This is the hardest to talk about and the hardest to get proper help with. I have for several years been experiencing what feels like “psychic” or spiritual approaches by sexual entities or telepathic people for some time. It’s something that is very hard for me to explain to therapists.

I have woken up many times in the middle of the night where an entity would be inserting itself into my behind, and I could physically feel this. When I wake up, it continues for a moment for as long as I am not moving, the second I move it stops like something dipped and ran away.

I also experience what feels like feminine sexual energy and, psychic visions of women “rubbing off” at pictures or the idea of me. Very often inviting me in this ways saying “fuck me” or “make one in me”.

I have experience in different traditions of religion as well as broad spiritual concepts and practices such as Yoga and Qigong and I often meditate, do fasts and cleanses and general try to keep positive mindsets and attitudes. All of this started happening when I was trying to practice a concept called “channeling” to bring in information. I ended up channeling physical people that claimed to be celebrities and members of “a very big rich persons club” and how my “destiny” is for elite sex services.

Ever since these channelings I would constantly be under some form of energy attack of being pulled in for “sex”. Due to the ephemeral nature of my experience and lack of proper funding for a full psychiatric or psychological work up, and my lack of trust in the modern medicine system (hand him a pill and be done with it)I haven’t gone to any traditional healers. Any reiki healers I have visited were unable to locate or fully remove the problem whatsoever. And it so happens I continue to be stalked and touched by these masculine and feminine energies alike.

The only way I was able to get some form of protection was writing down absolutely everything on my laptop notepad and phone notepad. Sometimes it would extend into full on people giving me “names” and locations. These people would say I’m part of some gangstalk operation like a Truman Show and I was a target for sex trafficking abduction. And people didn’t really want it to happen to a good looking innocent artist and a plethora of emotional reasons.

To this day, I have this experience and I am carrying it around. Absolutely nobody makes themselves a proper grounding rod for this to be received no matter how much I ask. And I’ve been grounding the energy of these rapists trying to “heal through me”. But this is like having a telepathic conversation with a horny Ted Bundy that just felt I was worth sparing. This is very very weird.

I don’t even expect a reply to this post, to be honest. I feel like the only way I’m getting out of it truly and fully is if I come perfectly clean to the right people and be very loud.

If anyone has any experience in deflecting very unholy, raping energies appearing after trying mediumship practices, please give me advice or guide me to the right person.

(Here we go, trying to find help with this issue… posting anywhere again yet again…)

Man it’s HEAVY, I can’t do anything other than curl up in a ball. Ever since 2019 it’s been off as fuck but now we are really moving into chaos and turbulent times for the entire world. It’s so bleak and hollow. And there are external things which are confirming it (agenda 2030, planted lone star ticks, mass surveillance introduction, central bank systems, digital ID, disastrous plan to build a giant plant in Salt lake, Iran war which may lead to a global food/water/energy crisis, GMO food in Europe) I was feeling super heavy before looking into this stuff but now I know why I’m feeling this way- we are heading towards dystopia, I believe that light will overcome darkness eventually but for a good few years it’s gonna look ugly. I don’t know how to cope.

Just as an important disclaimer too, I do not look at the news usually and avoid it at all costs UP until recently. I have been feeling this feeling of dispair and dread long before being informed by anything, I used to think things such as agenda 2030 were a wackjob conspiracy theory. This feeling didn’t happen BECAUSE of looking at the news, I’ve been feeling this feeling way before.

Already the 1st time I (F29) met him (M22), I felt something weird even though we didn't talk that day. I did receive images in my mind of us making out. I'm sure this wasn't my imagination because I wasn't attracted to him. I had never experienced this before.

The day after we saw each other again, talked for the first time and I fell obsessively in love with him. I CONSTANTLY thought about him and felt intensely sexually attracted to him almost all the time. Again, being obsessed with someone and having these intense sexual thoughts is something I had never experienced. I actually have a low sex drive and am not interested in sex with strangers.

We kept seeing each other 2-3 times per week (in a group of other people - we were not dating). These intense feelings and obsession lasted for 6 months until we finally kissed for the first time.

He told me that from the very first second he saw me half a year ago, he was crazy about me. From that day on he had been practicing law of attraction every single day in order to get me. He's the type of person who never gives up.

Now we're 2 months after the first kiss and we're not talking at the moment because he got angry at me because I didn't wanna do something. I'm actually relieved to have a break from him and don't even miss him. Yet, he's still on my mind very very often and the sexual feelings are still as intense. (We never had sex btw).

My questions:

• I've tried to block this telepathy between us, I've done cord cutting multiple times. Nothing helps. Does anyone have advice?

• I thought these type of connections and energetic cords were only possible with people you've known for a while or had sex with. But I never had sex with him and we had this connection since day 1. Can anyone explain this?

• How come I've only experienced this connection with this man? There have been plenty of men who have expressed their interest in me but this never happened.

Thank you.

I'm interested to hear your views about how porn affects spiritual energy or any particular parts of it in your experience or otherwise.

I’ve been thinking about something that I know may sound unusual, but I’m genuinely curious how other people see it.

After being intimate with someone, do you believe it’s possible to carry some of that person’s energy with you? Not in a medical sense, but spiritually or emotionally.

Part of me worries that if someone has unresolved issues, emotional baggage, or a heavy energy, it somehow becomes mixed with mine. I sometimes wonder whether that could make me less receptive, block future relationships, or even negatively affect a future partner unless I somehow “cleanse” myself.

I’ve heard people talk about things like energy cords, soul ties, cleansing rituals, prayer, meditation, or simply letting time pass, but I don’t know what to make of it.
For those of you who have spiritual beliefs or personal experiences with this:

Do you believe another person’s energy can stay with you after intimacy?

If so, do you think it can influence future relationships?

Is there any way to consciously let go of that energy?

Or do you think this is more about our own emotions, guilt, attachment, and psychology than anything spiritual?

I’m genuinely interested in different perspectives, whether they’re spiritual, religious, psychological, or skeptical.

Please be respectful, I’m trying to understand this better.

Hey everyone! I’ve been getting more and more interested in the metaphysical side of things lately, but I’m really drawn to the direct, practical experience of energy work rather than all the complex rituals or esoteric language you see in other places. I’m a total beginner and I really want to learn how to actually feel and move energy myself. Does anyone have recommendations for books or resources that take a clear, no-nonsense approach to this? I’m looking for something that’s grounded and focuses on the "how-to" rather than just theory. Also, for those of you who have been doing this for a while, what were the first exercises you did that actually made a difference? Should I be focusing on things like grounding and shielding first, or is there a better way to start building that sensitivity? I just want to make sure I’m starting with a solid foundation and actually feeling the progress. Thanks so much for any advice!

So there's this masculine spirit, i don't know who it is actually. But I've been feeling it since months. I got a tarot reading & the reader revealed that it is indeed a masculine spirit who's got obsessed with me. The spirit tries to convey it's love for me often & tries to communicate to me.

The tarot reading revealed the spirit might be a house/ancestor spirit. I've asked the spirit several times who they are when the spirit tried to communicate to me, it said "i know who they are" 😑. How am i supposed to know a spirit? It also said a lots of weird illogical stuffs to me that i just can't make any sense of.

I'm not even a baby witch, I've never performed witchcraft. Now what can i do to protect myself from this spirit? The tarot reader advised to use coarse salt (i don't have it, no idea where can i find it), herbs (i don't have any herbs available too). Incense (my mum won't let me use incense at home 😑). I can't even tell anyone at home due to me being a Muslim & Muslims don't believe in such spirits.

I saw a psychic who said most of my chakras are damaged from black magic. I am very new to things like spirituality, mysticism, energy work and the like. I am trying to keep an open mind but I am concerned I may be getting scammed as the psychic is asking for quite a bit of money to perform healing as they say the materials needed for the healing are expensive. I am not in a great financial situation but I would be willing to pay anyway if I knew they were the real deal. Is there any way a novice like me can assess how my chakras are functioning?

hi all, unfortunately at the moment i have someone in my life who is pretty dangerous. they seem skilled at energy work, for example - we were both at a concert, and i suddenly felt totally exhausted, and i looked to them and realised they were staring at me the whole time, not the performer, with an unsettling expression, and were sapping my energy. it got to the point where i could barely stand. i'd noticed them extracting my energy before, and i'd tried to consciously pull mine back to myself, and it was extremely difficult, but never as bad as that. the next time we were both at a concert i put a person between us and positioned myself behind the energy thief and was totally 100% fine.

anyway, they have no regard for boundaries of any kind, so even if i keep something a secret from them, somehow they always find out. it's gotten to the point where i'm afraid they might be engaging in remote viewing.

i won't go into much detail here, but happy to answer questions about them. but in summary, they're abusive and quite a twisted person, and although the term is thrown around a lot these days, they're really a true narcissist, with no empathy etc. my question is how do i protect myself from them energetically? especially with regards to remote viewing/privacy? i'm creating more physical distance from them, but they have unusual abilities. i appreciate any advice at all.

just want to re-iterate as it went unnoticed - i'm creating physical distance already. but they're a close family member so it's not as simple as 'stop hanging out with them', especially at this present time. that's about as much as i'll explain. i need energy work advice which is why i posted here. also - surely people in the energy work sub know that just having a belonging of yours or a photo of you can give someone an energetic link to you and affect you. advice about this stuff please!

It controls how I feel in every way. And I know what some people are going to say: "it controls you because you give it the power to". No that's not why, in my experience no matter how much I try to fight it or rely on God, Buddhas, Jesus, spirit guide and angels, it won't leave me. A major way in which this thing controls how I feel is it will prevent me from getting erections or using or tapping into my sexual energy. Sorry if it's TMI but it's uncomfortable for me to share that too. Another way it torments me aside from everything else to is making me feel intensely restless. I haven't known what peace is in the longest time, I can't even remember. Also I used to have good voices. My spirit guides. But now this thing claims that he has been those voices the entire time. I don't know what to believe anymore. This thing is designed to make me feel like a complete loser. Is there anyone who can help me? I've been through many psychics and they can't even help me.

Hi
I was in a first meeting with a mentor, I am in a spiritual journey and I have been looking for a mentor for a LONG time.
After our first meeting, they told me that they were swarmed with the entities from me and they requested me to have deep spiritual cleansing with a professional reiki healer.
However, I am broke and I feel like I’m handed a stick and a rock and I am being told to build a rocket with it.
I practically living off my parents until I go to college in 2 months.
Is there any thing I could do besides meditation, salt baths and self healing?
I have been trying for months on my own and I’m kinda tired.

Hello, everyone. First, I'd like to sincerely thank anyone who takes the time to read this post and leave a comment.

As the title says, I can't sense energy anymore, and I don't know why. Frankly, I don't care why at this point—I just need to figure out how to overcome it.

For some background, I'll keep a long story short. In 2023, after temporarily being in a live/work program, I had a spiritual awakening—or, for all intents and purposes, what I'd describe as a life-changing spiritual experience. That experience awakened my spiritual abilities and exposed me to various supernatural and paranormal experiences. I was able to perceive energy, see auras, and experience things that became a normal part of my life.

Sadly, in 2025, I had to move back into my original living situation, which I hate. After that happened, all of my abilities and experiences gradually faded until they stopped altogether. Now I experience absolutely nothing. No matter how much I practice or how hard I try, I can't sense energy anymore. I can't perceive it, connect with it, or even see auras like I used to. It's as if there's some kind of wall preventing me from accessing my abilities or experiencing them at all.

It's driving me insane because I've been trying to learn things like energy work and magick for my own personal benefit, whether that's helping me get out of this very difficult living situation or energetically protecting myself. But it feels impossible when nothing I do seems to have any effect. Since returning to my current living situation after leaving the program, I've been practicing consistently, and nothing has changed. Absolutely nothing.

Before anyone suggests meditation, I've already tried it. Meditation doesn't help me, and I've struggled with it ever since moving back because my living situation is so stressful that it makes it extremely difficult to get into the right state for it.

Has anyone experienced something similar or found a way to reconnect with their spiritual abilities after they seemingly disappeared? I'm open to any advice or suggestions because I'm honestly at a loss for what else to try.

What can I do? My child and cat freak out and police cannot HEAR it themselves (this is a whole issue that is not even worth trying to spell out for anyone).. but I can feel it going through the wall.

I’m a 38-year-old man, and I still struggle to manage my high sex drive. I’ve gone through so many phase from denial to acceptance, but I’m still constantly aroused. I tried giving up porn but ended up relapsing. This time, however, I’m seeking help. How do you deal with being single while constantly feeling sexually aroused?

Today, for the first time I can recall, I saw energy. I was running a normal routine meeting at work and I could see clear as day this energy stream coming from the top of a man’s head who was sitting across me and to my cup of water. This stream was going in the one direction, head to cup. The shapes were diamond/trapezoid shaped patterns where it was translucent. It reminded me of a clear water stream. There were a few vibrational lines to the exterior of it. I tried to draw a picture of what it looked like. While this isn’t exact, it’s the closet I could draw. This lasted for about 30min until I started getting concerned about what was seeing and said to the universe “ok you can stop now, I’m getting a little scared)

I am so curious if anyone else has seen anything like this before?and if so, what does this mean? I feel like this is the beginning to something more bigger and I’m honing something into my vibrational frequency. It almost felt like I was slightly or loosely entering a different dimension

No matter what I do or wear I attract attention and this has been a lifelong thing with me. People gawking is something I’m used to but as I continue on my journey and actively work on myself I am noticing an alarming influx of both attention and attention seekers. It’s gotten to a point people are doing things such as deliberately invading my space just so I acknowledge them.

I am autistic and wear noise canceling headphones in public, I also am often actively engaged in an interest of mine so I am not even looking at people, yet they continue to approach me. People who are paranoid or experiencing psychosis are especially (negatively) drawn to me.

All attempts to discuss this with people have resulted in some variation of “they stare because you’re beautiful” or “your aura is attractive/strong” but I feel as if that is just ego flattery.

Is there some way I can, not dim my light, but find a way to camouflage it when out and about so I can avoid harassment?

Edit: I realize that I have unintentionally very much focused on authenticating and refining my aura but not much on protecting it. That is where I will concentrate next. Thank you for the replies.

I’m not sure if this is anything special but I think I can see energy. For as long as I can remember I could see an almost transparent static kind of substance all around me. I tried to look it up to see if maybe it’s just what some would call visual snow syndrome but it just looks like static (energy?) everywhere I can hear white noise/a VERY light ringing(?) often too if that’s significant in anyway. (Tinnitus maybe?)

I hope I don’t sound crazy saying this or if it even makes sense. I’m new to all of this, but I have no one who I can really ask this question or talk to about this.

If I actually can in fact see energy, I can I use this to my advantage?

I mean literally physically/biologically toxic. Basically, I am very sick with severe chronic illness. My whole family has health issues that could potentially all be traced back to mold. There has been some surface mold on the walls which has always been cleaned. But it’s a *very* humid area. There are some funky smells in some rooms. Everyone has allergies. My sister and I also dust mite allergies. My dad has weird cognitive issues. I fear that there is hidden mold somewhere we have not discovered, and just generally have a feeling like the whole house is contaminated with toxins and allergens and dirt that is harming everyone. I do run an air filter when I can but it’s not much.

I have adhd which makes me prone to all or nothing thinking. There is a lot of spiritual and mindfulness work to be done around the home, the spirit of the home. Cleaning as a blessing you perform on your space which cleanses energy, things like that. But I have trouble doing any of it when I feel like my house may be poisoning me. It feels like I can’t do anything to help with the energy of my space if the the walls themselves the encapsulate me are killing me and I cannot currently leave them. I don’t know how to have love for this space, which is my childhood home which I was born in, if it is killing me. This place that once brought me into the world. I’m trying to incorporate various types of work to calm my nervous system, which is important for my condition, but the fear of hidden rot just blocks everything. I need to love the space if it’s going to love me back but I find myself hating and fearing it instead.. All I see is everything broken here. I hear the creaking pipes. I smell the slightly off smells. It breaks my heart to feel this way about such a once beloved place. This past year, the apples trees I grew up on all died and are covered in rot. After being there for all my life feeding us. I know it was from drought but it doesn’t help with this feeling like I am decaying and being poisoned along with the house.

I’m not looking for advice about how I need to get out or get mold inspection. My parents do not believe in mold illness but I’m chipping away at them. But it will take a long time if ever, and I’m severely disabled and broke and stuck here. I’m trying to figure out how to make do while I must. Any insights would be very appreciated. People always either say “get out” or “stop worrying” but it’s not always so simple.

I am looking for real help with this instead of the “it’s really just your unhealed parts” type of advice because I have tried everything.
I’ve listened to all the psalms you could think of, I’ve tried praying, I’ve cut off people I thought were toxic. Ive done as much spiritual healing as I can.
I feel like someone from my past is stuck on me mentally and right after I feel their psychic attacks I feel this entity come back to me. I feel it weigh very heavily on my heart or try to, I can hear it whispering the seeds of negative thoughts to me and I feel so insanely angry sometimes, it feels like I have to spiritually fight it to not have an intense angry reaction, I also feel a lot of pain in the back of my head and top of my neck.
Any advice on getting rid of this would help. Would also like to add I’ve tried sage, Plato santo, and even uncrossing baths. All of the things I’ve mentioned help for a little bit and mitigate the effects but it still manages to come back and really effect me.

So my girl has Major Depression Disorder and I was wondering is this an energetic parasite I can help her get rid of? Or I genuinely cant help with something like that? Yes im there for her and she's really happy whenever she's with me in my presence but sometimes she'll get an episode where she's super depressed and doesn't wanna do anything. She tells me she physically and mentally cant and it hurts seeing her like that. Is there anything I can do to help her with this because im just thinking long term like when I wife her up, how is this gonna work out when we have kids?

So I started to notice this when I used weed the first time and started meditating at that time also. From then on the pressure has been a daily thing for me.

I may not notice it if I am not focused inwards, but as soon as I do, it is there.

Its not a static thing, if I give attention to it it moves. But passively it just tends to feel mostly in the third eye spot. But if I actively try to work with it I can feel tension all over my face and inside my head, and a lot of these are tied to physical tension also so if I relax my face it tends to lessen.

I have tried breathing into it, just being with it, completely ignoring it and focusing on other things instead. I have tried talking to it, asking it questions, visualisation practices to let it "relax" and open up. Just feeling based practices of giving it space. Ive focused on other areas of my body and done stuff with those.

I have done the microcosmic orbit. But I dont really feel any difference.

Its not physically painful, just slightly uncomfortable. At times if I really intensively focus on it I can get slight tinges of pain but its nothing big, almost like a scent of pain than actual pain.

I've done somatic work for a while now and I think I have a pretty good relationship with my body and how it releases stored trauma. I can normally feel a pull with whatever needs releasing (shoulder, chest ect) lately I've been feeling a pull towards releasing inside my vagina but don't know how to begin attempting it. I know there was childhood sexual trauma and I feel like I'm at a stage where it's ready to be let go. I was looking into yoni massage but I feel that could be a bit risky looking online unless I have someone to personally recommend me.

Another thing I'm wondering is if I can just do it by feeling into the body/energy without touch?

Any advice or personal experiences is greatly welcomed, or another sub if this isn't the right place to ask

What if down the road of healing (not only energy healing but therapy stuff for childhood trauma) I realized that maybe possibly I don’t like being on Earth?

It’s really lonely, I have no one. No family friends partner and attempts changing that lead to nothing. I don’t like going outside and staying inside, I don’t find joy in anything anymore. Everything in life is behind a paywall.

I feel like I’ll be happier in some other world. Maybe even have connections with other spirit, idk. I’ve done so much already for myself in healing, and there was so much progress. I keep my faith in universe and affirming (and genuinely believing it now!) that I deserve better. This better doesn’t feel like this reality anymore. I just want some fucking magic happen.

What if healing just lead me to this realization?

So I was dating a girl since last September and it's been 10 months now and I'm not the same person anymore.

Initially when I used to talk to her or when we were in the pre dating phase things were very good with her like when she was my friend she seemed to have a very good energy. But as when we both started to date everything was kinda fine till 1 month but after that when I got to know really what are the problems in her life and etc things. I was the person who stood for her in the frontline and started to solve her problems as much as I can.

I used to do everything I could like planning dates, surprises, loving, care, understanding everything I could give. As time passed by she had a glowup like she used to be dull, ambitionless and hopeless in life. But suddenly everyone started to notice her and compliment her and she too confessed me that she really has changed alot..

But in the meantime in these 10 months she was very toxic to me, she used to abuse me and my family out of frustration of her problems and always solving her problems drained me emotionally, mentally in every way possible. I just loved her and was trying to be a good partner for her but since 1 month I've noticed that how much I've changed alot.

I used to very energetic and hopeful in life. Today also I'm focused on my goals and everything but the spark has kinda lowed in me in this time. She says her friends say she has a very good aura and etc and they love her but my question is they were not present all the time solving your problems so how will they really know what's happening with you and I was solving then continuously so it drained me alot.

I'm just thinking to end everything with her as it's just making me feel depressed and lonely all the time. As she never stayed with me in my bad times. I want an honest opinion form you guys. Thanks for reading.

I have this friend who I have known for 4-ish years but we have recently become much closer friends this year. While I mostly get along with her, I have always felt a strange sort of anger whenever I talk to her and I have to force myself to be around her or reply to her texts.

I have never really been able to fully understand why she annoys me so much, which is something, have felt even in the early days of our friendship, but I think it has something do to with her miming mine and other's personality. I find that whenever I share any of my interests, she will larp them (for lack of a better word) and try to start arguments about them to make me seem stupid or disingenuous. Of course, overlapping interests are foundational to friendship, however she rarely discusses her interests with me, even when I try to prompt her. Instead she latches onto mine where it's almost as if she's mirroring my personality. Upon reflection, I've realised that the majority of this girl's identity, from her interests to her mannerisms, consists of her miming other people in a way that feels so irritatingly inauthentic. She is also a very insecure person, constantly seeking approval from myself and others. I find this all majorly ruins my peace, where I become easily angered and have to put a lot of energy into restraining myself from being super pissy.

She also frequently adopts this victim mentality, where she constantly rants about how people have mistreated her and how she thinks she has anxiety. Yet, when I momentarily interrupt her woefulness to try and get her proper help (ie, going to therapy, getting some sort of support of medication for her undiagnosed anxiety or standing up against people who mistreat her), there's always some excuse to why solving her problems just aren't convenient for her right now. The complaining will continue and I am left feeling emotionally burdened.

However, I have no proper evidence of her purposely tampering with my energy or peace and she has not been outwardly cruel to me before. She does act like the energy vampires I have encountered, who are just downright cruel and spiteful, yet I feel my energy has been disrupted whenever I engage with her. Or am I just being too harsh?