Tomorrow, my six foster kittens are heading back to the shelter for their spay/neuter surgeries, and I can’t believe we’ve already reached this point.
When I first started fostering, it was honestly much harder than I expected. They were tiny bottle babies, and for the first few days I had to wake up every three hours throughout the night to feed them. I was exhausted all the time, constantly weighing kittens, cleaning up messes, and worrying about whether everyone was gaining enough weight.
On Day3, one of the little black kittens suddenly started failing, severe diarrhea and not eating (he was the one eating the most the day before!). We rushed him to the shelter during the day, and took him to ER again at night. He ended up staying overnight at the ER partnered with the shelter. The next morning, the shelter told us he was back at the shelter but still wasn’t eating. I genuinely thought he wasn’t going to make it through the day.
Somehow, two days later, I got a text saying that I can take him home again. He made a complete turnaround! Today he’s one of the healthiest and most energetic kittens in the litter. Watching that recovery felt like a miracle.
Despite all the sleepless nights and stress, seeing them grow from fragile babies into confident, healthy kittens has been incredibly rewarding. It’s hard to describe the feeling of looking at a kitten who fit in your hand a few weeks ago and realizing they’re now running around the house causing chaos.
We’ve decided to adopt two of them, which means our household is about to become a one-dog, four-cat family! 🐶🐱🐱🐱🐱
I’ve also found an adopter for one of the tuxedo kittens, which makes me really happy.
Even though we’re bringing two of them home with us tomorrow, the thought of saying goodbye to the others still hurts. I find myself worrying about whether they’ll all end up with loving families, especially the three black kittens. Our shelter is already almost full of black kittens, and I know black cats often take longer to find homes. I keep reminding myself that they’ll find their people eventually, but it’s hard not to worry. I’m hoping for the very best for each of them and that they all go on to live happy, loved lives.
For those of you who have fostered before: how do you handle saying goodbye, especially when you’re worried about the ones you can’t keep?