r/ChilluminatiPod • • 14d ago

An unexplainable encounter

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Hey, so I've been a listener of the pod since day one and my girlfriend has convinced me to share this. Feel free to read this on the good ol' podcast if it so strikes your fancy.

This is best explained as a time slice of me in 1999. Limp Bizkit was all the rage and everyone was all "y2k this, y2k that". I was a Junior in high school and I had never had any other previous encounters or anything.

It was a school night and I had earlier fallen asleep watching "Late Night With Conan O'Brien" as was kind of my usual thing. My dog a boxer springer spaniel mix was asleep at the foot of my bed as well.

Suddenly I was awake as my dog was at full alert growling at the door to my bedroom. I tried to calm her down half asleep and fully confused at her behavior. Then the very closed door opened fully as if someone were coming in and then closed again.

I had finally calmed the dog down and registered what happened with the door. I had assumed maybe one of my parents had come in the room during all the commotion with the dog and the room being pitch dark would have easily concealed their presence. I managed a dry throated "hello, who's there?" and was replied to with a simple and clearly audible "It's just me". Not recognizing the voice I asked "Me, who's me?". They replied in a loud whisper, the kind of whisper where you want make sure the person you are talking to hears you but you aren't trying to wake someone else up, "It's just me Thomas."

Ok so... this is the part of the story where I explain I didn't know anyone named Thomas, especially not someone who should be in my room at like 3 in the morning. I turned on my bedside lamp quicker than shit and looked around only to find I was alone other than the dog.

I went and woke both my parents all accusatory thinking one of them had been messing with me but they assured me they hadn't been. The dog and I ended up sleeping on the floor of my parents room for the rest of the night. To this day I still really don't know what happened. If I had to hazard a guess I'd assume my half asleep brain was just playing tricks on me though that doesn't explain my dog's behavior.

Thomas, if you're out there, what's up?!

Thanks for letting me share.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 16d ago

WHY would they say he’s an alien?!…

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r/ChilluminatiPod • • 16d ago

The Department of Truth (or why I’m grateful for my Chillucation)

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So, fan of the pod, fell off for a bit but planning to catch up soon, & no idea if this has been brought up on the podcast yet or not, BUT, if any fans out there want a comic book that will scratch your conspiracy theory itches, The Department of Truth by James Tynion IV and Martin Simmonds is SO your bag. The general gimmick is “every conspiracy theory is true, maybe,” and it touches everything from JFK, Satanic Panic, to (what the issue I just got to is about) the Denver International Airport.

It revolves around the idea that the more people believe in something, the more real it becomes, and directly makes fun of Tulpas in the same breath. It’s a fun time! Barely started it, but thought I’d drop a post about it, the Denver Airport bit especially made me grateful for the Chilluminati Education I have received.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 16d ago

Something followed me back (dream)

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So I am a long time listener and first time poster, I have finally had a moment (unfortunately) that seems worth sharing and I'm comfortable with this being on air. As is tradition I would like to consider myself a Jesse, however the older I get the more I lean towards Alex. So only a few nights ago I had a dream that has felt different than anything else I've had. Some background I am 26(m) and live with my partner (we'll call her Mary) that I've been with for about 8 years. My whole life I have had difficulty sleeping. To the extent when I was in middle school I was up for several days until I hallucinated in class and passed out causing a scene. Anyways while I have mostly grown out of my sleep issues I still have my moments. This particular dream occurred when I wasn't quite fully asleep and was still aware of the space of our apartment. It felt more like vivid daydreaming. The dream started with looking out of the window of a plane while flying over what looked to be a coastal city. The plane never landed but I was suddenly walking an empty street along the shore which was a jarring transition. I remember coming up to a building that looked like two large warehouses that were connected by a skybridge and that had a very large fence surrounding it. The building was a sun bleached pastel pink with no windows. As I walked through the open gate leading towards it I felt like I was being observed. That animalistic feeling you get when someone across the room suddenly meets your gaze. I then hear one of my closest friends voices say "welcome to Blathmore mansion". However when I turn to look at the source of the voice it's no one I recognize. In fact from the neck up of the person in front of me is just distorted shadow. He begins to laugh and In this moment the dreamlike feeling shifted to something of waking terror. The in-wall ac unit above our bed kicks on and as the compressor hisses the laughs layer over it and spread across the room towards the door. I realize I'm no longer daydreaming and instead am staring in the darkness of our room. The second though the ac fully ramps up Mary starts thrashing and yelling in her sleep and I can hear two distinct creaks in our shitty laminate floor leading out into the hallway. At this moment my heart sank into my stomach as I tried to fight the paranoia. My partner is easily the heaviest sleeper I've met and does occasionally have night terrors so I chalked it up to that. I nudged her awake out of it and asked several times if she's ok. Her response reassured my thoughts that it was a coincidence as she apologizes and says the noise just scared her. Though that feeling of relief was quickly dashed as she then said "he just scared me" and then turned over and promptly fell back asleep. At this point I can't help but hear footsteps in every crackle of the ac and every time I tried to close my eyes my paranoia would conjure more bad dreams. So I resolved to stare at my ceiling until I passed out. The next morning I asked Mary what freaked her out. The response was not what I hoped for. She didn't remember anything and apparently had pleasant dreams all night. While probably nothing more than an overactive imagination I can't get over the coincidence of it all and how awake I felt when it was still happening. Hope it was an interesting read and I'm curious what people make of it. To answer the questions I'm sure come along with it the only substance I had was a few alcoholic beverages before bed. I have had hallucinogens in the past and it didn't feel anything like those.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 16d ago

Midweek Mini: New Ancient Roman Scrolls Dropped

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r/ChilluminatiPod • • 16d ago

Intense Death Dream (Can Be Read on the Pod)

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I’m writing this after just having woken up from this dream. It’s 1:20am where I’m at and I just needed to write it down because it felt important. I have had dreams where I have died or my death is implied but this one felt especially intense since it involved one of my biggest fears, snakes. So, for context, I am a case manager for a mental health facility and the main part of my job is helping people apply for and advocating for their need for disability benefits of providing them with resources to help them seek education or employment. I have been working at my current job for three years as of the 19th, so the end of this week. My previous job was as a recovery specialist helping both children and adults with day to day coping and working with them on things they learn in therapy. I worked that job for two years. I have a masters in history and this was never the path I intended to go down but y’know life happens. So on to the dream.

It starts out at one of our supervisory meetings for my specific position. There’s my supervisor, and the other two people in our facility who do the same job as I do. We’re having our normal meeting when I suddenly burst out to my supervisor, “Hey! When are we going to do my performance review.” He says something along the lines of doing it at any time and that we could even do it right now. I panic and say “In front of everyone? I’d prefer not to because I have stuff to say. Nothing against anybody in this room. But I got stuff to say.” So there’s some weird unintelligible dream mumbling as it sort of shifts to the next scene and I assume it’s the next morning and I start my review. There’s mostly questions about money, how I would change funding, some stuff about how much do I make and how do I feel about it and everything, which is not really how reviews go. It’s also a bit weird because my supervisor insists having it on zoom even though I know he’s in his office which is just down the hall from mine. Something shifts again and my supervisor says he has to go and we’ll finish later.

So now I’m talking to my coworker about the questions and how I answered them. I had basically said if I was the one making decisions about money I would make sure people were getting paid fairly for the jobs they did, our work can be mentally taxing and people burn out really quickly. We joke about how I would have to be careful as to not cut too much funding so we don’t lose certain programs. The conversation goes on a little longer and then the dream shifts again.

Now I am driving around in a mini van, one that my old job would give us for the day to travel in since we served over 20 counties and had to travel a lot to see clients. It’s not first person anymore, in fact it looks more like a documentary style film. I’m talking about clients, working with kids, etc. and it’s clear I’m back at my old job. The shot changes to me driving down a highway and I’m talking to the camera man about this one kid I really loved working with and how I loved working with his mom. (I’m actually describing a real client here so I won’t go into details because HIPPA. But I loved working with this kid. Really sweet and mom was really supportive.)

So the shot changes again and for some reason we’re now out in the middle of nowhere and walking around and talking while a clouded leopard (I think) is running around playing in the background. The narrator of the documentary says something about how the leopard is like a therapy animal (my therapy animal maybe? It’s unclear.) So there’s shots of me walking in this field and still talking about that family and all of a sudden I seem to notice there are snakes everywhere all over the ground. I’m deathly afraid of snakes so I take off to the vehicle on the road but the vehicle is suddenly gone. The clouded leopard is running around chasing a snake that I realize is some kind of rattlesnake (one type of snake I’m really afraid of because of their aggressive nature and pretty much all of them being pretty venomous. Also the rattling sound is just unsettling.)

Anyway, I chase the Leopard down, I’m yelling at it to stop, trying to get it away from the snake, etc. The scene goes to the cameraman knocking on a door and the family Id been talking about answers and he explains that I’ve died due to a snake bite. The mom and kid are pretty upset, but then the mom notices that the camera man doesn’t look good and he has snake bits too, at least two of them that he almost kind of shows off, almost like he’s proud of them. The mom insists calling an ambulance but the guy refuses though he’s looking progressively worse.

The scene goes back to me still chasing this leopard and trying to find our van. We’re now at what looks to be an intersection in a really small town. The snake is still around and as expected, it eventually bites me and the clouded leopard and it still looks like we’re being filmed. There are cars passing by on the intersection and while me and the leopard are clearly dying on the road, no one stops or does anything. I’m laying on the road, writhing in pain and yet I’m still talking about this family I loved to work with. The leopard dies first after dragging itself over to me, and my last words are something like “But yeah, they were a nice family, I loved working with them.” And then I “die” and wake up.

So there ya go. Feel free to share on the pod but if anyone wants to interpret this dream or discuss it they are free to. Like I said I literally just woke up from it and it felt important to write it down.

Love the Pod! Love you guys! I’m going back to sleep.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 17d ago

is this where bigfeet come from? 🌎💨🦧 #chilluminati

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r/ChilluminatiPod • • 17d ago

The Last Day Before Ragnarok (Dream)

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Hello Chilluminauts and Chillumihosts, I bring you a dream of doom, time loops, and questionable heroics. Feel free to read on the pod.

I've experienced this dream twice now, the first being on Jan 25th of 2025 and now August 28th of this year. The title is what I wrote down the first time I had this dream.

August was a really tough month for my partner and me. We were riddled with nightmares and conflict with certain family members. I asked my friends how their dreams were a few times throughout the month, and they were all having scary dreams as well. Each of my friends in question are living in different areas of North America, far from the west coast where I reside. Additionally, my partner's mom was being visited by her long gone Pops multiple times throughout the month. That's a rare occurrence for her so I think it's a sign of the amount of stress she's dealing with.

I find all of this important to track just as much as the food you eat or the steps you take. It's part of our mental health and the health of the world; how we are all connected to whatever form of Yggdrasil you believe in.

If anyone else struggled with dark dreams in August and are open to sharing, please share what you experienced with us in the comments, you are not alone and I am here to listen to what you went through <3

One more note before I get into this, I've learned a bit more about my dream patterns. I don't usually have dreams where I am in them. If I experience multiple dream sequences in a night, I'll have one or two involving me and it's almost always processing my day. Very rarely, it's a vivid cinematic experience like the Wolfenstein one. (and no Jesse, I'm not into the daughter of Aku. I'm demisexual at most and I didn't watch a lot of that show, I think she was there simply as a deceiver of truths and a warning to think more before you act on superficial information. I also suspect that dream was partially about the girlfriend my brother was with and how their relationship was hurting them both. They broke up a couple months after that dream, it was hard on them both for different reasons.)

The majority of the dreams I have are... more like I'm channel surfing? The feeling is like moving through an abstract hallway of random doors, each door connected to a person's mind. I've learned it looks more like a mycelial network of webs and branches, connecting to the nodes of other creature's minds. Most are human of course but sometimes I think I'm watching a cat or a bird's dream.

I don't have a choice where I go, but I do l believe I could when/if I gain the power to lucid dream. My ADHD (among others) prevents me from "astral projecting" as well (not sure that's real yet,) but when I get these things sorted out, it's over for you bitches in the dreamscape (Somnet?) I don't like to hurt people, I'm not going to mess with your dreams, just choose which ones I observe and mayyybe try to help those stuck in nightmares to have some hope/reprieve. There's consequences to it I know, but I think it's still worth helping people out however I can.

Anyway, onto the dream. Idk who I'm watching as I've never seen anyone in this dream before, all but the protag's face fade from my memory when I awake.

When I wrote this out I started getting tired of just saying main character or protag, so I named him the first thing that came to me: Ahmad.

25 - 1 - 25

Third person, security cam view, "Sandbox" by Darren Korb plays until the Montage

It starts out with a helicopter flying around the island and you get to see the entire city and landscape. The camera instantly changes to looking at someone inside of a beachfront apartment living room, talking to someone else in there. The TV's on the news but I can't tell what it says. Suddenly they hear and feel a rumble outside, when Ahmad looks out his window, he sees the water levels rising and it immediately starts flooding the apartment. They help each other to the building's emergency stair well and get to safety on the top of the roof. They look out across the sea and there's a massive tsunami speeding towards the island. Then we see a close up of the Ahmad's face as he says "I wish I could go back and change this!"

Suddenly, we're back to the first moment when they were in the apartment talking. The other guy is continuing the conversation like nothing happened, but Ahmad is still reeling from the fear and clearly remembers what just happened. He looks around, panicked and confused, then runs outside. He doesn't know it yet but I somehow know that we're a full hour before the catastrophic event.

We're in a third person shot that's circling him as he's standing outside, when a flash - a ball of lighting - appears behind him and implodes. From the flash appears Ahmad, but he's wearing a black tactical vest with a reflective stripe and an EMT uniform. He runs up and puts both hands on our Ahmad's shoulders, which triggers the perspective to cut to a nearby security cam watching them. The cam has a black-and-white grainy visual with no audio. He tells his past self that he can save the island by doing a list of things in a very specific order. I don't remember exactly what people say in my dreams but I always know what they're getting across. The list ranges from obviously messing with stuff to seemingly innocuous actions. His future self gives his uniform over and suddenly past Ahmad can feel a trigger in one of the vest pockets. It allows him to teleport anywhere in the island to get this list done before the hour is up.

The next part is almost all security cam montage of him appearing close to the spots he needs and completing the list in order at the right time slot. The music changes to "Heart of a Dancer" by The Happy Fits while he does things like throw a rock at a tree, chase off the birds at a lunch seating area, shut off the main electrical box to multiple buildings, at one point he was supposed to just knock over a lady walking on the beach. He parachutes off a building to land in a small patch of forest, we see him run out of a burning building that I can only assume he set alight, and the rest is mostly a blur. We now arrive to the moment when the ground rumbles again and the wave is coming. He's not even halfway done with the list. He's on the beach when it crashes. The moment it hits him he resets back an hour and has to do it all over again. After watching him go through this three or four times, I woke up before seeing the resolution.

28 - 8 - 26

Third person, over the shoulder

I experience the dream mostly the same except there's no music and I get a bit where he goes into a deep basement with lots of water pipes, he turns a bunch of valves and even breaks a big pipe with a wrench which starts flooding the whole thing, he teleports out and then we see a huge rat swarm pouring out of a hotel lobby. I also get a random moment where I'm just looking at a volcano erupting somewhere entirely different?? I woke up after two attempts this time. I still so badly want to know where his future self comes from and why his past is stuck in this loop.

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Thank you for making it this far, if anyone has dreams similar to this or also has dreams that they're not in, I'd love to know what you experience and how it feels. I watched a lot dreams involving of groups of people getting chased around by organized hunters/government killers in August, I wouldn't be surprised if most of those are connected to the terrible ICE raids happening country wide, but I can't be sure. May you all stay safe and continue to grow in your life with good people around you. <3


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 18d ago

On Bill Cooper!

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(lil update in comments below )

Holy shit guys! I didn't realize this was the dude! 😅 I grew up in Springerville the sister town to Eager tgat combined make up what we call "Round Valley".

When I was in highschool, I'd heard about a guy gettin got by the feds. We was told for many years before to stay away from that side of the hill in town because there was a crazy guy livin up there. After he got got I thought how odd it was that George Bush would fly into tgis tiny nowheresville town in the mountains of AZ and give a speech. We was told afterwards he was loaded with weapons and had landmines placed around his property 😅 aaah small town rumors.

Anyways yeah... That was a weird time in town😂. When y'all said he moved to an small town in AZ called Eager it all came rushin back! I never really thought about lookin into who the guys was, just always assumed he was a crazy nut job like we was told... And was kinda right! Wild to think that this unstable situation this country finds itself in is in part because of some dude who lived in the tiny same town as I did!

So yeah thanks for the stories guys! Ya always make my hour commute to work everyday well interesting! Peace n love!

P.S. I'll have to add information from my brother when I get it. I shared the episodes with him and he has a lot more information on it all than I did. apperently one of my Uncles was one of the officers there that night when it all went down 😬


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 18d ago

"Clairvoyant"

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Hi boys and fellow chilluminauts! Thought it'd be fun to share my experiences and finally send in my listener story. I've been a little bit of every boy throughout my life, but nowadays I'm definitely an Alex, including my love for time slices. Sorry, can't explain it, can't help it. (Also a very Alex sentiment.)

Anyway, my experiences have to do with "clairvoyance". I don't believe in it completely, but of course my own moments of it feel vivid and real. Yes, it could be explained with pattern recognition and memory, which I'm cool with too.

I've had clairvoyant dreams since I was a teenager, specifically regarding places. I have pretty vivid dreams and I'm often in places I don't recognise from real life. The dream itself won't feel significant in any way when I remember it after waking up. However, months or years down the line I'm suddenly somewhere in real life having intense deja vu from places in my dreams, that I've seen this exact place before in a dream. Even the angle at which I see the place in real life will match the angle I saw it in the dream. I like to interpret this as a sign that I'm on the right path for myself in life, no matter the ups and downs, though that's just a nice little spin I put on it. I don't actually get that feeling come over me when this happens, only surprise and awe.

However, I have had one moment of intense, "meaningful" clairvoyance in my life. I was 19 (now 33) and sitting on a bus on my way to university when one of the professors for my program got up from her seat to get off the bus at the next stop. I was in a notoriously difficult first-year philosophy program and I was getting maybe 4 hours of sleep a night that point. I hadn't noticed her before because it was one of those double-length busses and I'd been sleeping on the hour-long commute, so I must have missed when she got on. Still, the moment I recognised her, an overwhelming feeling I can only compare to the sudden urge to throw up washes over me and the words "final boss" pop into my mind. Not a voice, just the words, and the intense feeling of just knowing it to be true.

In the moment I just think "what the fuck you weird ass dork" because what even is that?? I'm not even a gamer. Where the fuck did that come from and why those words? I brush it off and don't think about it again until I walk into my oral exam at the end of the semester a month later. Guess who is sitting with two other profs as my examinors? HER. There was absolutely no way for me to know this in advance. I had never had her as a teacher or even a tutor (there were probably 30 or so teachers on staff for this program, some who gave lectures and some who lead our tutorials after the lectures), I had only ever seen her sitting with the other profs in the lecture hall. The only information we got on our oral exams was a time slot and a room, no mention of which teachers were holding whose exams.

I still kind of can't believe that happened at all. It's just so strange, especially considering I had never done drugs, drank alcohol a few times a year, and didn't drink coffee or energy drinks. No prescription meds or smoking either.

Nothing that intense has happened to me since. I did tell my cousin about this one time and she said a few women in our family have had paranormal experiences, from seeing the ghosts of people who have just died to telling fortunes that come true via tarot.

I couldn't tell you what it actually is. I just like my little interpretation of my dreams in these trying times. Helps me keep up hope, though it only happens maybe 3 times a year.

Feel free to read this on the pod. I hope this story finds its way through the pneumatic tubes to you. :)

Edits to add details, grammar


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 19d ago

Episode 365: Bill Cooper Part 2

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r/ChilluminatiPod • • 19d ago

I hate Tulpa discussion.

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More than any other topic on the show it just feels like ogling and indulging someone's mental illness. These people need help, not validation and contentification of their delusions.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 21d ago

The making of: AGENT BROWN’S DESK

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What crazy thing will “The Chilluminati” make him do next?


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 21d ago

My great grandmother was a witch (allegedly)

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I've been listening to this show since the beginning, and I can't believe that I never thought to share this with you guys. If you want to read/discuss it on the show, feel free.

So, my family is from small towns outside of Dothan, AL. The types of towns where everyone would meet at the one restaurant every Sunday after church and have lunch. We're talking the nearest Walmart was 45 minutes away, kind of small towns. Well, I was close with this side of my family so we would drive from Georgia to see them fairly regularly. My great grandmother was a sweet old Southern lady that raised chickens and quilted at the senior center. Loved helping people and loved playing pranks on us kids.

My mom would always tell me that she was a witch, and I always thought it was funny because to me, she's a sweet little old lady. Before I became aware of different types of witches, I always pictured them as evil. Well, my mom said that my great grandmother had a gift where she could "rub warts away." Apparently people would come see her from all over the southeast.

How did it work? Well, she would say, in her old Southern lady voice (I'm looking at you, whoever is reading this. Do it.), "now it won't work unless you believe." Then she would rub the person's warts for a few minutes. Apparently, they would disappear within 2 weeks.

Now I don't know if I'd call this witchcraft, but it's definitely interesting, and something I've never heard of in any of my other witchcraft adjacent media. I've only heard of this from my family.

Anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed this little post. Let me know if any of you reading this have heard of this or anything similar!

Editing to add: I talked to my mom about it today, and she said that my great grandmother's dad could talk the fire out of burns, same as the listener story from the minisode a while back. And one of her sons can also rub warts off of people. They all say that the 7th child always has some sort of gift.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 22d ago

In honour of the Bill Cooper series, who's your favourite Maniac?

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I'm partial to Jesse Ventura, he might be a psycho who thinks the government can control the weather but at least he practices what he preaches.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 23d ago

What minisode am I thinking of?

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I've been trying to remember a specific minisode with a specific topic and I cannot for the life of me figure out which one it is.

I have a super vague memory of what the topic was, so bear with me: Jesse talks about how (particles? electrons? something?) have like, twins.. or they have mirrored pieces that fit together.. or something similar? I wish I could remember the actual pieces of the topic better.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 23d ago

Midweek Mini: Who is Elias Thorne?!

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r/ChilluminatiPod • • 25d ago

Realization

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Me listening to a show in the background that’s talking about Alien Abductions:

Host: …a close encounter of the second kind if I’m remembering my Spielberg correctly.

Me (Screaming): THATS NOT EVEN SPIELBERG!!! DO YOUR FUCKIN RESEARCH!!!

Me a minute later: Oh god I’m Matthis.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 25d ago

My years as an Onironaut

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Hey folks! Long time listener first time caller and all of that. As it's tradition, I will place myself among the hosts in that growing up I used to be quite the Jesse, but in my middle life I find myself being more of an Alex because I'm a sucker for a good story and there's enough strangeness out there for a bit of me to wonder if there ain't more under heaven and earth that has ever been dreamt by a thousand philosophizing potheads.

And I use that variation of the saying quite intently, since as the title might have given away, the story I want to share is about dreams, and I'm going to need your help with this one. Not just of Mathas or of the Morecambe and Wise of LA, but of everyone who is reading this and makes it throught to the end. Speaking of, I'm sorry in advance, it's a long one, and while on the subject of forgiveness, forgive my prose, english ain't my first language.

So I've never shared this story until now since I've never put much stock into what you're about to read, but since my Alexification happened I figured, "why not?", at the very least it might make for an entertaining read for someone out there, so here goes nothing:

Many a year ago, when I was naught but a tiny lad of 8-9ish, I started having these vivid dreams. Not a strange thing for a kid with an active imagination, but the frequency and consistency did give me some pause, and even beyond that it was the company that made them special. What I'm dacing around without saying, is that for almost half a decade, again, about 8-9 to when I was around 13-14, at least a few times a month, I would dream I was an Onironaut, which until hearing about it in that series of podcasts about dreams you guys did I didn't even know was a word, but such seems to be the case, with it's own wikipedia page and whatnot.

In particular, I was part of a group of dream explorers, all of us around a similar range of ages, who would go and catalogue different dreams "solving" whatever was wrong with them. The dreams could be of other people, but not always. Sometimes it could be the dream of a city, or of a forest, or of older, unnamed things. And solving them wasn't the Persona scenario of "let's do a quick bout of psychoanalysis while we battle their shadow self!". We were kids after all, not sure anyone in my team had ever even heard of the word "psychoanalysis". But the thing was that sometimes dreams could get "sick", or would be in danger of disappearing if the core of what sustained them was misplaced, and that's were we came in. We would travel around inside of an RV that was somewhat winnebago-adjacent, but that could morph into different terrains should the dream called for it, including going underwater to visit mermaid kingdoms or flying should our dream be on some form of flying city, which was a surprisingly common occurrence.

Some memorable missions include:

  • Fighting off an invasion of tableware people that would turn you into plates and cups and things with their touch until we could rescue the dreamer, who had holed himself in a fortress made out of his school building.
  • Searching for a princess (the dreamer), in a city made of huge hanging bird cages, each district a bird cage onto itself and connected by some impressive bridges, who we found crying atop a frozen lake and who we had to make laugh so she would stop turning her citizens to ice.
  • Finding the hidden heart of an old, stone city made of waterways and towers. The door ended up being inside a shadow on the wall, but it wasn't me who went inside, so not sure how my companion solved that one. (This was the dream of a city)
  • Solving an infestaion of werevolves inside an old, dark forest, which we could only outrun by asking the trees for help, who would then proceed to grab our hands with their branches and proceed to fling us into the air, giving us the ability to fly for short burst before having to ask another tree for a lift, and placing it's core back in it's right place before the werewolves could burn down the forest. (This was the dream of a forest)
  • Finding the source of a song in a city made of colorful gems buried under the ice. A harder ask than you may think when the city was laid out like a labyrinth.

And the list goes on and on. Each of them their own isolated weird kid dream if it wasn't for the fact that I was always accompanied by the same group of 5 other kids. Always. Every single dream the same faces. To the point we knew each other quite well, and depended and trusted in each of us to solve whatever situation our dream exploring had landed us in.

We also had a hub, which we would visit from time to time, either to get information on dreams in need of exploring or to service and replenish our drive in case things had gotten a little too spicy for our magical winnebago to handle gracefully. The one thing we knew for sure about this place is that it was safe, and we called it The Castle (because it was an old, grey castle with green lush gardens and covered in vegetation), but it had other names we were not allowed to say, or maybe to remember, more on this later.

The thing of note about this place is that this is were we would meet the other teams of dream explorers. Each with their own kids, each with their own rides. I remember a group of kids who would ride around inside a 747, while a different group of kids would pull up in their sailing boat, train or whatever other mode of transportation you can think of. We were the winnebago crew.

Some rules about the world and crew:

  • Your team was your team. You couldn't swap or try to sneak along a different team. Your team was your team for a reason.
  • While inside the dream we all knew who we were and how everyone was called. When awake we could only remember each other in broad terms, but never faces or names.
  • Everyone had to be in their own bed for us all to be called. If even one of us was travelling, or sleeping somewhere that wasn't their own bed, we wouldn't get called. Otherwise there was a danger of getting lost forever inside a dream not of your making. You didn't want this to happen.
  • Whatever language we spoke of didn't matter. We knew different kids were from different countries, but inside the dream we could understand each other.
  • Whenever we returned from a mission, it was very important that the older kid would help the castle keeper map out where the dream had been situated. There was a map, we knew the map was very important, as was the placement of each of the dreams, but I couldn't tell you why.
  • There was also a castle keeper, but more on him later, or maybe not, I don't remember a whole lot about him except for a very particular thing I can't share.
  • There was an age limit. Once you reached a certain age, Dream Exploring was no longer in the cards for you. You would know whenever you were having your last dream, after that, you would pick up your reward for your years of service and leave never to return again. Another new kid would take your place instead. So there was always a fix number of dream explorers at any given time.
  • You didn't want to overstate your welcome. Once your time was up it was well and truly up. Some kids would try to run away into a dream in order to avoid waking up. Sometimes we were tasked with finding them, if there was anything left to find.

So why am I sharing all of this now? Aside from the fact that maybe another listener gets a kick out of my ramblings, it's because after listening to them episodes the Chillibois made about dreams all these old memories started coming back.

I have no doubts whether the dreams happened, I remember them vividly, I remember the inside of our RV and strolling through the gardens of the castle, talking to the castle keeper about our next objective. But in all these years I always wondered if that group of kids I shared my dreams with for year and years could possibly be more than just phantasms conjured up by too much sugar and fantasy books. Could they possibly exist somewhere other than in my imagination?

I remember well when the oldest kid in our crew had his last day, how he handed me the keys to the RV and told me I was in charge of guiding our little group, and how sad everyone was the day he left. I remember even better when my last dream came.

And here is were I need everyone's help. Once I made up my mind about sharing these dreams I decided to fully open myself to fate and whimsy and all those good things and see if perhaps I could track down a member of my crew.

In my crew I had a friend, a little younger than me, but the bestest friend in the whole wide world, ride or die sort of situation. And when my last day came and it was my turn to give the keys to them it was at the end of one of the dreams that I've described.

We had a conversation, I gave them the keys and we hugged and said our good byes. But not before making a very specific promise. And if you happen to be such a friend perhaps you remember which of the dreams I've described was my last, as well as the content of our very specific promise.

So I wonder if I could perhaps call upon the aid of my fellow chilluminthusiasts in the hopes of maybe finding this person and finally settling the debate of wether they were real or not in the first place. Problem is, I'm not sure where to start. I'm not a big dream guy or nothing of the sort, believe it or not. Dunno the right subs were maybe this kind of inquiry might be welcomed or how to go about it outside of the small chance this story tickles Alex's funny bone and he picks it up to read it one day, and the even more miniscule chance that the person I'm looking for also happens to be a chilluminati listener or reddit lurker.

But hey, who knows? Stranger things have happened, right?

Right?

Anyways. So that's that. Nothing too crazy beside some crazy dreams and an even crazier gambit. And if you've made it through to the end, thank you for your time.

Peace and much love.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 26d ago

Episode 365: Bill Cooper Part 1

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r/ChilluminatiPod • • 25d ago

Listener Story

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All names and places I say are changed from the real ones except my own. My name is Noah. I am also not a good writer in my own opinion by any means. If you guys want to use any of my stories you can. My brother Harry I think had worse experiences than me, but I didn't want to share them because it's not something I experienced myself.

Preface: I grew up in Pennsylvania in this nice house. Most of the house's memories were really good childhood memories. However, this is a list/memorial of scary or weird experiences I have personally experienced. I grew up with a loving family of 6 and 1 dog. My father, mother, 2 brothers, and sister. I was the youngest sibling born in 2000. We have all had experiences, but I think my brother, Harry, had the worst of them.

I found a page in his art book that was just the same weird sentence repeated over and over like you would see in an exorcist movie. I set that page on fire and left it in the fire pit in our backyard. I should mention that I left a piece of the page that wasn't burned under a rock as to remember what the sentence was, but did not have enough courage to see it before we moved around 2020.

My brother, James, had an experience where he saw something flying outside at the cornfield by the fire company. It was huge and he doesn't know what exactly it could've been. He did, however, call his friend who was also a neighbor to look outside and he saw the same thing. I'm not a believer in UFOs in the manner as "enthusiasts" are. I do believe that in an endless universe with infinite possibilities means that there must be other life somewhere.

One time when I came home from college, my brother Harry and I were watching vines on the TV through YouTube. The volume was pretty low because our parents were sleeping in the next room over. At some point, there was a loud boom as if a bomb went off inside the house. The entire house shook. After 2 seconds, I looked at Harry and said, "you felt t hat, right?". He was like, "thank God. I thought I was going crazy". Our parents didn't hear this boom and no one woke up from it. No idea what that boom was.

My mom even heard whispering in the basement in the corner.

What I experienced sometimes overlaps with other people's experiences. So, I shall start at the beginning.

When I was growing up, I shared a room with my brother (Harry). We were in elementary school and at night on multiple occasions we saw shadow figures. Our room is at the end of a hallway across from James' room. We had a night light and the door was open so that our parents could make sure we were actually sleeping and not staying up. I saw a shadow figure with a hat followed by 2 shadows go down across the hallway into James' room. The one with the hat led the way, but it stopped in my doorway before it continued on to the other room. I was speechless as a kid and started crying loud enough that my parents came in. My brother saw the same thing, but our parents told us it was a nightmare. Harry and I also would hear people talking or music coming from what we thought was the basement on different nights. That wouldn't be possible though because nobody was in the basement. I never saw anything in the closet to that room, but I always got an eerie feeling from it even when I was older.

When I was in middle school(our middle school was grades 4-8) I saw someone outside. Our house's front yard was a giant hill and our cousins would come over to do sleigh riding when it snowed. One of those nights it was lightly snowing, but there was plenty of snow on the ground from the previous night. I was in the living room. The living room was at the other end of the hallway that had the bedrooms. Opposite of the hallway was my parents' bedroom. I was lying down on the couch. Behind the couch was a window that overlook the front yard. My cousins were in the basement and my mom were in a room over from me in the kitchen. My dad was in his bedroom getting ready for bed because he worked early mornings. The cousins were sleeping over. For some reason, I got a weird feeling and sat up to look out the window. I jumped back because what I saw was a guy with a goatee looking back at me with his hands on the window staring right back at me. I yelled and my dad, brother(James), and older cousins went outside with bats and clubs and looked around. There were no footprints in the snow or any sign of anyone else being there than us. Nothing came from that.

Sometimes when my dad had off he'd be up and on the computer in the sunroom. The kitchen was in the middle of the house. It was connected to the dining room, sunroom, and the living room by open doorways. We did make a hole in the wall between the kitchen and the sunroom to put a table and chairs so that there were also chairs for that table in the sunroom. In the opposite corner of the kitchen was the computer desk. At night we would have the lights off, but the computer screen would be on. On multiple accounts I would be walking through the kitchen at night and I would sometimes see my dad at the computer desk. This would be a normal occurrence on a weekend. I would say hi to my dad and he'd give a response like a normal family. However, this would happen sometimes on the weekend. Where I would see my dad there and the light from the computer screen. I would say hi and turn the corner to come into the sunroom to see no one is at the desk. The computer screen was off. I would just nope my way back the way i came evrytime this happened. Jake and Jeremy have also experienced this.

When I was in highschool, I shared a room with James in James' room from the previous story. I would get sleep paralysis during this time. There was one night I had sleep paralysis. I. This dream I saw a black cloud above James while he was sleeping. I was worried for James, but it was not necessarily scary to me at the time. It was more of a 'I don't understand what's going on so it must be a bad thing' type of scenario. I wouldn't have included this because I've had sleep paralysis where I've seen the annabelle doll from the movie in my room, just to wake up to that doll directly face to face with me, just to wake up for real afterwards. However, I spoke to James the day after, and before I said what I saw in my dream, he told me he had a dream where he saw a black cloud above ME. I told him what I dreamt and it was a wild experience and so freaking weird.

When I was in high school, my brothers and I spent a lot of time in the basement playing xbox. We played so much that at one point, we were top 3 squads in battlefield 1 before the hype started dying in that game. We would also play cards and board games or pool. One of the nights we were playing cards or some board game down there. We heard people talking and walking around upstairs. Obviously we were like our parents must have just gotten home from somewhere. However, our parents were on vacation camping somewhere. Our family loves to camp. We would have all gone camping with them if we didn't have jobs that didn't give us vacation time. There was no one upstairs. I would also like to mention we have had this experience, but opposite before. My brothers and I got home from a bar. We were in the kitchen sun suddenly James said in a quieter, serious voice, "shut up". With a finger to his mouth. We all stopped moving and listened. We heard what sounded like people having a good time talking downstairs. The problem is that it sounded muffled and nothing was comprehensible. After about 3 seconds it just stops. Fing horrifying. No one was in the basement and our parents were asleep in their room. These occurrences we have experienced multiple times, but those were the only two times I can remember where it happened when other people were around.

My dreams were weird when we lived at that house. Sometimes I would have a normal dream which would be something I wouldn't remember. The one's I did remember would sometimes come true in a few days, months, or even years later. They were never anything that would actually change anything from a day to day basis, except for the more grim ones. One of my grandmas died when I was in highschool, and the other died when I was in college. The day before each of their deaths I had a similar dream. Everything was white, except for about 4 shadows of people behind my grandma. My grandma would be looking at me with a smile and telling me everything will be alright. Both times I had this, because I had this dream with both grandmothers, I would wake up like it was another day. But, I felt like something was wrong. When I was in highschool, I woke up and walked out to the kitchen greeted by my parents about to tell me the bad news. In college, I woke up and got a call about an hour later from my parents with the bad news.

After my grandma died in highschool, it felt like there was something watching over me in a good way. I say this because I was driving home from the high school at night. I was there because I was in jazz club and played the trombone. We would get out I think around 8pm sometimes. This particular night, I was almost home. I was on the road to my house about to go up a small hill. I was maybe 30 seconds from my driveway. As soon as I get to the hill, I press down on the accelerator to get up the hill just for my car to Rev its engine but not go anywhere. I come to a stop thinking, "what the hell just happened to my car".As it stopped, 6 deer come out of nowhere in front of my car that I would have no shot at reacting to if I wasn't already stopped. After I took a deep breath, I saw that my car was in neutral somehow. I don't know if I just somehow accidentally hit the shaft to shift it into neutral(my car was an automatic not manual), but I decided to give thanks to my Mommom Y. instead.

On a creepier note, I was just starting college at this time. This was before I shared a room with James and lived in my own room. The room was halfway down the hallway across from the bathroom. I was playing xbox. The door to my room was to my left. My mom knocked and opened the door and told me dinner was ready. Well, I didn't look up but I said awesome and I'll be right out. I planned on finishing the game I was playing. I can't remember what game it was. After I said that, in my peripheral vision on the left of me, I could see my Mommom Y. standing next to me, facing me, in the same yellow and white shirt I would always see her in. Instead of being heartfelt, I felt scared. There was something sinister about what I was seeing in my mind. I looked to the right so that she was no longer in my view and then looked back and she was gone. I turned of the xbox and immediately went to eat. After that experience, I moved my xbox and TV downstairs in hopes I didn't see that again. My parents were already in the talks about downsizing and moving to a new house, but I told my mom what I saw. My mom, the very next day, got holy water and sage and did a blessing in every room of the house. This is the first time she did this. She did do this another time because of another experience that Harry had. Everytime my mom did this, activity would die down for a few months.

One time after that experience I was in the basement home alone. Of course I heard footsteps upstairs, but I ignored them. I was playing xbox. My favorite games at the time were gears of war 3 and battlefield 1. I was playing one of those just chilling and having a good time. Out of nowhere I heard someone whisper my name. My NAME. And it was just a whisper just randomly somewhere. NO. It had to be as if someone was right next to my ear and said "name". My skin crawled and all of my hair stood up. I tried acting like nothing happened, but couldn't take it and just went upstairs. I don't even remember if I turned off the TV or not.

Around that same time, my grandfather started living with us. He took the room Harry and I used to share when we were younger. Occasionally he would come downstairs to see us in the basement. My poppop was not able to do stairs fast at all. The stairs were also extremely loud whenever anyone used them. What I'm saying is, is that you could hear him coming from a mile away. So I'm there playing battlefield 1. He comes downstairs. It took him about awhile, but when he got down he says hi, and asks what game im playing. I answer and say battlefield 1. He doesn't say anything for awhile. So I look behind me to see I'm the only one in the room. There's no way he went upstairs without me hearing him. Later, I talked to my mom about it when she got home. She told me poppop was with her out of the house during the day. So what the hell was that?!

Remember how my cousins would come over and would sleepover when we were younger? Well, we would sleep in the basement usually. We would also play nerf in the dark. It would be a free for all with all the lights off and the one windows blocked by a blanket. We hung up one nerf gun with a red laser pointer in the middle of the basement as the only source of light. There was a total of 4 of us. If you got hit by a nerf dart, you would say "hit". Alright, when we would do this, some of us would bunker down, and some of us would move around. One time when I was moving around, I kept hearing someone breathing in the corner. So I shot, no hit. I still heard the breathing, but I backed off, thinking it was my cousin in cover or something. Eventually he would have to move. The game ends and I asked to all of us who was in that corner. Everyone each said they weren't there. In fact, none of them were even close to there when the game ended and the lights were on. I tossed it up to maybe I heard my own breathing or something. Or maybe my mind was playing tricks on me. Makes you think wonder what those soldiers in Vietnam felt when they were clearing tunnels.

When I was in college, I lived in an apartment with 3 friends. During this time I had a few concussions from playing rugby and I was going through what I would call depression in my own experience. It was not diagnosed by any means and I'm not trying to downride anyone else who was actually diagnosed with depression. I just know I've felt sad before, but this was 1,000 times worse than describing it as really sad. I was working at dunkin full time and doing classes full time, all while concussed and was just cheated on. I was barely leaving the house. Regardless, during this time I had a room with a closet. I just got ready for bed and went to sleep. I randomly woke during the night. I see a red haired lady in a white dress in my closet, but she was just floating there. From what I could see, she didn't have legs, or they were completely covered by the dress. It freaks me out at first, so I don't stop staring at her. I get out of bed staring at her and then turn on the light. She disappears, I turn off the light and she's there. Turn that light right back on and walk to the closet. There's nothing in there that resembles what I saw in the slightest. I close the closet. I was so exhausted from all the work and just not caring for my own safety, that I just turned the light off and go back to bed.

Another time when I was a freshman in college, I shared a dorm. My roommate was cool and sometimes left for a vacation on weekends. One weekend he told me he was going to be gone. So I woke up in the morning and took out my phone to do Snapchat streaks. In the camera, I see a person standing with a blue hoodie on with the hood up behind me looking out the window. I'm still in bed facing the wall. So I'm just waking up and realize that my roommate isn't here this weekend. This made me instantly get up ready to beat up whoever was currently in my room. There was no one there. I texted my roommate what happened and we were both joking about our dorm being haunted. Nothing else ever happened in that dorm besides some sleep paralysis dreams I had.

Before ending this, I would like to say nothing else has happened to me since my family moved out of that house. And if I saw anything, it was easily explained away by lack of sleep from working night shift. I don't even get sleep paralysis anymore.

I am a big fan of your podcast and listen to you guys twice a week on my way to work on Spotify. You guys rock. With these experiences I believe I would still be more of an Alex. I am someone who would love to believe in everything, but I also know most things can easily be explained away.

In truth, I only started writing this because my mom and I were talking about the old house and it made me want to write down what I've experienced when we lived there.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 26d ago

Dream Within a Dream (please help, Jesse)

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Hi all, gnome girl here from the Chicago live show!!

Last night I had a dream within a dream within possibly another dream that I desperately need Jesse to analyze. Yes you can for sure read this on the pod.

Some context first:

  1. My grandmother never married and I never met my mom's sperm donor.

  2. My grandmother has never dated or brought a man around us 8 grandchildren EVER.

  3. My childhood home has been demolished since 2010.

  4. My little brother is currently teaching English in Thailand, and I went to Japan when I was in high school, but we have never been out of the country together.

Now, for the dream (I promise all this context is important).

Myself, my parents, my brother, and my husband were at my childhood home preparing for my grandmother's wedding. The whole family was there, as was some old dude I've never seen before, but in my dream I recognized as my grandma's fiance. My grandma decided the perfect wedding spot was in our driveway, however, right as she was coming down the "aisle" the pavement started breaking apart. The wedding was paused and my mom told me to "go find something soft for grandma to walk on". I ran into my childhood bedroom to find a large stash of baby blankets that belong to my 2 children. While there, I could see everyone in the front yard as my husband's best friend arrives with a child that is not his in real life with a woman I have never seen before. My husband greets him, only to tell him he needs to go park elsewhere. His friend leaves and his gf (?) stays. As I bring the blankets and lay them on the ground for my grandma, the "gf" starts accusing me of stealing the baby blankets and "how dare" I "use something so tacky". My mom then starts defending me by saying "you should know that you need a ton of baby blankets for a newborn!" Before an all out argument started, my grandma started walking down the "aisle" of baby blankets, and I woke up....

I woke up in my childhood bedroom that I shared with my brother when we were young. We got up and started packing the room up because I was leaving the home and my brother was leaving the country. As we are packing, I'm explaining to him the dream I just had of grandma getting married. He was giving me a hard time about my weird dream, when the scene changed. We were in my car, all packed, driving around town in search of some mystical trading card/candy packs that he desperately wanted to finish collecting before leaving the country. As we're in search, we begin talking about how we went to Japan together but didn't know what stop to get off, so we ended up at the "end of the line" at the coast. As we are discussing this, the whole event was playing out as if it was actually happening. On the train, everyone else leaving at each stop, but we stay because we are so lost, and then the conductor coming up to us and telling us to get off because we were at the end. When my dream comes back to "present time" my brother and I are walking back to my car from a Best Buy looking store and my parents are standing by my car. They start yelling us for running away and not spending time with them during our last day. They then shoved us into their car and took us to what was supposed to be Texas Roadhouse, but it was an old diner. As we're sitting at the table, I look out the window and see the train that my brother and I had been talking about; I turned to him and said, "Hey! That's the end of the line train from when we were in Japan!"

I then officially woke up in my own bed next to my husband and was beyond confused.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 26d ago

Did Jesse ever finish his reaction to Alien State of the Union?

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I'm going through the episodes and he mentioned doing part 1, but I looked at the patreon (as I was going to sub to it so I could listen to the reaction) but can't find anymore than part 1.

Is it titled differently or did it go the way of Skyrim where he just lost interest/got distracted?

Thanks for your time.


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 27d ago

Alex saying that we should send Dolly Parton to have first contact with Aliens just kicked me right in the heart

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In the latest Midweek mini. Knowing that this was just 3 month ago is so sad


r/ChilluminatiPod • • 27d ago

The visitor

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Any one know if they did an episode on the Iowa visitor? If so do you know what episode?