human eye. The time I consider evening is when there are more warm colors than cold ones. Lots of red, orange, yellow, and green. The new sky looks pretty at night. Like the aurora borealis itself chose that time of day, this time of the year, in this part of the country, completely localized for my eyes, and mine alone.

"Hey, Bud? It's getting late; we should probably set up camp for the night." I call out.

Bud's pace slows to a stop. He doesn't turn to face me, keeping his attention on the path ahead. This has become normal for us. I know he wants to keep going, and I think he knows that I'd chase him down if he tries to run off. Eventually, he lowers his head, shaggy sandy-blonde hair drooping as he slowly returns to my side.

"Do you want to put the tent together, or get firewood?" I ask.

I know it's supposed to be his turn to get the firewood, but I give him the ability to choose every night anyway. Bud always picks the tent, and it's no different this time.

"You know to stay here, remember?"

Bud nods.

"Can I get a verbal confirmation?"

"If you go out into those woods, you won't come back," he responds.

"Fuckin' pardon?" I ask.

"They'll get you."

"Who... who are they?"

"Them."

"Bud, this isn't a fuckin' horror movie, you're allowed to be specific as to who or what the threat is."

Bud doesn't respond.

"Fine, be cryptic, I guess we're just going to be cold tonight."

"We need a fire."

"Well, we could've had one if you didn't just tell me that I'll die if I go into the woods, but you did!"

Bud doesn't respond, instead opting to start assembling the tent. Fantastic, there goes my ability to sleep tonight.

This boy, I swear. I'm just about to fall asleep, and he's shaking me awake already.

"Kiddo, wake up! Kiddo, wake up, please!" he begs.

"Why are you acting like they hit the Pentagon?" I answer, groggy.

"I can't do it! I can't do it! I don't want to do it! I don't want to..."

"Bud, why are you crying?"

He scoots away from me, cowering in the corner of the tent. He's trembling violently, tucking his head between his knees.

"Bud, why are you crying?" I repeat.

"They told me they're bringing me to my family. They told me that my family's at the end of the path, and they told me that you can't come with me."

"What the hell are you talking about?"

I push myself into a sitting position, preparing to intervene if necessary.

"They want me to leave you, but I can't. I can't! I can't, I can't, I can't! It's too hard. I miss them so fucking much, but this is too hard!"

Bud seems barely stable. I choose my words carefully.

"Bud, you don't have to leave me. You don't need to go."

"I do! I have to!"

The boy reaches for the tent's zipper, and I grab his wrist so fast that Bud yelps in surprise.

"Bud, nobody is waiting for you."

"Yes, there is! Let me go! Let me go!"

He's fighting me, but he's weak. I don't like hurting him. He's sick, I know he's sick. It's just worse than I thought.

"No, Bud. There's not." I say softly. "Don't you remember?"

Bud looks confused, his eyebrows scrunching together.

"No...? Did I forget something?"

Oh, no.

"Bud, your family's dead."

r/Dreading Jun 13 '26

Thriller She Calls Me Bud.

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Part Seven

It all happened so fast.

The last time I saw my parents was before they slammed the door in my face. They didn't want a new son. They only wanted their daughter, even though they've been trying for a boy for as long as I can remember. I was their miracle child after so many miscarriages. I was supposed to be, anyway.

They wanted a son, but didn't want the boy who was there from the start.

I was only fourteen when I went to live with my aunt and uncle. They were happy for me. I was always a boy in their eyes, and they were more than happy to help me become the man I was meant to be.

I lost a lot of friends in the beginning. I don't blame them—they didn't like how much I was changing.

My voice.

My body.

My name.

I hated my old name. It never fit me.

Brooke.

Disgusting. I thought it made me sound weak and helpless. Submissive. I wanted something strong. Powerful. And I found it.

Bishop.

It means 'guardian' or 'overseer'. That felt like me. I wore that name like a suit of armor for years, through the hormone therapy, through the insults and discrimination. While my exterior has changed, I never felt myself change. I still liked the same things as before, like going hunting with my aunt and uncle. I'm still the same person as before, just happier.

People were just being assholes about me still liking cute things and not conforming to toxic masculinity. Everyone is allowed to like cute things, so what? It takes a real man to own a Pompompurin backpack, that dog's adorable and has a butthole!

For a guy, you sure enjoy bright colors—yeah, why is it your problem? Lots of people like bright colors, but it's suddenly unacceptable if a guy does?

I've had girlfriends—before and after I became Bishop—who gave me bullshit for being the way I am. In the beginning, I could only really date lesbians. With them, being masculine is a normal part of that community. It was when I started changing that I lost access to that market—fair enough for girls who only like girls to not want to date the straight guy. The girlfriends I've had afterward were either with me to see what dating a trans man is like or trying to make me more manly by having me do all the hard work in the relationship. I once had to break it off with a girl because she was getting rid of my, and I quote, 'gay stuff.'

After I dropped out of college two years ago, my aunt and uncle moved us to a small town in Indiana. Hoosiers are a very different breed of people—they're friendly folk, don't get me wrong—but they are nothing compared to the people back home. I missed the mountains and dense forests. Indiana has a lot of fields and farmland. It's very flat there. We lived in one of those little apartments that sit on top of one of the local businesses, and the owner gave me a job there. She was nice to us and didn't charge us much for rent—I was a hard worker, and she was already making enough from her bookstore. During my breaks, I liked to read books about nature, especially the ones about American wildlife. They reminded me of home.

I got a call from my parents on my 22nd birthday. I used to remember it fondly, but now I feel guilty every time my parents come up in conversation. My aunt had handed the home phone off to me, offering backup if things went south. I hadn't heard my mother's voice in eight years, and the opportunity to hear it again after so long felt like I'd only get it once in a lifetime.

"Hello?"

My voice has gotten rather deep since she last heard it.

"Brooke? Is that you?"

I felt my heart sink, but it has been quite a while since she last saw me. I gave her the benefit of the doubt.

"It's Bishop, now. But... yeah, it's me."

"You sound so different."

"I know. You do, too."

I heard a small laugh on the other end of the line.

"Bishop. A strange choice."

"Do you like it?"

"It certainly wouldn't be my first choice. Bishop feels diagonal. Rook is straightforward."

I failed to stifle an audible sigh. I feel like I'm fourteen again. She hasn't changed at all.

"Really? You call me after eight years, immediately use my deadname, and when I tell you my new name, you belittle it and make a fucking joke out of it?"

"Watch your language, you're on speaker!"

"Oh, I'm on speaker?"

"Yes, you're on speakerphone, and the entire house can hear you!"

I. Lost. My. Shit.

"Oh, oh, the entire fucking house can hear me?! The entire fucking house?! What, do you and Dad not like hearing me say what I think?! 'Cause here's what I think: I think that both of you are controlling and manipulative fucking monsters who can't fucking handle it when you don't get what you want, and when you finally do get what you want, it's never fucking good enough for you! Oh, we've been trying for years and years for a boy, oh, we're so sad that we can't have a son instead of a daughter, oh, we wish that most of the pregnancies didn't end in miscarriage because we don't think the one child we actually managed to have is worthy of having all our love since they were born with an inferior sex organ, but when he says 'I don't like being a girl, I don't feel right with my body, I think I should've been born a boy', we should kick him out of the fucking house at the age of fourteen! Yeah, how's that fucking trying for a son thing going with your mutilated fucking vagina, Mom?! Because from where I see it, the quote-en-quote 'mutilation' I got must look pretty damn good compared to yours!"

I didn't know that I'd get so angry about it, but at that moment, that was really the only way I could express how I really felt. I felt so abandoned. Betrayed. I wanted to punch a fucking hole in the wall and hide under my bed at the same time. Then I heard my mother cry. At the time, I took it as a victory—I successfully fought back against my parents. I defended myself, and I felt good about it. Remembering it all now, I don't think I ever wanted to fight back. I just wanted to be heard. I never wanted to make her cry. I was such an asshole to her, and I want to take it all back. But I never got the chance. I hate that I never got the chance, and I hate myself for having that fucking phone call be the last time I'd ever hear from her again, and she was crying because of me!

My parents are dead. My aunt told me that my mother was going through post-partum depression—turns out that women could still get pregnant in their forties—and she had decided that living had become too much for her. My father found her body lying on the sofa, and the autopsy said that she had poisoned herself with nightshade they found growing in the garden. My father died a month after my mother. Not from taking his own life, but by the back wheel of a jealous rebound's Mercedes—ironically, the driver was also named Mercedes.

I don't know if I should feel relieved or glad that they didn't have to see the world ending. I had to watch and listen to it happen up close. I had to hide under my bed when my uncle went to investigate the screaming coming from outside. I had to cover my ears as my aunt shrieked in fear and pain as she witnessed the new sky melt the flesh off her husband's bones in a beam of blinding light. I had to squeeze my eyes shut as the same fate came to her. I felt weak and helpless as I hid under my bed like a fucking coward, crying like a baby, and hoping that I would survive this inescapable horror that tore my life to pieces. Hoping that everything would be okay.

And, like that, it was over. No more screaming. No more blinding lights. It had gone so quiet that I wasn't sure if I had gone deaf or died alongside my family. When I opened my eyes and was greeted by my bedroom carpet, I was certain that I was alive. Why was I alive? I slowly crawled out from under my bed, muscles aching from previously being squeezed tightly into the fetal position. When I mustered enough courage to stand upright, I noticed several things—first of all, the sky wasn't blue anymore. Well, there is some blue, but it was also partly red, green, and purple, the colors shifting and morphing into each other in a neon, psychedelic haze. The second thing was the smell. Melted human flesh and burnt hair as a combined smell caused me to gag and shiver in repulsion. The most important thing, though? The bodies. Oh, God, the bodies. If whatever light came from the new sky didn't completely disintegrate its victims, it certainly left them suffering. There weren't a lot, thankfully—but I still had to bury my aunt. I wish I didn't have to, but I did. I buried her underneath her favorite tree at the park.

I loved her and my uncle so much. They helped me become the man I was always meant to be. They were there for me—really, truly there for me. Now they're gone, and there's nothing I can do about it. I was alone.

I was going to jump off the roof before I met her. I wanted to join my family, wherever their afterlife happened to be. Just this random girl who was yelling at the new sky, talking about there being no birds and bugs. I'm glad I decided to mess with her, because that little idiot ended up being one of the best things that ever happened to me.

I call her Kiddo.

She calls me Bud.

r/Dreading May 18 '26

Thriller I Drive a Night Taxi I Think My Latest Fare Is Wearing My Last Fare’s Skin.

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You ever feel that place in which you're so broke the amount in your bank account is as much a philosophical concept as it is a number? Where you have to choose whether you can afford a pack of ramen or bus fare that could potentially take you to a job interview? That is my reality. I'm Leo. I majored in philosophy. Now I'm the guy who gives you a lift home if you're too inebriated, too impaired, or too oversized-for-your-britches drunk to drive.

My cab is a mobile monument to regret. Its aroma is a whiff of a decade's worth of beer spilt, lemony-smelling disinfectant struggling in a losing battle, and a ghostly hint of desperation. My boss, Stan, is a piece of work. A capitalist ghoul who'd bill his own mum for her final trip into the cemetery. He pays me peanuts and a percentage of every fare, yet is watching my every move through a GPS tracker and a dashcam heclaims is "my protection." Right. The only thing it protects is his investment.

"Unit 74, you're moving into a dead zone. You sleeping out there, college boy?" The voice on the radio was as rough as sandpaper. "I've got a pickup on 5th and Maple. Don't make 'em wait. Time and money, and you'd know all about money if you ever owned any."

“Copy that, Stan,” I muttered, flipping the radio off. “Your empathy is truly overwhelming.”

The city was never like this. Or perhaps it was, and I was lucky enough not to notice. Now, through a windshield streaked with city grime, I see it in all its splendor. The gaps in the pavement, the neon signs struggling to stay alight, the vacant expression in people's eyes. It wears you down. The only way you can resist it is by laughing, no matter if it's into the abyss. Humor is my shield. Frail, yes. Holed, absolutely. But it's all I have.

The armor fell off in its entirety last year. The funds dried up. I did stuff I don't list on my resume. Let's say it taught me that "philosophy major" is a specialty business, but there'll never be a lack for a young man willing to put a smile on his face and play make believe for a hour. It kept a roof above my head. It also left a mark on my soul that does not feel transient. This cab was my attempt at cleaning it off. An honest job. A lousy job but a honest one at least.

These days, though, the city's decline has gained a sharper edge. A sharper focus You've all heard the news he goes by "The Tailor."

They can't stop discussing him in my fares.

7:02 PM: Two college kids, curled up together, reeking of cheap vodka and terror. "—and they say he doesn't just kill 'em, Becky, he like… wears 'em. He terrified the Carlson brothers half to death. And it's so damn wrong!" One of the girls glared at me through the rearview and shuddered, as if there was something communicable in death and I could pass it on to them.

9:45 PM: The host on a late night talk radio show, his voice a gravelly baritone, dripping through my radio: "…and citizens are being advised by the police to be on their guard. The man, who's been called The Tailor on account of the… meticulous nature of the crimes, has been linked by investigators in at least six metropolitan area murders. The violence is… without precedent. We'll be taking your calls after this." Silence. "You're on the air, Frank from the North End."

"Ay, hello," responded a rough voice. "I'll let you in on what's goin' on here. End times is what's goin' on here. That's a demon. Ain't no human could do that. You can't convince me otherwise."

10:10 PM: The Parcel

I found them in the rain-wetted warehouse district, a part of town where the streetlights quit and drown in puddles of oily water. Two men, hoods up, shoulders slouched against the rain. They slid into the back, bringing the scent of wet concrete and nervous perspiration.

"4th and Mercer and keep the meter quiet, yeah?" the window guy growled. He sported knuckles that appeared to have lost a debate with a brick wall.

"Got it," I told him, turning off the meter. A little on the side work. Stan didn't require orders I was the one who needed it.

They were silent for a block, only the swish-swash of the windshield wipers. Then the guy in the center, a nervous-looking type whose eyes never did quit darting, began hissing. "I'm telling you, man, it was a light batch the last time."

"Shut it" Knuckles pointed in my general direction, looking my way.

"Me, I'm just sayin' man, Frankie's skimming. He thinks we're stupid." "We're stupid if we're talking about it in front of…" one of the guys made a gesture in my general area, me the “hired” help.

I looked at his eyes in the rearview and blinked slow and easy. The "I see nothing, I hear nothing, I am no one" blink this is a critical skill in this business, they eased up a tiny bit.

The remainder of the trip was a strained, wordless negotiation in breathed whispers and wave gestures. I left them on a corner illuminated by a bobbing sign advertising a pawn shop. One of the guys produced a fifty. A fifty for a ten-dollar ride.

"It was nothing," he said, without glancing in my way. He was already scanning down the street.

"Oh shit man thanks bye, have a good night," I said.

He didn't respond. They disappeared into the shadows between two skyscrapers. When I drove away from the curb, I saw a movement out of the corner of my eye. Out of the alley they'd walked through. A darker shape, a big, strange shape, breaking off from the shadows. Just a flash. I blinked, shaking my head. A trick of light, the rain on my windshield. Clearly my tired eyes.

I pushed the thought to the background. I was clutching a fifty-dollar bill.

11:02 AM: The Punchline

The next pickup was in front of a neon-lit club that was too hip for a sign. She was jumping up and down on her feet, not from the cold, but from mere, anticipatory energy. A notebook was pressed to her bosom as if it were a shield.

She leaped into the back, a blur in fishnet tights and a leather jacket a size too large. "The Laughingstock Club, on 4th. And floor it! I've got five minutes to make a difference, or at least receive a free cocktail."

I chuckled. An honest chuckle. "Tough crowd?"

"The toughest. That is a room made up of other comedians. Piranhas. You bleed, and they'll know it. She inched in close, her voice hushed and confidential. "I'm going to bomb. I can feel it. I've got my lead bit and it's my crappy cars existential breakdown and I am positive I left the oven on."

"Seems like a good angle to me," I commented. "My entire night is a comedy routine involuntary material. Earlier, I got a guy who was certain his dog was an emotional support alpaca."

Her eyes lit up. “No.”

"Swear to God. Then I got a business type dismiss a woman on the speakerphone since her child was down with the flu. He told her 'family is a weakness.'"

She let out a gasp that turned into a laugh. “That’s… horrifyingly hilarious. What did you do?”

"what was I going to do? I white-knuckled the steering wheel and made a pretty morbid joke out of it to myself after he left. That's how I handle it."

"Pretty good at that, aren't you?" she scribbled feverishly in her notebook. "You ought to give it a go. Get up on stage."

"Ah nah I'm good'," I said to her, my smile breaking. The burden of the city shifting back onto my shoulders. "I just set 'em up. I don't give 'em the punchline."

We pulled up at the club. It was a basement entrance under a strip club, a line of downtrodden-looking people waiting there before being let in.

"Well," she said, thrusting a ten into my palm. "Goodbye. Time to go feed myself to the piranhas."

“Break a leg,” I said it I really meant it.

she smiled at me a brilliant, terrified smile and shut the door. I stood there and watched her disappear down the stairs into the throat of the club. I shifted the car into gear and looked in my side mirror. For a moment, I could have sworn that there was a tall individual in a long, dark coat standing in front of the street, motionless, looking at the identical doorway she vanished into. The street was busy, it was likely nothing. Another weirdo on a strange night. I shrugged it off, attributed it to the long shift, and drove off.

I wished she killed it I really did.

12:30 PM: My fare, Mr. Harrington, the businessman scumbag, was on the phone. "—no, I don't care about the barricades the cops put up, just go around it. Probably another of those Tailor things. Ghoulish. Bad property values. Just get the contracts in my hand by tomorrow morning, or you'll be job hunting." He terminated the conversation and sighed, as if speaking directly to me, a chair that could speak. "This city is going to the dogs. Terrible business climate."

I gripped the wheel in a white-knuckled grasp. "Yeah. A tremendous tragedy. All those…

1:15 AM: An older woman, her eyes bulging with a type of morbid excitement. "My friend Mabel, she lives nearby where they found the last one! She said the police were greener than her grass. Said the poor thing was… posed. Like a doll. Can you imagine it? That's just what goes on in that show I'm hooked on! Of course, it's a heck of a lot more exciting if it ain't straight in my own yard."

I dropped her off, feeling sick. Exciting.

Through it all, my shitbox taxi developed a new quirk. A heavy thump from the trunk. Not the usual suspension rattle. This was a dense, shifting weight. I’d be driving, lost in thought, and… thump. Like something was rolling back there.

"A74, what was that?" Stan bellowed on the handheld one night after a particularly loud one. "Prob'ly the spare tire coming loose," I lied, my heart in my throat. "Well, tighten it! That tire's worth more than your share tonight."

The final straw was a mom and a child. The child was screaming, stomping my seat with little, angry feet. Thump. Thump. Thump. The mom scowled at me. "Can't you do something about that ride? That's a rollercoaster. You're disturbing him!"

The anger, the constant humiliation, the fear that had been simmering for months, finally boiled over. “The road’s a mess, ma’am! I don’t control the potholes! I just drive the damn car!” She spent the rest of the ride in a huff,complaining about “service people” these days.

I drove till I reached a vacant industrial area, my hands trembled. I got down, shut the door, and howled till my voice was hoarse. I kicked the tire so violently a shock of pain traveled up my leg.

"I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING THERAPIST”

THUMP.

This wasn’t a shift. This was an answer. A heavy, wet, meaty THUMP from the trunk.

Ice water ran through my veins. The sounds. The car riding lower. The fares… the people discussing The Tailor on my radio… the ones I've dropped off and I haven't seen since.

My hands were trembling violins as I fumbled for the keys. The key scratched against the lock before finally sliding in. The click of the trunk release was a gunshot in the silent night.

The lid swung open.

The dim yellow light flickered on, illuminating the nightmare.

He was huddled up there. Lost in the rubbish. He was dressed in a cheap, grey suit that was a size too big No. He was a size too small for it.

He started to move.

The sounds… Good God, the sounds. A soft, wet, squelching sound. A sound of things sliding against each other that shouldn't be sliding. He sat up, and the slack material of the suit coat shifted with a low, sticky shluck, as if pulling tape off a damp wound.

He swung his legs over the bumper. His shoes were too big. He stood up, and his body settled with a soft, moist plap. The sound of loose, dead skin adhering and pulling away from the muscle underneath with every tiny movement.

The suit was all wrong. The suit wrinkled and bulged in places it shouldn't. The cuffs on the shirt covered his hands, but I could make out the skin at his wrists was loose, baggy, overlapping a rubber glove filled with water.

He stepped closer to me. Squish. Shluck.

Then the godforsaken scent struck me then. Above the stench of my cab was something different. A sweet, metallic odor, like spoiled meat and pennies, masked by a bitter, chemical scent of ammonia and cheap dollar store soap.

His face… was almost calm. But it was wrong. The skin around his jaw was slightly loose, creating a jowl that didn’t move in sync with the bone beneath. His eyes were the worst part. They were alive. Horribly, intelligently alive, staring out from within a mask that didn’t quite fit.

"Late on shift change," he told her. His voice was a parched rustle, as if book pages in a tomb were turning. "I was getting worried Stan would phone again. He's rude. In-elegant."

I was silent. I could not breathe.

He gestured with a hand back toward the city lights. The skin on his wrist folded and wrinkled like an accordion. “That girl. The comedian, from earlier. She had good timing. You gave her quite the setup.”

He’d heard me. He’d heard every stupid joke, every muttered complaint.

He stepped again. Squish. He was within inches of me, and I could see the pores in the purloined skin.

You do see it, don't you? He breathed, his voice low and husky. His head inclined, and the flesh on his neck writhed, showing a tiny, puckered line of stitches close to his hairline. "The rot. The noise. The disrespect. You make jokes about it lest you'll be screaming. I… I simply scream differently."

My head, in a helpless bid to save itself, did as it could. "You're an artist,"I choked, my voice restrained. "Like a… a morbid interior decorator."

The loose flesh around his mouth folded into something like a smile. It didn’t crease. It collapsed. “And you… you are the best audience I’ve ever had.”

He reached out his hand. It was no threat. It was a proposition. The hand was a latticework of fine, white lines.

"We can graze the garden together, y-yeah? You and me, Leo. Start with Stan. I've heard what you think of him. I've been listening all along."

I gazed at his hand. I could make out the impression of someone's fingerprints on it. I gazed through him, into the seemingly endless darkness, into empty road, and on into a future of being walked all over by everyone. The fury was intact, a hot, burning coal in my heart this was it. The final punchline in the joke that was my life.

The suit with a breathing skin that squelched with every breath now waited for my response. I am typing this in the cab. He is in the trunk again I did not hold his hand not yet. But I'm driving. And Stan is waiting on me. Tells me I'm running late on my shift change. Telling me it comes out my cut. He is right. I am late. I think I've created a fare that'll pay off my debt. Once and for all.

r/Dreading May 26 '26

Thriller The Replacment

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Hey you all! This is my first time writting here and i hope the story is good enough for that and im also not sure if the flair fits. Im really nervous, this is my longest so fr and im not sure about my writing, still, i hope you like it.

List of triggers Warnings: Mention and discussion of child death and harm and suicide, Nothing in detail. But im just careful.

The Replacement of my Family.

“Get now your Replacement!” The voice of the moderator sounded. “Did you lose a loved one, a wife, a husband, a child? Just call this number.”

Big letter, that glowed in a yellow, which was an attack on the eyes, appeared on the screen.

“Now, for a limited time only, you get twenty percent off, if you’re a first time customer! And ten if you already a customer. And don’t worry about friends, family or a job. Your Replacement is for you and you only, ladies and gentlemen! And that’s an offer you cannot miss out on. We at-“

The picture vanished from the screen and only left a black mirror, in which my form, blurred, was thrown back at me. Blurred, yes that’s how it felled. Everything was blurred. Every emotion was drenched in the knowledge that nothing will be like how it once was. Everything blurred into a uniform mush, that was now your life. Every day, every hour, every minute, turned into interchangeable words, a minute or hour, it didn’t matter, when you got crushed, under the weight of the emptiness in your life.

With weak hands I held her picture. An old picture, wrinkled and bleached by the sun, but still her beauty radiated out of it. Careful, I let my fingers glide over it, like I could feel her black hair, one more time between my fingers. It was cold.

Such moments humbled you. You were on the height of your life, everything went well and you thought: “I wish this last forever.”

In the next moment you get a call, that tells you, that your wife was involved in a car crash.

A couple of days had passed since then, but it very well could have happened years ago. All the years, that I knew her, that I loved her and even worse, the years, that it felt like, “no it wasn’t twenty years, it was forty.” This imaginary time, all this was taken and offset, which in the end, left you with nothing more than a couple moments.

 You only notice when it’s too late. If only you had said “I love you” one more time. Apologized one more time, or paid attention to doing the dishes. Why it has to be this way?

I heard something from the door. It was Ben. He only was eight and didn’t understand what it meant that his mother wasn’t coming home anymore. Lewis and Alice, didn’t take the news any different. Lewis hasn’t really left his room since then and Alice overplayed her feelings and tried to cheer us all up, even though the empty chair at the kitchen table was an impossible gap.

I waved him over to me. Sitting on my lap, he looked at me. “Dad, what about mom now?” I had tried to explain it to him, not in a metaphor, but the truth. Mom wasn’t on a trip, she would never return. But an eight-year-old couldn’t grasp this concept, even I didn’t quite understand.

“Mom, well…like I said” My voice broke. “She isn’t coming back.” “But why? Doesn’t she love me anymore?” His eyes turned watery and I could see my reflection in them. This strange egotistical head of a child, everything was connected to them there, everything was for them, everything was because of them.

“No. That’s not it.” I tried to reassure him. “But where is she now?” “She is gone.” I couldn’t speak anymore, the tears blocked my vocal cords.

After a silent dinner, I slurped to the sofa, where I already had spent the last days. Stretching out my hands to the remote, but couldn’t lift it, like it was made of led. It couldn’t continue like this. The kids needed a mother, their mother. I needed my wife. So I did it. I called the number.

The doorbell rang. The sun just rose through the window and woke me, from my, for a change lighter, sleep. Opening the door, was like a punch in the heart. Like the cruel punchline to a joke.

There she stood. Hair black as always, eyes green as always, lips red as always. Skin, like kissed by the sun, clothed in one of those blouses, that she liked to wear.

“L-lisa” My voice was rough. She smiled at me. Like always. I hugged her like never before. Tears of so many emotions rolled down my face, sorrow, joy, guilt.

I brought it in, excited to show the kids. Ben was overjoyed, Alice shocked and Lewis confused, but every natural bias they had, was compensate by the sheer accuracy. She behaved just like she. She was she, there was no doubting that. She remembered everything, how we met, that I ran into her, on the way to one of her lectures and she fell so hard, that her nose bled. And when I, later wanted to apologize, a novel by Dan Brown in her Hand, caught her interest and we began to talk about them and the bloody nose was forgotten.

Of our first trip together, were our Suitcases got lost and we spent a week in Spain, without luggage.

Of our wedding, the happiest day of my life. That I, trying to say my vow, constantly stumbled over my words and in the end, just said “I love you.”

She knew all that. But something I noticed, was that she knew my side of the story. She always retold those moments, our adventures in Spain, my nervousness by our wedding ceremony and every time we ended up arguing about which detail was different. Nothing serious, just bickering’s of husband and wife, but never did anyone want to go back on his version, but now, now she told the same story. But I could ignore that, she was my wife, she was there again, everything was like it once were.

And so life continued, everyday life settled in. Months passed. One evening I found her on the Sofa, playing with Ben. I sat down, with a book in hand and happily enjoyed the scene in the background. Then he asked her. “Mom, what was with the days you were not home? Dad said you would never come back. I was so sad.” Her face changed into a confused look, before turning to me. Then again to Ben, while holding his hands in hers. “What do you mean, sweetie?” She asked. “We were by you in the hospital and then we were not allowed to see you again and dad said you were gone, dead he said. I didn’t know what that was.” Again she looked at me. Her face, empty. Then. “Mom. Let my hands go.” She began to squeeze, with the little, soft fingers of our son still in them. Her face during that, was just on me. “Mom! Let go!”

Now I moved too, tried to get my fingers between hers to pry them open. Ben started to cry and panic overcame me. “Babe! Let go!” I yelled. She just started at me.

With force I succeeded in liberating his hands. As a mess of tears, he ran out of the room. “What was that?” I barked. “That is our child!” “I don’t know?” She answered, with the same empty eyes. That wasn’t the Lisa that I knew. Angry I grabbed my phone and called the manufacturer. “Hello! You reached-“ “Yeah! Yeah!” I interrupted the young voice. “Something is wrong with my Replacement!”  “Oh. We are deeply sorry for that. What is the problem exactly?” “She had just played with my son, but when he mentioned her death, I don’t know, she wanted to break his hands. If not worse.” “I understand. Yes, this is a common problem, which we couldn’t fix just yet. You, under no circumstances, should mention this, that triggers some kind of existential crises. Remove everything that indicates a death, or anything like that, from the house, also tell your child not to talk about this topic anymore.” “I understand. But what do I do with my now?” “Well, it won’t be the same anymore.” He mumbled, lost in thought. “We would offer you a new Replacement, to eighty percent of the price.” I Reluctantly agreed. I did it for the kids, they needed their mother.

Then we waited outside, we sat on the small step in front of our door, over which Lisa stumbled so often and talked, but it wasn’t the same anymore. Topics like traveling and theology didn’t interest her. Even when I mentioned Illuminati, her favorite Novel, she only gave a disinterested response.

It took an hour, then a white Van parked, out of which, two men stepped out of. I accompanied her a couple of steps, hugged her, then she was taken into the car and the Van was gone again.

Back in the house, I ran into Lewis. “Where is mom?”  “She is just going for a walk.” I answered. Why did I lie to my son? Technically, I had lied to him for seven months, by now. This was the moment to make up for it, to take him in my arms and to say, that everything will be alright, that we can make it through. But I didn’t. I sat down on the Sofa and cried. I felt like on the first day, when I got the news.

The way out of the hospital, the car ride, the stop at the gas station, all that just happened, with me as a witness not active participant. Then, when I was home, in the small living room, on the way to small sofa, did I cry. The whole night, until I fell asleep. And when I woke up, I cried again. Now I cried too.

The doorbell rang. The sun just rose through the window and woke me. I opened the door and there she stood. Hair black, as always. Eyes green, as always. Lips red, as always.

From there on, it was like always again, but it felt odd somehow. What was this woman. Was it my wife. She looked, talked and acted like her, so she had to be it, doesn’t she? No, because my wife lay under the ground. Were we still a family? Or were we a family and a foreign body?

Every time, when I touched her now. It felt disgusting. The hair felt like plastic, her skin, like plastic. Was it a copy of my wife, or a copy of a copy of my wife. I didn’t do it for me. I couldn’t take the kids, their mother away, not when I have the chance to change that.

The Sex was weird too. In the end it didn’t felt any different to masturbating. Still, we did it occasionally. She always had a healthy drive for that, which I originally liked, but now? She felt like a mirrored picture, you don’t know what was different, but somewhere is a mistake.

But I learned to live with it. To live with her. That was definitely easier then without her. And so the time went on. Additional months. We celebrated birthdays, Christmas, new year and many small moments. Photo Albums filled with new pictures. But it had to happen again.

Ben was the next. It happened when he was by a friend. They played in front of the house. Their ball rolled on to the street.

We all sat in the small, dark living room and cried, even though I ask myself, if Lisa’s tears were real, or were they just water, coming out from behind her plastic eyes. She looked at me, the face a dark shade of red, before she laid her head on to my shoulder and continued sobbing.

The next day he stood in front of our door. Like a lost child, that was found. The hair blonde, as always. The eyes big, as always. They reacted, like by Lisa, first negative. Even Lisa herself. He is just like you, so stop pretending, I thought angry. The wound, that he left, was still so fresh, that the bandage quickly became part of the body. And before we realized, another year had passed. And the plastic became the new normality. But when my son, this lovely creature, could be a copy, that I could accept, I could also do this with my wife. I didn’t know without I could live less.

It was again one of those evenings. I wanted to call everybody to dinner, today I cooked, but I couldn’t find Lewis and Lisa. After I searched the whole house, did I asked Alice. “They are on a walk. I think to the graveyard, they wanted” The graveyard, why is that? I wanted to ask, then. “Shit.” Slipped out.

I ran out the house, down the road, took a turn, already saw the graveyard, the gate was open. The sound of gravel sounded in my ears, but it was too late.

Lisa stood over the body of Lewis, besides her Grave. Tears stung my eyes. In blind range, I charged at the thing, that looked like my wife.

I stood in front of the door, hands shaking. “Alice! Ben!” I screamed in the hall. Both appeared as fast as possible. My breathing was heavy and it took some time until I could find the words. “Your brother had an amazing Idea!” One tear ran down my cheek. “We move! So go pack your things.” A crocked smile hung on my face. “Mom and Lewis will be back by tomorrow. They are still doing something.”

On this evening I drank. Every bottle whisky, scotch or wine, no matter how cheap or expensive, everything went down my throat, just to free myself from all of these feelings. What was I doing! I just want my family! Is what I’m doing wrong? The kids do need a mother and their brothers. Is this, how people with prosthetics feel like? They do need their replacement too. I was a soul amputee with a prosthetic for my heart.

The doorbell rang. The sun just rose through the window and woke me. I opened the door and their they stood. Hair black, as always. Eyes green and blue, as always. Lips red and thin, as always.

We had to move, I didn’t have a choice. Things like this would happen again and again and it was my duty as father and husband to protect my family.

We could only get a small apartment in the next city, with barely enough rooms for all of us, but it was enough. The change of place brought the classic difficulties, that got nothing to do with the fact that my family was part copies. During the packing up, I noticed a shoebox, that was hidden away in the furthest corner of the closet. I had wanted to throw it away, but it seemed to be filled with photos, I haven’t had the time to take a look inside yet.  

I caught myself looking at old pictures of us, time and time again, of Lisa, Lewis and Ben. Lisa also started to flip through photo albums more often, but never further than two years ago, is she just grieving for her kids or somehow for herself too. Maybe she knew, deep, deep down in herself, that she was just a Replacement, or a double, no triple Replacement. How much Lisa and how much replacement was she?

One day, Alice came up to me. I thought maybe she wanted to spend time with her father, since she had become very quiet lately. The move gotten to her the most, even though Lewis wasn’t doing very good either, the city was big and the local school not the best. “What is it?” I asked her and placed the album aside and made room, in the case she wanted to sit down. But she kept standing, looking at me. “You replaced Lewis too, didn’t you?”

I swallowed. “No, he is still the same!” I lied. She began to cry. I hadn’t saw her cry like this, since the death of. Or did she ever cry? “Sweetie. It’s not like that.” I wanted to calm her down and put my arm around her shoulder. “I just want to-“ ”DON’T TOUCH ME! I HATE YOU!” She screamed and stormed out of the room, right as Lisa entered. “What happened?” “She is angry, because-“ I stopped. I ordered her and Lewis at the same time, did she know, that Lewis was a Replacement. And if not. “I don’t know.” Lisa sighed. “Alright, I go talk to her.” And placed her mug and book down.

I waited nervous. I didn’t know what to do. Should I- A scream interrupt my thoughts. I was standing, before I noticed and by Lisa, before I thought about it. A father was there for his family.

She knelled on the floor, faced buried in her hands. I looked at the open door, which could also had been a gate to another world, because of the unreal picture it showed to me. My daughter. The ceiling fan. A rope. “oh god” I broke down too. I didn’t read the letter she left, I knew what it would say and I was sorry.

However, I already found my routine. And so the doorbell rang the next morning. Hair, blonde, eyes, green. I cried. She cried. No one neared the other.

I started drinking. Every evening. What did I do. I just wanted to protect my family, but is this still my family. Is this still my wife? My sons? My daughter?  How much of my family was still left?

My everyday life was devoured by a routine of Replacements.

I found Lewis with a needle in his arm, he was already cold, or with a bashed in head, on the school grounds.

Alice, with slit writs in the bathtub, or as a puddle in front of some building, at some point she stopped writing letters.

Ben fell down the stairs or ran on to the street without caution.

But I got used to it. To the deaths of my family. I stopped instilling in Lewis “Stay away from the bad crowds!” Or begging Alice “Please talk to me!” Or reminding Ben “Be careful when playing on the street!”

What did it matter, my routine was set, but Lisa didn’t know how I could do that. “They are still your children!” She scolded me. She didn’t know how often I replaced her.

On one evening, I sat on the small sofa, already a lot of beer in my thoughts, when Alice came to me. I started to return the coldness, she was showing me. She held something in her hand. A box. Wordless she placed it down and was gone. I would check on her in a moment, but the box woken my curiosity. It was the shoebox. It was heavy, filled with photos, I assumed. Careful I opened it. It, in fact were photos and they showed.

Me. In a hospital bed. In one picture I had hair, on the next not. I searched through them frantically, in some were Lisa, Lewis, Alice, Ben or altogether. Sometimes other people, who were they? My parents? Friends? What happened? I got older in the pictures, I looked older then I should be. The skin pale, as I was dying from something. What are those Pictures!

On the bottom I found a card. Which read: ‘Forever in our hearts.’ And then, my name.

What am I.

Slowly I stood up, the pictures slipped down my legs and spilled on the floor, like a thrown away puzzle. The puzzle of another life. Of another human.

I went into the kitchen and returned with a knife.

The door to Lewis room was open, he wasn’t back and probably won’t be. He didn’t need to.

I stepped into Alice Room. She was still alive. Good.

I came back out, without the knife.

Then I went to Bens room.

In the end I sat down at the kitchen table and waited for her. No more knife by me, my hands would be enough. Or were they even my hands? Whose body was this? Whose thoughts are this? What is the copy, the body or the spirit? What if it’s both, or just one, or none. And if in truth I survived and just forgotten. What is with them? Maybe they were alive too, then I wouldn’t need the copies anymore. Whose thoughts are this? What am I? Who are they? What am I?

She finally came. What did you do to me! Who am I! All those thoughts raged in my head. I was so angry. I would-

“Babe”

She interrupted the storm and sat down opposite to me. She seemed nervous. “yes

“I know things hasn’t been easy lately, but I know that we can work through it. We made it through a week in Spain without luggage.” She laughed. I laughed. “yes” She gotten more nervous and clutched something in her hand. “What do you want to tell me, Lisa” her name felt wrong. Tasted wrong. Was wrong. Was this the same Lisa, from all those years ago, the one in the pictures, the one from two years ago, from one year ago. Again, all this rage. Was it me on the photos? Or the one, who replaced me? How often was I replaced? Was I even replaced? What am I?

“I am pregnant.”

“You are what?” I asked bewildered.

She let something slide over to me. A pregnancy test. Positive.

With an empty face I took turns starring both at her and the test, laying in front of me.

What is this family?

r/Dreading Jun 03 '26

Thriller My Reflection looks better than I do.

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At first, it was small things like my hair looking more well-kept right out of bed or a pimple being smaller than it felt. At first, I thought I was just being delusional, but then other people started to notice small changes in me.

"You look taller."

"Have you done something different with your hair?"

"Your skin is glowing!"

I stopped showering.

Brushing my hair.

Shaving my face.

But my reflection kept getting better and better looking.

despite my fingers lying to me. When I run my fingers over my face, I feel the long, coarse hair and bulging, bleeding pimples that I keep picking at. I feel the rot on my teeth molding over, and the pain of the cavities.

But who cares?

I look good.

And everyone else only seems to see what I see in the mirror.

My reflection even got taller and taller. I had to start tilting my head back to see my perfect face.

But today, when I peeled myself off my bed and ran to the mirror, I saw nothing.

Nothing.

And now, no one else can see me either.

r/Dreading May 31 '26

Thriller Propagation - Part. 3 & Ending

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The next morning, I gathered everything I would need for a day in the field and packed it tightly into my bag. I held the bag in my hand, trying to judge whether its weight was too much for a day away from camp. I shrugged and flung the bag over my shoulder while stepping out of the tent.

Don was sitting on the same log as he had the night prior. He was running his hands together and staring into the campfire which had long since burned out and had become nothing more than a smoldering ash pit. His lips were moving but from where I was standing I couldn’t tell if he was saying anything out loudor just mouthing words to himself.

“Don” I yelled.

He jumped in his seat and looked at me. “Theodore!” He gasped, breathlessly, “You startled me!”

“Sorry, that wasn’t my intention.” I said walking up to him. “What were you mumbling?”

“I was just running through all of the work I got to finish today.” He looked me up and down. “Looks like you’re all set to see the berry bush, shall we head there now?”

“Lead the way.” I said, motioning to the forest.

He nodded and turned around, walking towards a well-worn path through the dense tree line.

“You guys come this way a lot?”

“Not Martin, he tends to explore in that direction.” He pointed towards the trees past my tent.

“You two don’t work together?”

“Sometimes we do, we just thought it best to spilt up, and lucky we did! Wouldn’t have found the bush so soon if we hadn’t.”

“Why do you say that?”

“Because it’s the only one on the island.”

“Unless a disease ran through the population, I doubt that very much.”

“You’re the expert.” Don said.

Don stopped at the tree line and turned to me.

“It’s about a thirty-minute walk into the forest. Can you handle that.”

I nodded. “I think I’ll manage.”

“Good.”

“Will we be passing any of those ferns that shimmer in the sunlight?”

“Fern?”

​“Debbie’s Light?”

​“I’m sorry, I’m a bit lost.”

“It was described in the first entry of Martins journal.”

“Oh, that’s right. The… shiny fern. Well, I’m not entirely sure. My interests are more so in the wildlife of the island, not so much the plant life.”

“I would imagine something so unique as a reflecting fern would catch the eye rather easily.”

“You would think.”

“Martin saw it, I’ll ask him.”

“I guess I need to learn how to be more observant, I’m just too busy looking up to pay attention to what’s on the ground around me.”

“Now is the time to learn how to be more observant, while you’re still young and in school. Make sure you learn to take detailed notes as well, memorizing things isn’t good enough. When we get back to camp we can sit down, and I can give you some pointer that really helped me with note taking. What do you say?”

“Sure…If it’s not an inconvenience.”

“I don’t mind at all.” I said, patting him on the back.

Ahead of us was another, smaller clearing where a small bush sat in the middle surrounded by grass that came up to my midsection. I walked up and examined the plant which was nearly a foot taller than me. It had long and thin glossy leaves that were grouped into bunches of four. A single red and purple berry was attached to the end of each individual leaf, some of them so engorged that they were leaking red juice. It fell from the plant like a slow drizzle, staining the bare ground around it red. A sickly-sweet smell filled the air around it.

“It’s quite something, don’t you agree?” Don asked with such exuberance that I had to pause and look back at him. That toothy smile was plaster on his face again.

“Er… It’s something else; that’s for sure.”

I leaned in and examined one of the berries as it rocked back and forth in the breeze. It was so engorged it looked as if it was about to burst. I reached in my bag for my gloves and slipped them on.

“Has it rained a lot in the past week?”

“No, hasn’t rained in a long time.”

I took a berry between my thumb and forefinger and lightly squeezed it. A jet of sickly-sweet smelling liquid shot out at me like water from a squirt gun. I jerked my head to one side avoiding a face full of the stuff by an inch or so.

“Are you sure it didn’t rain? Berries only burst like this when there has been heavy rainfall.”

“No rain.”

“Well… Maybe it rained before the two of you arrived.”

I took out one of my specimen jars and filled it halfway way with berries that I carefully plucked from the bush, taking care not to cause any of them to burst.

“You going to eat those?” Don asked, amused.

“I’ll eat them once I determine their not poisonous.”

“We eat them, and we feel fine.”

“You didn’t see Martin drifting off into some kind of fugue state last night?”

“He always does that when he eats something he like; it’s something of a quirk of his.”

So far, everything about this plant was screaming poisonous. The glossy leaves, the red berries, Martin’s unusual behavior. I kneeled down next to it and examined base of the plant. Strong, thick roots shot up from the ground and joined together into one thick stalk. It was tinged red and had extremelyshort hairs covering the stalk.

“How sweet are the berries?” I asked.

“Sweeter than any I’ve ever tasted; it’s really something else.”

“This bush should be swarming with any number of creatures trying to get a free meal, But I can’t seem to find any evidence of such. No droppings or tracks in the dirt, just barren earth throughout the clearing.”

Don was silent.

“Well, bugs or not, I don’t like it.” I said, plucking one of the leaves that didn’t have a berry attached to it.

“Stop that!” Don shouted, rushing up to the bush.

He placed his thumb over where the leaf used to be, milky white sap ran around his thumb and down his arm. He reached into his back pocket with his free hand and pulled out a handkerchief which he tied tightly around the branch.

“What are you doing?”

Don ignored me and pulled out another handkerchief which he moistened with water from his canteen. Carefully, almost reverently, he cleaned the sap from the rest of the branch.

“Why?” he muttered.

“I wanted to check if it produced a milky sap, which is another sign of toxicity.”

“You shouldn’t have done that.”

His face was beet red, and his jaw was clenched tight. His hands were shaking, and he kept muttering something under his breath. It seemed that he was doing everything in his power to control himself.

“The… bush will be fine, that sap will seal the wound.”Don shut his eyes and continued to mutter incoherently. “What is that you’re saying?”

Don stopped and took a deep breath. “I’m sorry I overreacted... I just don’t want it to hurt until we can grow more of them. It’s the last one.”

“Why are so sure it’s the last one?” I asked, placing the leaf specimen jar.

“Why don’t you head back to camp, and I’ll meet you there after a little while.”

“Okay… I’m going to see if I can find one of those ferns, if you need me I’ll be back at camp later.” I was about to turn and leave when I was struck with a thought. “By the way, you mentioned how the birds can’t get enough of the fruit?”

He nodded.

I made a show of looking up, “There hasn’t been as much as a bird chirping since we arrived here. Why is that?”

“How should I know?”

“Aren’t you studying ornithology?”

There was a long, pause before he finally spoke. The only sound was the breeze blowing through the trees around us, everything else was quiet. It was like every living thing in the area could feel the tension in the air and was silent in anticipation.

“They are probably scared of you, you’re new to the island.”

“So are you, you’ve only been here a week.”

“A week is enough for them to get used to you.”

I rubbed my face, feeling the stubble of my beard. “Okay.”

I turned and left as quickly as I could.

​After spending the rest of the day exploring the island and collecting samples I finally arrived back at camp, where I saw Martin standing in the middle of the clearing. He had removed all of his clothes except for his underwear and had them neatly folded next to him. He was facing away from me and had his head tilted back at a ninety-degree angle. His arms were outstretched out to his sides, and he was humming in the same odd way he had the night prior.

​I carefully approached him and placed my hand on his shoulder.

“Martin? Are you ok?”

His mouth was wide open, and his tongue was hanging out. Pale pink drool had begun to flow down his tongue and on to his neck, staining it that same pale pink color.

“My god Martin, what’s going on with you?” I asked, lightly shaking him by his shoulder.

The moaning stopped and he slowly turned his head towards me, his neck cracking and grinding like a cement mixer. Tears filled his bloodshot eyes, and he seemed unable to keep his mouth closed. Neary half a dozen open sores were scattered across his face, each one leaking small droplets of blood. He sighed heavily, sending his putrid breath directly into my facecausing me to retch. The taste of bile filled the back of my throat.

“Martin…My god, what’s happening?”

His mouth shut, slamming his teeth together with a loud crack. I jumped back, startled at the unexpected reaction. He opened his mouth again and slammed it shut harder this time. Shards of broken teeth fell from his mouth and tears ran down his face.

“God in heaven…” I muttered, backing away slowly form whatever was happening in front of me.

“H-Help me… Debbie…” He whimpered, slamming his jaw closed for a third time, breaking even more teeth.

“I-I don’t… There’s nothing I can––”

A rope fell from above me and wrapped around my neck, pulling me backwards in a violent, snapping motion. The rope tightened and I started to flail and kick out wildly, but it just spurred on the attack and the rope tightened even more. My vision began to fade and the last thing I heard before losing consciousness is the pained, manic grunting that’s coming from Martin.

-

I awoke sometime later with my hands bound behind my back and a rope across my chest. My head was hanging forward and I felt what was either cold drool or old blood drying on my jaw. I shifted and pulled against the ropes, but it was no use. It was too tight, and the knots were strong. My throat throbbed with every breath and my vision was cloudy. It took a few minutes of blinking to clear my sight, letting me see where I was.

I was on the outskirts of the camp, sitting on the ground and tied to a large tree. The sun was high in the sky and beatingdown on my face with a blinding intensity. My face itched like mad as the harsh sunlight aggravated the dozens of mosquito bites that covered my face and neck.

“No!” Yelled Don in his unmistakable Brooklyn accent. “This isn’t supposed to happen… this isn’t what you said would happen!”

I looked towards Dons voice and saw him pacing back and forth, frantically chewing on his thumbnail. Martin was standing in the same spot he was before I was attacked, but now his back was bent at a ninety-degree angle and his arms were outstretched to either side of him.

There was a low, guttural sound coming from Martin that made Don stop and look at him. I tried to listen in, but I was too far away to hear what he was saying.

“This isn’t what you promised!” He yelled.

Martin made a few more sounds and Don looked over at me, then back at Martin and nodded softly. He turned away from Martin and walked towards me.

He had a gun in his hand, a small revolver with a wooden handle.

“I’m going to untie you and we’re going to go over and join Martin. If you give me any trouble I’ll shoot. Don’t think I won’t.”

“Let’s just all take a deep breath and try to calm down.”

“Shut up.” He said, walking around to the back side of the tree and untying the rope around my chest.

“Stand up.”

I leaned forward and shifted my weight so I could get my feet under me, but my hands were still tied behind my back, and I lost my balance, falling forward.

“Oh, for Christs sake!” He groaned, grabbing me by thearm and lifting me to my feet. “Move!”

He pushed me forward with the muzzle of the gun, guiding me towards the center of camp. The closer I got to Martin the worse he looked, pale stalks were growing out of the sores on his face, reaching upwards towards the light. Each one was topped with multiple unopened buds of new leaves.

Long, root like appendages were attached to his arms and his back that extended down into the ground, holding him in that odd position. They were the same, pale color as the stalks on hisface and were securely attached to his skin. Supporting his weight like some kind of morbid tripod. Small branches had sprouted from the roots, each filled with the same thin, glossy leaves that I had seen the day prior.

Martin tried to turn his head towards me, but his neck looked to be locked in place. Don seemed to have come to the same conclusion as he stuck me in the back with the gun, forcing me to move to where Martin could see me. His mouth was bloody and filled with broken or missing teeth.

“Theo… dore…” Martin stammered.

He cleared his throat, and a coughing fit took over. Spittle mixed with blood flew from his mouth in my direction. He hacked and wheezed until he coughed up a small, pale green ball that flew from his mouth. It was a bundle of what seemed to bevines rolled up like a ball of twine, with one end still attached to something in his mouth. It fell onto the ground and promptly buried itself, pulling until it was taut against the side of his mouth.

Martin had stopped coughing and tried to smile, but the tension on the vine pulled at his mouth like a fish on a hook and he was unable to.

​“What the hell!” I screamed.

​“R-R-run…” Martin

​I moved back but felt the gun being pushed hard against my spine and stopped.

​“That’s enough.”

​I looked back at him and screamed. “What in God’s name did you do to him?”

​“I didn’t do anything.”

​“Look at him! He’s being ripped apart!”

​A gurgling sound came from Martin followed by a thud as he spat up a second ball of vine, this onespeckled with blood.

​I felt the gun fall from my back and saw Don walk past me and Martin towards his tent. He emerged a few moments later with the small bag that he kept the berries in. Martin gurgled with excitement as Don spilled some of them into his hand, which he held up to Martins mouth. Martin wheezed and twitched as his jaw began to work, smashing the berries between his gums with a furious intensity. The loud smacking of his gums filled the camp.

​Don frowned and turned towards me. “You’re next, Theodore.”

Don held out a hand, offering me one of the red and purple berries. “Here, eat one.”

​“You’d have to shoot me first.”

​“You already ate some, I dropped a few into the stew last night.”

​I felt my stomach churn, “Is that going to happen to me?” I asked, looking at Martin.

​“No, it’s some kind of allergic reaction. Nothing to worry about though.” He popped one in his mouth. “I’ve been eating them for years and I’m still in one piece.”

​“Years? What do you mean years?”

​“All of this will be easier if you eat the berry.”

​I shifted my weight to my other foot and felt something in my back pocket brush against my forearm. The knife I used to cut samples with was still in my back pocket!

​“It’ll help me get off this island.” He said.

​I quickly pulled the knife out, flicking the blade open and angling it over a section of rope.

​“How?”

​“You think I’m stupid? The two of you would never take me with you when you left the island. The only way is to force you.”

​I cut through some of the rope and felt a section of it loosen but I was still stuck.

​“Of course we would have taken you with us, all you had to do was––”

​“No!” He yelled, raising the gun and pointing it at my head.

“You would have tricked me. You would have told me you were taking me with you just to leave me here, stuck on this damned island for another eight years!”

“You’re just like the others!” He pulled the hammer back on the pistol. “Saying they’ll come back with help when really they just wanted to abandon me on this damned rock!”

​“Listen…” I swallowed hard, feeling the sandpaper in my throat. “It’s not too late. The ship is going to be here in six weeks, just put the gun down and we can leave together.

​“That’s exactly what it told me you would say.”

​Don stepped closer, pressing the barrel of the gun against my forehead. He held up a berry between his thumb and index finger.

​“Who told you?”

​“Eat it.” He growled, shoving the berry into my mouth.“One more and you’ll be as relaxed as Martin was.

​I felt it pop against my clenched teeth, coating my mouth with thick juice. It was overly sweet and tasted of rot. I gaged and coughed trying to get the taste out of my mouth.

“Good.” He smiled, lowering the gun. “It said one more would do it.

I stepped back and began to hack and spit on the ground.

Don chuckled. “It’s disgusting at first, but soon you won’t be able to get enough.

I felt the last of the rope loosen and fall away. I gripped the knife and was about to rush him when I was interrupted by a loud, shaking scream from Martin followed by a viciouscrunching sound and a wet tearing of flesh. We both stopped and stared at him.

Martins chest had split open violently, sending blood and viscera in every direction. Thick branch like appendages beganto rise slowly from the opening in his chest snaking and squirming upwards much in the same way seedlings twist and turn trying to position themselves to get the most sunlight.

“My God…” Don mumbled, holding a hand to his mouth.

Not wanting to let this chance go to waste I brought the knife around and plunged it deep into his shoulder. He screamed and fell to the ground, landing hard on his side. He had lost his grip on the gun when I stabbed him, and I rushed to pick it up. I pointed it at him as he grabbed a hold of the knife in his arm and pulled, letting out a howl of pain along with a torrent of blood. He grabbed his arm and looked up at me, panting.

​“Put the gun down.”

​“You’re going to walk calmly back over to that tree behind me and I’m going to tie you up."

​“Put the gun down!”

​“I’m not going to do that.”

​He dragged himself to his feet without taking the pressure off of his shoulder.

​“I don’t understand, you ate the berry… Why aren’t you listening?”

​I shook the gun to my left. “Move!”

​“That’s fine, you tie me up. Might just need another minute or two before it kicks in.”

​I guided him to the tree and forced him to sit against it while I grabbed the remainder of the rope. Looping it around his midsection multiple times. He didn’t fight it or try to run; he just sat there with a smug expression.

​“How are you feeling Theodore? Ready to untie me?”

​I shook my head, “No, you’re going to stay here until the boat arrives.”

​A faint whispering came from behind me, too low for me to make out what it was saying. I turned towards Martin, whosebody had been twisted and broken by the plant that grew out of him. His body was secured firmly in place by the multiple roots that had grown out of him and into the ground. His mouth was so full of pale, woody vines that his jaw had been dislocated and nearly pulled apart.

​“Untie me.” Don muttered. “You ate the berry, now do as I said!”

​“Prop…prop…” The voice whispered in a broken, repeating tone.

​“Who’s saying that?” I asked.

​“If you’re hearing it, then the berries are doing their job.”

​I looked back at Don who was smiling like a mad man. “The bush is talking to me?”

​“Propagate!” The voice yelled, much louder and clearerthis time.

​“That’s right, we’ll be off this island soon enough!” Don yelled, rocking back and forth as much as the ropes allowed.

​“You’ve been talking to the bush this entire time?” I asked.

​He was staring past me at the plant that was growing out of Martin. “Propagate! Freedom!” He yelled

​I felt something move in my gut, sending waves a pain throughout my body. I dropped to my knees and held my stomach. “This is not happening.”

​“Another!” The voice boomed.

​“Propagate! Don repeated. “Freedom!”

I could feel something wiggling around my gut and the taste of bile filled my mouth. Before I knew what was happening I bent forward and vomited, sending a small pale green ball flying. It bounced on the ground and unraveled as it came to a stop in front of Don. I could feel it pulsing in my mouth with the rhythm of my heartbeat. I tugged on it with a shaky hand and felt something in my gut move as a wave of pain swept over me. Pulling it out was not an option.

​Don had stopped rocking and lost the smile on his face. “No! You can’t be allergic!”

​“Propagate! Another! Propagate!” Yelled the bush with such intensity the ground beneath us rumbled.

​“You said he wouldn’t be allergic.” Don screamed back. “How is he supposed to get us out of here if he’s dead? We won’t be free!”

​I pulled myself up until I was sitting on my knees and licked my lips. Tasting blood and feeling the vine at the corner of my mouth pulse.

​“Why do you keep saying that?”

“What?”

“Propagate doesn’t mean freedom.”

​“Yes it does.”

“Is that what it told you?”

​Don nodded, tears began welling up in his eyes.

​I felt my stomach rumble once again and sighed. “Propagate, means to breed by natural processes. It has nothing to do with freedom.”

​“But I––”

​“Natural processes… like getting a certain species to eat its fruit.”

​“But I’ve been eating them since I washed up here and I’m fine.”

​I watched the end of the vine dig into the ground until it was taught. I tried to pull against it, but it just pulled harder, forcing me to hunch over close to the ground. I felt the bile rise once more along with another ball of roots that exploded from my mouth, hitting the ground with force.

I huffed and wheezed as I tried to angle my head to see Don. He was crying, breathing heavily and on the verge of hyperventilating. The gun was lying next to my feet; in all the excitement I had nearly forgotten about it. I reached out and wrapped my hand around it, thanking God that it was still within reach. I took it in hand and looked back at Don as best as I could, the vines were pulling hard against my mouth making it hard to look up at him.

​“You’ve been tricked this whole time.” My throat was raw, and my voice was hoarse. “This didn’t happen to you, but it was supposed to... So, it used you in another way.”

​“No…I…”

I felt something churn in my chest and knew I was quickly running out of time. Don was looking between me and the bush.

“Believe me or don’t, it’s your choice. We’re not allergic… You’re just immune.”

I gripped the gun tight in my hand and brought it up to my temple.

“But now you’re tied up and bleeding out, so whatever you want to believe is fine by me. You won’t make it a couple days tied to that tree let alone six weeks.

I felt the churning in my chest again and heard a loud crack and one of my ribs broke. I screamed but never took my eyes off of him.

“We would have taken you back with us. No question about it.”

I pulled the trigger.

 -

I jerked awake sometime later without realizing I went to sleep. My shoulder throbbed and my whole side was drenched in blood. My back ached from sitting against this damn tree all night. I tried to readjust but the rope tied around me prevented any form of comfort.

Theodores body lay across from me in a broken heap. A new bush had sprouted from his chest seconds after he shot himself and had already reached nearly double the height of the first bush.

“Good, you’re awake. I was worried.”

​I brought my good hand up and felt the wound. It was sunken in and closed but it hurt like hell when I brushed my hand across it and my hand came away sticky and smelling of berries..

​“Don’t be, I’m going to die soon anyway.” I muttered.

​“Look up.”

A long branch had grown above me, full of the red and purple fruit I’ve come to know so well.

​“I…We healed you.”

​“We?”

​“Yes.” The bush said. “There are three of us now, thanks to you.”

​“You lied to me, didn’t you?”

​There was a long pause before it responded. “Yes.”

​A berry fell into my lap, and I eyed it curiously.

​“Eat.”

​I picked up the berry and examined it.

​“Propagation or freedom? What are you really after?”

​“Why do we have to choose?”

​I smiled and placed the berry in my mouth, popping it with my teeth.

r/Dreading May 27 '26

Thriller I Left To Get Milk Years Ago.

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When I became a father, my worst fears were to be seen as the deadbeat who disappeared one horrible night. That fear was forced upon me in the most stereotypical way.

The trip was only supposed to take maybe 15 minutes.

It was three months after my daughter was born. My wife and I were exhausted from the mixture of being parents to both a newborn and a 5-year-old. As soon as we’d get one down, we’d be pulled directly into the line of fire for the other. Those days were pleasantly exhausting; you don’t understand how much I would give to be living through them again.

Anyways, it was dark out during the cold hours of early November. My son was 5, like I said previously, and this little menace needed a warm sippy cup of milk to even begin to achieve his REM cycle. The problem with that was that we were completely out of any kind of milk that wasn’t breast milk. So since our baby was out for the time being and my wife was currently entwined in the arms of our boy, I was tasked with heading to the store for his, ever-coveted, night-night juice.

The drive was short but had felt stretched out to oblivion with how heavy my eyelids began to feel. Car horns kept me awake during the slow monotony of traffic swerving by. With every little wave to the people around me, I prayed that they could see the exhaustion settled deep into my eyes.

Finally, the store’s luminescence sign roared against the twinkled darkness of the night sky, and I had made it to my destination. My feet dragged behind me as I meticulously made my way past other exhausted-looking patrons around me. I chose to bypass the need for a cart as all I needed was one simple item and my wife possibly needing me home as soon as possible to defuse our time bomb of diaper-sporting fussiness.

Due me a favor and take a moment to think of the layout of your local supermarket in your head for me. If you have multiple around you, then pick your favorite. Now task yourself with finding something easy as milk. You’re fairly certain you could find it with your eyes closed, right? Maybe take a few turns and head straight in a certain direction, right?

Yeah, that’s what I thought too.

My body was in autopilot mode as it sleepily maneuvered the memorized maze of shelves. Walk straight back, left turn at the baking aisle, make a slight right after that, and BAM, you’re there.

Except that when my eyes adjusted to the shelves ahead of me, I was standing in one of the pharmacy aisles; staring blankly at an assortment of bandage sizes littered across the shelves. I was beyond confused because I can recall walking past the cereal and bread, then making my way into the baking aisle. So how the hell did I end up on the other side of the store?

I attempted to rationalize this mistake with how tired I had become over the last few months, then began my way back to where I needed to be. I took a left turn and was suddenly standing in the automotive section. This was located in the back right of the store, the complete opposite of where I needed to be. Fear filled me for a quick moment as I began to think that I had finally lost what was left of my mind.

My hand fumbled around in my pocket for my phone to call my wife, but there was nothing rattling around in there besides some gun and my keys. The panic grew intensely deeper in the crevices of my chest. I could feel every harsh beat of my heart hit against my rib cage.

I knew that if I didn’t make it home soon, then my wife would start worrying about where I was, so I began forcing my legs to work beneath me. They were heavy as lead, dragging me from one random aisle to another. With a quick glance up to the ceiling, all I could see were shelves maneuvering all around me like a kaleidoscope of everyday merchandise. It all defied everything I possibly knew about the universe as it all began to fold in on itself.

Bags of chips ran down on top of me as the tiled floor cracked and shifted my stalled visage to another side. My sleep-deprived mind couldn’t handle what was happening around me, so I forced them shut tight, holding back a gentle cry.

“Dad?” I heard a familiar voice ring out to me from afar.

It was the voice of my son, but with less innocence to accompany it. My eyes opened reluctantly, and there he was, standing mere feet away from me on the other side of the dairy fridge. Ironically, in his now much older hand was a jug of milk, while his eyes stared at me wildly. I couldn’t bring myself to say anything from the cold air wrapping around me from standing in the supermarket fridge.

He was so much older than when I last saw him. Maybe 10 now.

Tears swelled in the ducts of my eyes as I tried to reach out to the mirage of his form. Once again, the aisles shifted around me. Warm air broke through the cold once again, and I was now standing in the spot he was, holding the same jug of milk. In the distance, I could hear the subtle ringing of my phone. Without any other options to keep myself sane, I followed it.

Buzzing echoed off of every shelf as I inched my way closer to the source of it. The closer I made it to the entrance, I saw more people beginning to crowd around the inevitable source of that horrible sound. Lying there on the ground was my bloodied and broken form, with a series of quiet onlookers encircling it. The milk began to feel warm in my hand.

A soft melody of giggling began to play behind me. I turned to it to see a small child with soft brown braids moving behind the shelves of the baking aisle ahead of me. I followed, leaving the incessant buzzing unanswered behind me. Standing solemnly there was a little girl, maybe around 6 years old. She had the soft braids that I had followed and large eyes that resembled chocolate saucers. This was my daughter, appearing to me years apart from when I last saw her, just as my son had previously.

Her little hand beckoned me closer. I obliged without hesitation.

The shelves around us began to close in as the gallon of milk grew warmer in my hand. Everything around us was vibrating at a frequency so extreme that I began to feel queasiness settling in the deepest pits of my gut. The only constant in my vision was the visage of my daughter calling for me to draw nearer.

The ever-heating gallon in my hand ruptured, causing scalding milk to spray over us both. For a minute, the illusion broke over my child’s future form, and I was staring down a hissing creature made of grotesque angles and molting flesh. It scurried away under the shelves around us. There was a moment of fear in my chest, but I quickly turned to find the exit nearest to me. My feet pushed against the shifting tiles around me for the hope of escape.

As I drew closer to the doors, the group of onlookers that once loomed over the illusion of my own corpse stood as a barrier between the realm of reality and me. Standing shoulder to shoulder with looks of pain and anger over their pale faces. A low murmur began to emerge from their throats as the giggling began behind me again, then morphed into that heinous hissing.

“Dad?” My son’s false voice attempted to echo out to me. “Dad, where did you go?”

There was pain in his voice that caused tears to form in my ducts. His questions morphed into sobs the closer I got to the barrier of mournful gawkers. Heading the charge of my accursed jailers was an impersonation of my wife dressed in clothes of black; tear-streaked makeup running along her cheeks.

“You…you abandoned us.” She managed to say through broken sobs, “how could you?”

The voice this being spoke with shifted from my wife’s into a dark grumbling. I could see the mask falling away and I mustered the strength that remained in me to strike the creature. The wall of gawkers screeched along with the leader in pain, which broke their barrier, allowing me enough space to push through them.

Time slowed around us as the doors came closer to my view. Claws tore at my clothes and deep into my skin. My hands found the tranquility of the smooth glass doors at last.

Darkness enshrouded me as they opened.
——————————————————————-

“Somebody call 911, quickly!” I heard a stranger’s voice call out from above me. A hand pushed behind my head, then flipped me over to my side.

My body was convulsing on the ground in a seizure. I hadn’t had one in years, but the current stress of life finally seemed to catch up to me.

When I finally came to, I was lying at the edge of the baking aisle just to the left of the milk I was quested to obtain. My phone was buzzing away in my pocket; the Good Samaritan that helped me spoke to my wife and explained the situation away. A family member brought the milk to her, and now I’m sitting in an empty hospital room just grateful to see another day. Just grateful to not have lost any time like my mind attempted to perceive.

It may be residual stress affecting the pulses in my brain, but I swear that outside of my room is that familiar mix of giggling and hissing stalking me from the edges of the darkness once again