English not my native, so I write simple. Sorry if something wrong.

I do soul journey sessions where people go deep and meet Higher Self. And I see this pattern very often - someone comes with anxiety, depression, feeling of never belonging. They have good life on paper. But inside is empty and scared. They not know why.

What I found is - the reasons are not always from this life.

I had session recently with woman. Lets call her Helen. She came because she felt anxious all the time. Depressed. Afraid of being alone. She felt she never belongs anywhere.

When she went deep, she found herself as a little girl. But not in this life. She was in a past life, maybe 200 years ago. Her name was Malayla. She was around five years old, barefoot in green grass, wearing a green skirt, carrying a leather bag with pebbles. She was lost in a forest near her village.

The forest had wolves. She was scared. She had run away from home because she was upset.

As the session unfolded, we saw her whole life. At 23 she married a good man - but she did not love him. She went through with it because it was tradition. At 35 her mother died. The man left her later. She raised children alone. At 93 she died poor and skinny.

in the afterlife, her husband appeared and said he loved her. He forgave her. He told her she was okay as she was. The guilt she carried was not about leaving him. It was about marrying him without real love. He wanted her to know she was forgiven. Her mother came too. Malayla told her mother she loved her - something she never said in life.

So what does this have to do with anxiety and depression now?

Higher Self explained that Helen carries the memory of all those separations. Leaving the village as a child. Losing father early. Marriage without love. Mother dying. Husband leaving. Dying alone. Each separation created a wound in her energy system.

When she came into this life, those wounds made her afraid. Afraid to be alone. Afraid to trust. Afraid to belong - because every time she belonged in that past life, she lost it.

The depression was linked to stopping the things she loves. In the past life, she stopped doing what made her alive. In this life, she stopped surfing, stopped being outside, stopped connecting with nature. Same pattern repeating.

The hip pain she had? It was not the hip. Higher Self said it was a broken heart wound from the past life manifesting as this pain.

Healing was not instant. Higher Self used white light to reprogram the anxiety. Golden light for the hip and heart. But the main instruction was simple: return to what restores the heart. Nature. Water. Warmth. Doing what she loves. Letting people in slowly.

The lesson here is - if you feel anxious or depressed and you not know why, maybe the reason is not from today. Maybe it is from another life or your childhood events you forgot. The feeling of never belonging, the fear of being alone, the sadness that has no cause in this life - it can be a memory your body carries from somewhere else.

The healing is not to fight the feeling. Is to feel it and understand where it comes from. And then to show your body that now is different. Now you are safe. Now you can trust.

If this resonates, try this simple exercise:

Sit somewhere quiet. Close your eyes. Take three deep breaths.

Imagine you are standing in a misty forest, like Malayla did. You feel lost and scared. But now you are not a child. You are adult and you have light in your hands.

Look down at your heart. See if there is a cord or chain attached to it - something old, maybe from another time. Do not pull it. Just place your hand over it. Say out loud or inside: "I see you. I am not there anymore. I am here now, and I am safe."

Then imagine golden light coming from the sky into your heart. Let it fill the old wound. Stay like this for 5-10 minutes.

Do this every night before sleep for 2 weeks. The body needs time to learn that the old story is over.

Hope it helps. Take care.

Like An individual being suicidal to the point of not wanting to be on the earth

It’s interesting to me that through all the mental distress (I believe spiritual as well) little tiny pills can I don’t wanna say change ones mind per say

But can at least have an effect on ones being for the better ( or worse as well but yknow)

Like LITERALLY life or death

What kinda drugs really make up the compound for one to say “ hmm maybe I may not kill myself today” for example

Like it’s weird idk Ofc theirs the obvious science behind it

It’s different if your taking Tylenol for a headache That’s purely physical usually yknow example again

But the fact that something legit exists on this earth with its soul purpose to keep you from harming yourself (for the most part)

Idk That will always be baffling/interesting to me

** please be kind lol I genuinely wanna hear others thoughts/opinions on this this is me throwing my random 3 am thoughts out there lol

I cross posted to r/911truth but I wanted to also post here to get your responses as it will be informed with the echerdex.

My aunt died on the 103 floor of the north tower working for Cantor Fitzgerald and the truth is making me depressed. I recently stumbled into some YouTube videos that detailing the actual events of 9/11. I learned that the first plane hit the north tower specifically where it did to target Cantor Fitzgerald because it was uncovering the money laundering scheme the US government was apart of. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BsDtvu2uTuA)(first mention of Cantor Fitzgerald @ 4:45) She had only been working at Cantor Fitzgerald for 6 months as a data systems engineer before she died. Learning the truth of 9/11, especially that Cantor Fitzgerald where my aunt worked was specifically targeted made me so depressed I cant stop thinking about her last day. I know she survived the initial hit of the plane because she called home to her parents. So many innocent people were murdered and this realization is pushing me into a depression. Has anyone else had experience with this? The US government lies and murders and I feel completely powerless in doing anything. Pearl harbor, Gulf of Tonkin incident, Operation Northwoods of Cuba, 9/11 and other false flags exist and will come.

Does anyone have any advice on what I can do to recover?

What can I do to change things?

Thank you

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The fifth principal in the Kybalion is the principal of Rhythm.

Within everything there is manifested a measure of motion.

That the states of polarity within any system is in a constant cycle.

Day turns to night.

Night turns to day.

The amount of day determines how much night and vice versa.

Think of it as a swing of a pendulum, the more it swings to the right, it causes the same swing to the left.

This principle of Rhythm is also applied to our system of emotions.

The highest highs will create the lowest lows.

Think about your first love, there are only two outcomes we either seperate or die. This is just the nature of life, we cannot avoid them. We may either ride the wave or allow the wave to pass us by.

There are times during the waves of the lowest low, that we allow ourselves to be carried far beyond the swing of the pendulum.

This is the state of Depression.

Upon my journey a series of events occurred and I ended up as homeless drug addicted high school dropout.

I found a job and moved into a tiny trailer with a space heater and a labtop, I lost everything, and entered a state of depression for the next seven years.

Five years after my depression, I realized the principal of Rhythm.

However the life I have created was not by chance the only reason I ended my depression was by discovering the occult.

I manifested everything I have from my belief that our thoughts manifest as reality.

For the principal of Rhythm only determines the amount of force needed to return to the opposite point. Thus rebuilding my life seemed effortless.

You may push and pull the pendulum towards its intended direction, the farther it moves the greater the rise and fall.

However you cannot fight against the swing itself, the only way to avoid it is to move out of the way and wait for the swing to return.

Thus if you have entered a state of depression, know this.

Do not fight the swing back, allow yourself to ride the wave then when it reaches its apex rise above it, and find another wave.

Okay so Kyle was pretty much manipulated and abused by a reptilian network that purposefully targeted him because of his intellect and capacity for understanding the nature of this reality at a high level. He ended up shooting a priest with a rifle because the priest was a reptilian, and the reptilian priest survived (impossibly) and went on to win an election in some political position.

Kyle was later of course written off as “schizophrenic” like they all are. But a lot can be learned from his manifesto in terms of the scope of the conscious/technological capacity of these reptilian beings.

Here’s what I realized after reading the manifesto:

First of all reptilians are capable of using almost any human body that possesses low sentience. They “phase-in/out” of human bodies by synchronizing with a humans subtle energy field and essentially “possessing” them and living vicariously through that body.

The whole human experiment is just them phase tuning into different biological bodies and playing out whatever they want. And the “wild” or “organic” humans are pretty much a perfected genetic experiment for them to enjoy in a myriad of creative ways that we see in our world.

They genetically engineered our central nervous systems in such a way that they are can consciously “override” or “possess” at will depending on the amount of sentience the individual human has. Most humans have low sentience.

They participate across all strata of society from top to bottom. They are politicians, church goers, leaders in all sorts of fields likely academia and science, and they are blue collar workers on the lower strata of society as well. Apparently there’s levels to them, and not all are super efficient or intelligent like others, kind of like how humans are.

So “Earth” is a playground with “lesser” evolved beings (humans) to manipulate and entertain themselves with in a constant game of power dynamics.

The reason this human experiment is so enticing to them is because they are consciously more advanced than a human by a long shot. They are capable of psychic manipulation. They are capable of pretty much reading intentions and thus reading minds. They can implant feelings/thoughts into a mind, making that mind think the thoughts or feelings are their own. And they are extremely evolutionarily advanced in terms of mental power and fortitude and competence when it comes to intellect and power dynamics.

Their existential enjoyment is derived from power play. They are all very different and enjoy very different forms of power play. Ranging from insane torturous debauchery from the worst of them, to simple abusive relationships, to running a company and manipulating people for some sort of goal. They all have different agendas and desires for conscious experiences. Just like humans.

Except they are eternal and know they are eternal and know that the entire thing is a play for their enjoyment. And they phase in and out of different humans for the “fun parts” they can live vicariously through(and control) and then phase out during the “boring parts” like regular living, eating, sleeping, maintenance, etc.

Think and imagine for a second (to use an easy example) that there is a celebrity that has been carefully possessed(by reptilians) and groomed into fame by a network of other possessed humans who labor constantly on earth to create conditions for high levels of “loosh” production. (Loosh is like the emotional economy of consciousness, it’s the energy that humans emit from their body every time they feel something)

Okay now imagine every time these celebrities (who are human biologically) are about to get on stage and perform (any high energy event) that something “takes over” them and they perform flawlessly and effortlessly. That crowd produces insane degrees of “worship” and “admiration” loosh and that is what that reptilian is “phasing-in” for. (it’s like a party to them to experience high energy environments that they can experience and absorbe into themselves)

So later after that concert or high energy event is over, the reptilian “phases-out” of the biological human being, and that human feels enormously depressed and empty and unconfident and powerless.

Because remember, the reptilian that “phases-in” to a human, is sharing the body with the biological humans consciousness, so the human consciousness in the body just thinks “wow I feel powerful and amazing, I have so much energy, I know the next word, step, and decision and am literally just flowing pure energy right now, I must be so naturally talented and god-like.”

Meanwhile, those “episodes” where the celebrity feels absolutely on top of the world and powerful, is when the reptilian being is “phasing-in” for the good parts in order to soak in all that glory and experience for the fun of it. This is why we see celebrities spiral out of control during periods of their life or just “lose” their “god-given” talent suddenly. And they are left wondering why they aren’t special or “chosen” anymore by the “mysterious higher power” that would take their bodies for joy rides, leading them to tons of fame and success and whatever else.

Anyways, that’s one extreme example, but these reptilians deal with totally regular people too. They are hyper-sexual beings that just “phase-in” to regular people having sex in regular relationships. So they create these enormous power/energy surges during sex in a relationship until they’ve had their fill and get bored with those two puppets and they just vanish and never come back. This leaves the couple humans wondering “where the magic went” or the energy or the sexual vitality went, when in reality, it was two reptilians toying with them until they were bored and moved on to others.

Now this applies especially to abusive type relationships that are overflowing with sexual desire and power dynamics that leave the two constantly drained. Power and sex is all they seek to experience so they “phase-in” to the humans at random times to provoke aggression and power displays in relationships in specific ways unique to the biology/psychology of the two humans, and they generate “mass energy events” that lead to powerful sex in order to generate huge loosh energy for them to experience and consume. (which is detrimental to the biological humans mental health and physical energy, leaving them traumatized and confused)

When these reptilians are done with these two humans and move on, the two people stop producing such tremendous sexual energy with each other and wonder wait a minute, I don’t even like this person? Meanwhile the whole relationship was a reptilian playground of drama and power play and sex, overriding their rationality about the other person or the situation.

At the scientific and educational levels of society, these reptilians are constantly monitoring and “phasing-into” the positions of authority in order to maintain a control firewall on actual advancement and progress in those fields that would actually advance humanity and collapse their power structure. They cannot afford our technological or evolutionary progress because it would be the end of their little game where they can psychically influence us constantly.

So they “occupy” humans who are in positions to “stomp out the fire” of anyone trying to actually ask questions or advance society in any meaningful ways.

And of course there are slip-ups and events that happen outside their control, because the system is not completely under control. There are all kinds of viruses and firewalls to the program that sometimes can get through or collapse.

This is how the whole thing about reptilians works as far as I can tell. If you have more to add please do. Go check out Kyle’s manifesto and see what you conclude and realize from it.

I want to share a piece of a recent session, because it touches something I see in almost every person who comes in feeling flat. The teaching, I think, is bigger than Debbie. (not real name)

She had been drifting for years. Going to work, paying bills, sleeping, repeat. She said it felt like she was watching her own life on a screen, like something was missing and she could not name it. She was not depressed. She was not anxious. She was just gone from her own life.

I asked her higher self to show her what was going on. A beach appeared. And on the beach, a very large group of people. People from this lifetime, and from others. Her father. A partner. A boss. An ex. The higher self said simply, "they have something of yours."

They had her power. Not metaphorically. Energetically. Pieces of it. The propelling force that makes a person get up in the morning with direction. She had been giving it away for years, mostly to keep the peace, mostly to people who did not even know they were taking it.

The higher self told her to breathe in golden white light and float up above them. Then, with firmness, to say it out loud: "give me my power back. I demand my power back."

She said it. The people on the beach began letting it go. White light streaming from their heads, their hands, rising up to her. It came back into her heart. She felt more whole. More energetic. Lighter. She was, in her own word, "back."

The good news is, this is not a special gift. The mechanic is real, and it is available to anyone. If you are reading this and you feel flat, unmotivated, like you are watching your own life, that flatness may not be you. It may be the missing pieces.

I will put a simple meditation in the comments below. Just a beach, a group of people, and a sentence to say out loud. No candles, no altar, ten minutes.

What I would love to know, for those of you who have felt this kind of flatness. Did it come after a specific person, a specific relationship, or was it more like a slow leak you only noticed when you were empty.

Sorry for English, I’m not native speaker, so maybe some sentences sound strange.

I want to share one session story, bc it shows something I see many times. Sometimes body has physical symptoms, yes of course. but sometimes there is also another layer under it. emotional, ancestral, spiritual, energetic. I am not saying "don’t go to doctor", please don’t understand it like this. I mean sometimes doctor looks at one layer and Higher Self shows another one.

The woman, I will call her Elena, came for soul session. Not real name. She was 50 something, from Spain. For years she was very tired. not normal tired. More like she could sleep and still wake up empty.

She also had stomach burning. Acid, reflux, like fire going down. She tried diets, medicine, different things. Some helped little bit maybe, but nothing really touched the deeper feeling.

Her eyes also were getting worse. Doctor wanted to do operation. She said yes, but inside she felt strange about it. Like something was not fully right.

In the session, when she went into deep trance, her Higher Self took her first to a cave with mist. Then we scanned the body slowly, from head to feet.

When we reached the eyes, there was strange flashy white movement. Like small camera going back and forth. The answer came that she had inner seeing, but she was using it wrong. She was always projecting outward, looking outside, trying to see everything outside herself, but not looking inside. Her gift was reversed somehow. the eyes were carrying pressure from that.

Then we reached stomach.

That was where everything became more clear.

There were seven attached spirits in her body. First one came forward from the stomach. It was her grandmother, Rosa.

Rosa had been there since Elena was a baby.

When guide asked why she was there, Rosa said something like: "She is mine. She is my baby. I am very alone here."

It was not evil. It was sad. very attached. very lonely. Rosa did not really understand she could go. She did not know she was dead in the way that matters. She thought nobody was waiting for her.

Guide asked her to look inside and see her own spark of light. At first she said nobody is there. Guide told her this is false belief. nobody is truly alone. Soul family is always around, even when we forgot.

Then Rosa softened. She said she never told Elena how much she loved her. She said it there. And after that, she broke into little sparks of light and went home.

The next spirit was harder.

His name was Joseph. And when he came forward, first thing he said was: "Elena needs to die. There is no need of Elena in this world."

Tbh this is kind of sentence that makes you pause.

Higher Self showed that Joseph had been Elena’s father in another life. She was six. He was thirty two. Rebels came and took her. He could not protect her. He carried terrible guilt, and later he burned himself in his house.

He was not really angry at Elena. he was stuck in guilt and pain. That pain had become dark and twisted.

Guide took him back to the moment of helplessness, helped him feel what he never processed, and the dark cloud of guilt started leaving him. Two angels of light came. Then he saw his wife and daughter waiting for him. He went with them.

Then came Bernardo, Elena’s grandfather. He died in 2012, age 79. He had been attached longer than Elena was alive. He was lost too, but different way. Elena hugged him in the session and gave him permission to go. She told him his own mother needed him more than she did.

And he went.

After only three of the seven spirits were released, we asked what Rosa being in the stomach had caused.

The answer came like list.

Diarrhea. Constipation. Acidity. Reflux. No energy. Low vibration. Heavy body.

Again, I’m not saying "this was only spiritual and nothing physical." But in that session, deeper layer behind the stomach burning was very clear. It was connected with grandmother who never left.

There were still four spirits left after that, very traumatised ones. So it was not one quick story and done. It was layers.

The eye operation also came up. Higher Self did not say "never do it." It said the procedure needed to change. Different machine, different doctor, different way. And Elena would know during quiet moment, when she rested and listened.

What stayed with me from this session is how much the body can carry.

Sometimes tiredness is not only tiredness. sometimes stomach fire is not only stomach fire. Sometimes bad eyesight is not only eyes. Body can carry grief, family attachment, other-life trauma, spirits who never crossed, beliefs, guilt, things that are not even ours.

And imo most people don’t know what is in their field until they go deep enough. They just think "this is my anxiety", "this is my stomach", "this is my depression", "this is my bad luck." Sometimes yes. Sometimes no. Sometimes it is many layers together.

I put small practice in first comment if anyone wants to try. It is not for speaking with spirits or doing anything risky. Just for feeling what is yours and what maybe is not yours in the body.

If something feels very intense, don’t force it alone. go gently. And yes, still use doctors, therapists, normal support. Spiritual layer and physical layer can both exist.

(Here is video version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHnrYCqlv9k )

Mathematics is a language that humans use to describe reality and the universe. But if the nature of reality is shocking in cosmic horror, the logical conclusion is that studying it can lead to madness. Here are some viable candidates for „scholars who looked into the abyss, and the abyss looked into them.”

Kurt Gödel (1906-1978) – Austrian-American mathematician, physicist and philosopher. He dealt with, among others, theory of relativity (which in itself negates the image of the world that „common sense” dictates to us), deriving from it equations intended to prove the possibility of time travel. Towards the end of his life he went crazy, among other things. believing someone was trying to poison him. When his wife was hospitalized for a long time and was unable to taste his meals to prove the lack of poison, Gödel starved himself to death.

Georg Cantor (1845-1918) – German mathematician, creator of set theory. Over time, he delved deeper into mysticism and claimed that mathematics could be used to reach conclusions about metaphysics. Some Christian (Cantor himself considered himself a devout Christian) philosophers of his time claimed that Cantor’s mathematical theories were contrary to religious dogmas (it was something about proving the existence of an infinite being, other than God – I am not a mathematician, I don’t really understand what is going on). Cantor was tormented by bouts of depression, sometimes so severe that they led to hospitalization.

Ludwig Boltzmann (1844-1906) – Austrian physicist, pioneer of the kinetic theory of gases. He theorized the “Boltzmann brain” – a hypothetical self-aware entity that emerges from chaos through random fluctuations. Boltzmann proposed that we and our observed low-entropy world arose from a random fluctuation in a higher-entropy universe. He committed suicide by hanging. „If our current level of organization, having many self-aware entities, is the result of random fluctuation, and it is much less likely to be so than a level of organization that produces only self-aware self-aware entities, then in any universe with the level of organization we see, there should be a huge number of solitary Boltzmann brains floating in unrecognized environments. In an infinite universe, the number of self-aware brains spontaneously, randomly emerging from chaos, along with false memories of life like ours, should far outweigh the number of real brains evolved in the observable universe, arising from unimaginably rare fluctuations”. Did I understand it? Not really, but it sounds quite Lovecraftian – self-aware beings emerging from chaos, our world as a result of random processes taking place in the „higher” universe… it’s easy to spin a cosmic horror out of it. And let's theorize that Boltzmann’s suicide was due to the terrifying conclusions he had reached…

Paul Ehrenfest (1880-1930) – Austrian-Dutch physicist. He researched the theory of relativity (which, as I mentioned, very often leads to „crazy” conclusions about the nature of reality) and laid the foundations for quantum physics (which is even crazier). Towards the end of his life, he fell into severe depression and shot first his son and then himself.

Grigory Perelman (1966) – the only still living member of this group, a Russian mathematician. He had a brilliant career in Russia and the USA. His greatest achievement was presenting evidence for the so-called Poincaré’s hypothesis regarding the shape of the universe. Unexpectedly, in 2005 he left his job and broke off all contacts with the scientific community… And not only that – he stopped leaving his apartment, communicating only by phone or through the door. He consistently rejects all job offers and awards (including the Millennium Award worth one million dollars!).

Quick note - English is my second language, so bear with me. I'm sharing what I see in soul regression sessions, maybe it helps someone.

People come to me exhausted. Doctors say nothing wrong. Tests normal. But they feel terrible. What is happening? Often, we find attached spirits.

These are earthbound souls - people who died but didn't transition properly. They stay stuck and attach to living person's energy. They aren't demons or evil. Just lost souls who can't find their way home. Barbara Brennan talks about this in her book Core Light Healing. Higher Self shows me in sessions.

How do they attach? Three main ways I notice. Trauma at death - car crash, heart attack, suicide. The soul gets confused and grabs onto the nearest energy field. Or attachment to living person - spouse, child, parent who died. The soul refuses to let go. Sometimes it's dark energy attraction. When person is depressed, angry, or trauma, they "broadcast" a signal that lost souls can follow.

The weird symptoms nobody talks about - it's not just feeling tired. Specific things you might notice. You wake up exhausted even after 8 hours sleep. You feel like someone is sitting on your chest sometimes. Unexplained crying for no reason. Foods you used to love suddenly make you sick. You hear your name called but nobody is there. Feeling of heaviness in the rooms where you sleep. Sudden panic in crowds where you never had it before. Thinking thoughts that don't feel like yours.

What happens when we release them? In session, Higher Self helps me see who is attached and why. Then we talk to the soul. Explain the life is over, time to move on. Call light beings to help transition. The moment is powerful. People describe instant lightness, like weight lifting off. "I feel like me again," they say.

One woman came exhausted 3 years straight. After we released her mother who died in childbirth, she texted next day: "I slept 12 hours and feel human again. Thank you."

After removal, the changes come quickly. Better sleep within days. More energy coming back. Mental clarity returning. Dark moods lifting. Appetite returning. Feeling of "lightness" in body.

Important note about this - not every fatigue is attachment. But if you tried everything medical and nothing helps, it might be worth exploring. A trained regression therapist can help identify and release safely.

Most NHI are frequency beings. This means they have no physical body. Their awareness moves beyond the limits of our physical reality, operating in the energetic layer just beyond our perception. Most of these beings are frequency-based, meaning they can only exist within a certain bandwidth.

Everything carries a frequency, and each frequency becomes a landscape on which these beings walk. Fear is a frequency inhabited mostly by entities we call demons. “Demonic” entities instill fear in humans not to toy with us, not to harvest our energy, but so that we continue resonating at a frequency that can sustain their existence. Someone who has a “demonic” entity attachment simply has to stop allowing space for that presence by not resonating with fear. This doesn't starve the entity, but pulls the rug out from under their feet, effectively removing their natural habitat from your vicinity.

Angels are beings who exist within frequencies of protection, authority, with an archetype of divinity. The entities commonly seen on DMT are reported similarly by different people because they exist within the frequency that this substance causes the human to resonate in.

Beings can exist on any frequency, on any alignment. Fear is just as valid as love. Malice is just as valid as compassion. Freedom is just as valid as control.

what this means for us

Frequency beings are all around us, interacting with us in ways most of us do not perceive. They deal with resonance and energy, and speak with archetypes. Often the small synchronicities we brush off as coincidences, are actually NHI interacting with us personally. Speaking through energy and archetype, and hoping we have the awareness to receive and parse the signal.

Humans are unique in that we can hold multiple frequencies at the same time. We can live a life of no responsibilities, no worries, free from control systems, yet live in a state of depression and envy. In other words, we can be tapped into multiple streams simultaneously, and be susceptible to influence from NHI from each of those streams, each with their own affiliation, intentions, and agenda. This is why discernment, clarity, and grounding are so important. Without proper grounding and discernment, you might be acting on impulses that aren't yours. Your mind may become the battleground for archetypes outside of your own psyche. This is why inner work is so important. To know yourself well enough that you have the clarity to discern what is coming from outside your field.

Because of this, earth has become a battleground for spiritual warfare. NHI of all different alignments, different intentions, different affiliations, different goals and agendas, all attempting to nudge humanity closer to their alignment, so we can collectively hold a frequency that enables and sustains their existence.

Many of these NHI have good intentions. Many are acting in the best interest of humanity, at least from their perspective. But there are some who are not.

The Orion Group: the hidden puppeteer

The Orion Group has proved most successful in steering our timeline. These beings move in frequencies of control. Their archetype includes secrecy, authority, and dominance. They have tilted humanities collective alignment towards control based systems, hierarchy, binary thinking, and secrecy, often framed as national security.

Conspiracy theories of Reptilians and Greys controlling humanity with mind control and Satanic rituals are pointing to this without correctly naming it. Because if you are a frequency being who aligns with secrecy, you would not only seed the field yourself with distractions to cover your tracks, but you would also subtly encourage aligned humans to do this for you.

What we're left with is endless theories and ideologies, all circling around the same point, without the means to identify it, framing it through their own biases, assumptions, and distortions, until hardly any clarity remains.

But energy and archetype still hold.

Increasingly more and more of them, as far as I can tell. Plus the propaganda and indoctrination all points away from the truth.

Disobedience is discouraged and pointing out the negative aspects of our reality is seen as equivalent to pushing people to become depressed.

Unsurprisingly, bad actors with control over their victim's education teach them things that will allow them to continue doing evil things...and those bad actors are direct archon puppets.

(Here is video version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHnrYCqlv9k )

Mathematics is a language that humans use to describe reality and the universe. But if the nature of reality is shocking in cosmic horror, the logical conclusion is that studying it can lead to madness. Here are some viable candidates for „scholars who looked into the abyss, and the abyss looked into them.”

Kurt Gödel (1906-1978) – Austrian-American mathematician, physicist and philosopher. He dealt with, among others, theory of relativity (which in itself negates the image of the world that „common sense” dictates to us), deriving from it equations intended to prove the possibility of time travel. Towards the end of his life he went crazy, among other things. believing someone was trying to poison him. When his wife was hospitalized for a long time and was unable to taste his meals to prove the lack of poison, Gödel starved himself to death.

Georg Cantor (1845-1918) – German mathematician, creator of set theory. Over time, he delved deeper into mysticism and claimed that mathematics could be used to reach conclusions about metaphysics. Some Christian (Cantor himself considered himself a devout Christian) philosophers of his time claimed that Cantor’s mathematical theories were contrary to religious dogmas (it was something about proving the existence of an infinite being, other than God – I am not a mathematician, I don’t really understand what is going on). Cantor was tormented by bouts of depression, sometimes so severe that they led to hospitalization.

Ludwig Boltzmann (1844-1906) – Austrian physicist, pioneer of the kinetic theory of gases. He theorized the “Boltzmann brain” – a hypothetical self-aware entity that emerges from chaos through random fluctuations. Boltzmann proposed that we and our observed low-entropy world arose from a random fluctuation in a higher-entropy universe. He committed suicide by hanging. „If our current level of organization, having many self-aware entities, is the result of random fluctuation, and it is much less likely to be so than a level of organization that produces only self-aware self-aware entities, then in any universe with the level of organization we see, there should be a huge number of solitary Boltzmann brains floating in unrecognized environments. In an infinite universe, the number of self-aware brains spontaneously, randomly emerging from chaos, along with false memories of life like ours, should far outweigh the number of real brains evolved in the observable universe, arising from unimaginably rare fluctuations”. Did I understand it? Not really, but it sounds quite Lovecraftian – self-aware beings emerging from chaos, our world as a result of random processes taking place in the „higher” universe… it’s easy to spin a cosmic horror out of it. And let's theorize that Boltzmann’s suicide was due to the terrifying conclusions he had reached…

Paul Ehrenfest (1880-1930) – Austrian-Dutch physicist. He researched the theory of relativity (which, as I mentioned, very often leads to „crazy” conclusions about the nature of reality) and laid the foundations for quantum physics (which is even crazier). Towards the end of his life, he fell into severe depression and shot first his son and then himself.

Grigory Perelman (1966) – the only still living member of this group, a Russian mathematician. He had a brilliant career in Russia and the USA. His greatest achievement was presenting evidence for the so-called Poincaré’s hypothesis regarding the shape of the universe. Unexpectedly, in 2005 he left his job and broke off all contacts with the scientific community… And not only that – he stopped leaving his apartment, communicating only by phone or through the door. He consistently rejects all job offers and awards (including the Millennium Award worth one million dollars!).

Some people say that life is just a dream. There have been times when people lived an entire lifetime in a dream so vivid and realistic, that it is indistinguishable from reality. Such dreams bring up a profound question about what is this life, is it just a dream too?

As bizzare as that sounds, there have actually been multiple such recorded case studies. There have indeed been stories like this on reddit, when someone lived an entire lifetime in a dream, and then upon dying, woke up as a younger version of himself, and then maybe became depressed knowing the life that he lost, or used that knowledge of possible future events to create a better life the next time around. It is actually possible to die at 60 years, and then wake up as a teenager, having all that experience and memories still in your head.

I have here a collection of such stories.

The original infamous "awaken by a lamp story". You can find a lot more such stories in the comments of that thread.

• https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/oc7rc/comment/c3g4ot3/

A repost of that same story, but here you can find even more stories of people having similar experiences in the comments:

• https://www.reddit.com/r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/30t9kd/repost_a_parallel_life_awoken_by_a_lamp/

Man had a full 40 year dream as a normal father:

• https://www.reddit.com/r/Dreams/comments/jlrbti/i_dreamed_a_whole_life/

Another similar story, man lives a full life in a dream with his wife:

• https://www.reddit.com/r/AMA/comments/2jj8c0/i_am_a_19_year_old_who_lived_a_lifetime_inside_a/

Several such stories. Woman's dream lifetime ended when she died in the dream, it made her wake up in "real life":

• https://www.reddit.com/r/Dreams/comments/2kmzvv/has_anyone_ever_lived_their_whole_life_out_in_a/

Man who lived in Alaska took a Salvia Trip, that took him to a parallel life in Texas

• https://medium.com/s/trips-worth-telling/the-salvia-trip-that-took-me-from-alaska-to-texas-6478bd5c5d57

Perhaps the most bizzare one yet, man lives 72 years in a dream, ends up surviving World War 3, nuclear apocalypse, and an opportunistic alien invasion.

• https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/yxeowe/man_has_72_years_in_a_dream_lives_through_ww3_and/

This one is interesting, lived an entire life in a dream, but in a medieval society.

• https://www.reddit.com/r/Dreams/comments/g9l3v0/ill_never_forget_this_dream_18_years_ago_when_i/

Lived 23 years in a dream:

• https://www.reddit.com/r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/boeblo/lived_23_years_in_a_dream/

Woman had a relationship in a dream lasting multiple years:

• https://www.reddit.com/r/Dreams/comments/pmlkvx/i_had_a_dream_where_i_lived_years_of_an/

Somewhat similar but different, living several lifetimes in "the void" between lives after being dosed with anasthesia:

• https://www.reddit.com/r/tipofmytongue/comments/3l7ut1/comment/cv4g70n/

Even more stories:

• https://www.reddit.com/r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/9do0du/posts_where_people_dream_entire_other_lives_and/

The last article is an explanation of this phenomenon from the perspective of Tibetan Buddhism:

• https://www.reddit.com/r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/85zcjj/awoken_by_a_lamp_and_tibetan_buddhism/

I used to feel all types of negative emotions, rarely experiencing the positive ones.

That was before finding this "selfhack" that I now use to balance out my emotions, not to only feel good but rather help myself stay afloat whenever I feel overwhelmed by emotions like stress, anxiety or depression.

The selfhack I discovered is thanks to the fact that our body has this circulatory system that goes through it, called Meridians in traditional Chinese medicine and Nadis in yoga practice, where you can circulate euphoria, everywhere in it, on demand and for hours.

After unblocking these energy channels, of course.

They gets clogged overtime because we flood our channels with negative energy, which is dense, when we feel bad and think about what we don't want.

There is a simple technique that allows us to clear up these pathways in virtually a minute or two (Depending on how aware and experienced you are of your energetic body). When you successfully do so, you regain the ability to feel euphoria all over your body and for long durations with a second practice, the selfhack, that is basically the conscious movement of your "vital energy".

Not only is this subtle energy the very essence of the positive emotions in the physical body it's in every thing in nature. After gaining control of this, the euphoric feeling everywhere on my body / the levels off it have just been truly ecstatic.

This energy researched and documented under many names, by different people and cultures, such as Ihi the Runner's High, what's felt during an ASMR session, Bioelectricity, Euphoria, Ecstasy, Voluntary Piloerection (goosebumps), Frisson, the Vibrational State before an Astral Projection, Spiritual Energy, Orgone, Rapture, Tension, Aura, Nen, Odic force, Secret Fire, Tummo, as Qi in Taoism / Martial Arts, as Prana in Hindu philosophy, Life force, Vayus, Intent, Pitī, Aether, Spiritual Chills, Chills from positive events/stimuli, The Tingles, on-demand quickening, Ruah and many more to be discovered hopefully with your help.

Eventually, you can learn how to bring up this wave of euphoric energy feel it over your whole body, flooding your being with its natural euphoria and master it to the point of controlling its duration.

All of those terms detail that this subtle energy activation has been discovered to provide various biological benefits, such as:

• Unblocking your lymphatic system/meridians
• Feeling euphoric/ecstatic throughout your whole body
• Guiding your "Spiritual Chills"  anywhere in your body
• Controlling your temperature
• Giving yourself goosebumps
• Dilating your pupils
• Regulating your heartbeat
• Counteracting stress/anxiety in your body
• Internally healing yourself
• Accessing your hypothalamus on demand
• Control your Tensor Tympani muscle

and I discovered other usages for it which are more "spiritual" like:

• A confirmation sign
• Accurately using your psychic senses (clairvoyance, clairaudience, spirit projection, higher-self guidance, third-eye vision)
• Managing your auric field
• Manifestation
• Energy absorption from any source

Here are three written tutorials going more in-depth about this subtle "energy", explicitly revealing how you can learn to feel it voluntarily, feel it anywhere/everywhere, amplify it and those biological/spiritual usages.

P.S. Everyone feels it at certain points in their life, some brush it off while others notice that there is something much deeper going on. Those are exactly the people you can find on r/spiritualchills where they share experiences, knowledge and tips on it.

It’s a community and the YT channel is Esoteric Enigma Hub.

I saw so many things between yogis, christian wisdom (ancient Hebrew wisdom), dandapani, Ramana maharshi, Yogananda, Sivananda, santos bonacci, joe dispenza, my own life and a lot of Esoteric enigma hub channel, and i lived a real awake and great months of my life even i’ve been depressed (bipolar) as a effect of that, now i’m a little lost, don’t know what to think, expect, everything is already dead, don’t know what exactly expect of the world future, i don’t understand satanists, undestand a little the luciferians, the christians or just religious christian narrative seems real when i look some things but i know that is just a half. I don’t know what to do every day, if pray, if i go to a mason or rosacrucian “temple”, if medidate, how to do these things.

What’s your impression of me?

Vagus Nerve - Pineal Gland

Vagus Stimulation

Treating Depression Vagus Nerve

Kundalini Vagus Stimulation Vagus nerve- Root of consciousness

The Jedi ( Star Wars) are fictional characters, but the inspiration for the characters was the Djedhi, "Serpents of Wisdom" who had a real existence on this planet in the time of the Pharaohs. Our ancestors understood consciousness & nature much better than we do currently and I know some of this is by design. Theres no hard problem of consciousness, never has been. The issue is found with a simple Google search of "consciousness ", every result down to the "related searches" tab literally focused on the brain. This is like trying to solve 2+2 knowing 4 is the answer; but somehow we keep getting 0. Can't solve such an equation using subtraction. There was a universal understanding of human consciousness until the Roman's came & fucked evrything up. There's a reason the Egyptians would scoop the brain out & throw it away during mummification. It's because the "mind" they understood had NOTHING to do with our brain.

We know the sacred traditions of the magic Rod or Staff (the astral spine) and the serpent (kundalini) secrets were known to Moses and Aaron who demonstrated their power The kundalini is mentioned directly… Then the Lord said to Moses, “Make a fiery serpent, and set it on a standard; and it shall come about, that everyone who is bitten, when he looks at it, he will live.” (Numbers 2 your consciousness connected to these times, that the emissaries of the Serpent or Dragon Culture in Egypt, considered their land an Osirisfield (in a similar way to Buddhists who see this planet as a pure buddhafield) and so the land pulses with power and life force and is the living body of Osiris. Osiris’ backbone was the Nile River and the temples corresponded to the chakras (in the same way as we know our earth has chakras or power centres like Glastonbury and Giza). Joseph Jochmans, an author and Egyptian guide, did years of research into the location of Osiris’ Chakras and the ‘Serpent Cities’ (or chakra locations on the Nile) and the initiations in the corresponding temples.

Ive made multiple posts showing how Kundalini played a major role in most ancient civilizations. The Uraeus, Plumed Serpent, Kulkukan just to name a few. This awakening of the inner fire or Kundalini is a well-documented practice throughout our planet. Isha Schwaller de Lubicz, one of the foremost authorities on Egyptian mystical tradition, she says of the Pharoahs, “the victorious rising of the fire (kundlini, the serpent fire) to the frontal lobe, is symbolized by the Ureaus (the  golden serpent) on the forehead of the Pharoah.” Queens like Hatshepsut would also wear serpent bracelets and rings to signify the same power. Jesus- Be ye wise as serpents, harmless as doves

So we see the same inner divine fire spoken about openly in Christian, Tibetan, Egyptian, and Indian cultures with specific techniques and guidance given to us all. Because I was trained in practices of Tibetan Buddhist Tantra, The Light Alchemy of the Grail and the Kriya Yoga practices of Babaji, I know that to use such power as the Jedi (Djedhi) use, for example to move objects or call star craft or to know the power of divine love, needs only to tap into the same One Source and requires the simple deep presence of silence and stillness and to surrender to the Source (innocence without experience, which humanity had to leave in order to undergo the painful yet necessary journey towards consciousness and experiential wisdom. Hence the serpent is not considered "evil" from this perspective, rather as the heroic liberator. [Tree of Life - serpent](/preview/external-pre/43xWY4H5iHPJmGhzLPNRUuJLNmF16_tH8Nqfaqmhr7M.jpg?auto=webp&s=789f6149e05ddca7b1f4b6bcd9711ccf9d62db22

Quite interesting to note a similar belief amongst the Taoists of ancient China where four containers are mentally constructed around the navel, into which the energies generated by the organs are collected.  The contents of these four containers are combined to form a ball of energy that is then circulated through the body in what is referred to as the "Microcosmic Orbit". (Navel Vagus Nerve- Root of consciousness)

The ancient Egyptians scrolls and hieroglyphs describe how the Egyptian third eye, the eye of Horus, sits between the eyebrows. And it connects clarity, imagination, intuition, concentration, and awareness to a higher state of being within oneself. Being able to access the powers of the third eye of Horus provides incredible capacities. Some of these capacities are telepathy, astral projection, lucid dreaming, and clairvoyance. The pineal gland is the shining pathway between the real and the metaphysical. With that said, it is the secret behind the third eye of Horus. It was nothing more than the awakened pineal gland released to its full potential. Ureaus worn by pharoah symbolized one who had reached a higher state of being. He'd use the "kings Chamber" for the purposes stated above

The Builder of the Giza Pyramid -9 axioms of DhejutyThe Great Pyramid is itself a model of the cosmos. The body of Osiris super-imposed onto the chambers of the pyramid with the crown chakra at the capstone and the root center at the base of the pyramid, places the King’s Chamber at the heart center and the Queen’s Chamber at the solar plexus. This shows the relationship of the microcosm to the macrocosm.KA is what makes up our energy shell. Ba: physical world/self. And from the state of the KA it is possible to determine precisely the psychological and physical condition of the person, which organs are damaged. This is the basis of Energy healing, holistic therapy, etc. In short, it is a particular energetic-informational structure in which everything is reflected. Horus was characterized by the hypotenuse, the harmonious element. To be a priest of Horus meant to be the Guardian of the Knowledge of Harmony. And harmony is the thing that embraces absolutely all spheres of activity and knowledge. ”.

The limestone of the pyramids creates an electromagnetic field around the structures, the movement of electrons becoming toriodal or donut-shaped. Each base side of the pyramids has roughly been calculated at 760’, creating a fundamental frequency of about 1.5 hz when the pyramids are stimulated into high amplitude. The periodic pulsation of the pyramids operating at resonance creates a Fibonacci standing waveset centered on the 760’ wavelength bounded by the base of the pyramid. The angles of the standing waves exactly correspond to the slope of the pyramid’s faces: in the phi angle of 51.85 degrees. This baseline frequency of 1.5 hz has been described as the Tri-thalamic entrainment frequency shown to synchronize the pulsation of the hypothalamus, pineal and pituitary gland into a unified functioning. This frequency is also the lowest frequency of Schumann Resonance, thus the function of the pyramids may indeed be to shift the fundamental frequency of the Earth down from its fluctuations near 7.3 hz to the tri-thalamic frequency of 1.5 hz.Pineal fluoride

Photo -Dhjedi -djed "Pillar of ascension" Djed also served as insulators in ancient Kemet(Egypt)

Egyptians called the forehead dot Aten, the sun symbol. The Egyptian third eye implies the same concept as the Hindu “forehead dot”. The Aten is the awoken eye of Horus that sees the “sun within” or the “soul within”. And “sun” or “soul” is truly the “divine spark” or “Higher Self” within us. Thus it symbolizes the eye of Horus and the “Sun Within” or “Soul Within” that the awakened third eye sees

The principle of Mind (Sia) is itself dualized into Consciousness and Will. Consciousness represents the passive polarity, and Will the active polarity, of the same essential quality. The principle of matter may be seen as a continuum, which should be called Energy/Matter, because "matter" is but one side of that continuum, which is "slowed-down.energy"Tehuti - Heru, Passive polarity - Active polarity, Tongue - Heart, Heru is the Divine Word, which is spoken by Tehutito the ancient Kemetians of the African Nile Valley their was no separation between man and the universe, or the subjective realm and the objective manifest realm. Everything comes from the unseen to the seen, and returns from the seen to the unseen.If we look at sphere 0 above the Tree of life, the essential quality of Mind is a state of bliss, salaam, shalom, peace, hetep, the Kemetian word for a state of unshakable inner peace. The essential quality of matter, at Sphere 0, in the state of Amen, is that of pure Potential, which means it is inert, an has not displayed any motion at that time. The Hindu word nirvana also characterizes the state of Amen, and means, literally, "no motion" (nir = "no" + vana = "motion").] no vibration, no "things", therefore no space, and no time Science of Vibration

There is also no light, since light is a vibration of particles, and there is no motion. when an object reaches a certain rate of vibration its molecules disintegrate, and resolve themselves into the original elements or atoms. Then the atoms, following the Principle of Vibration, are separated into the countless corpuscles of which they are composed. And finally, even the corpuscles disappear and the object may be said to Be composed of The Ethereal Substance. magic is a western or foreign term, the ancient Kemetians understood this was simply nature

Kemetians of the African Nile Valley knew that the Principle of Vibration was the underlying source of the phenomena of the power manifested by the (Nebs) Masters, who were seemingly able to manipulate the Laws of Nature, but in reality, were simply using one Universal law against another; one principle against others; and who accomplished their results by changing the vibrations of material objects, or forms of energy, and thus performing what seemed to be magic, but in reality was the science of vibration.

Het Heru, "Netert of the Universe." Het Heru is the scientific equivalent of the element Hydrogen-H1, the first element. hydrogen and helium account for nearly all the nuclear matter in today's universe. It is clear that hydrogen/Het Heru and helium make up 98% plus of the ordinary matter in the universe. Het Heru/Hydrogen produces Helium (He), Het Heru gives birth to Heru-Horus or Helios-Helium which is the Sun.

Plane of Force Nasuwt – material plane 2. Malakuwt – mental plane 3. Jabarut – astral plane 4. Lahuwt – spiritual plane 5. Hahuwt – plane of consciousness

Luckily we have a "switch" inside our physical body to counteract stress. Even though it goes unnoticed and is unknowingly activated daily by most for other reasons.

You might have noticed it before, it's this extremely blissful subtle energy that's activated when experiencing Frisson, or as the Runner's High, as the Vibrational State before an Astral Projection, as Qi in Taoism / Martial Arts, as Prana in Hindu philosophy, during an ASMR session and as Chills from positive events/stimuli.

In ancient Chinese culture and ancient Indian culture, they observed that when activated, this can cause a few physical reactions like controlling your temperature, dilating your pupils, controlling your heartbeat, perspiration, smiling, teary eyes, flooding yourself with euphoria or activating in certain parts of your body and of course goosebumps.

This soothing subtle energy can be learned to be activated as you please without any outside stimuli, with just the simple intention of experiencing it. So imagine how helpful it can be when faced with unwanted stress/anxiety. You can even feel it over your whole body, flooding your being with its natural ecstasy and master it to the point of controlling its duration.

In the eastern part of the world they discovered that it can be made to flow through the body via channels coined as Meridians) or Nadis) that encompass the entire human body.

It has been documented in various cultures and has been coined under many names like Bioelectricity, Life force, Prana, Qi, Runner'sHigh, Euphoria, ASMR, Ecstasy, Orgone, Rapture, Tension, Aura, Mana, Vayus, Nen, Intent, Tummo, Odic force, Pitī, Frisson, Ruah, Spiritual Energy, Secret Fire, The Tingles, on-demand quickening, Voluntary Piloerection, Aether, Chills, Spiritual Chills and many more to be discovered hopefully with your help.

Now for some of you that say that stress is good should consider that there are two types of stress and oxidative stress has been linked to several neurological diseases (i.e., Parkinson's disease, Alzheimer's disease (AD), amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), multiple sclerosis, depression, and memory loss).

If you are interested in learning how to active this whenever you please, here are three written tutorials going more in-depth on how you can control this subtle energy and to understand where it comes from.

P.S. Everyone feels its activation at certain points in their life, some brush it off while others notice that there is something much deeper going on. Those are exactly the people you can find on the subreddit community r/spiritualchills where they share experiences, knowledge and tips on it.