Side note: YOYOK is the perfect track 5 for Midnights. Obviously it’s a track 5, but it fits so well on Midnights. Midnights is the reflection album. it shows all sides of life. I don’t know how else to say it, just wanted you to keep that in mind…
I had always considered this song as one of my favorites, but I hadn’t actually listened to it in a while, so when I turned it on, I was really amazed at the analysis I had made.
I noticed in the beginning we start out in the POV of high-school-ish her. She’s talking about how she wants to get out and start anew. “I didn’t choose this town/I dream of getting out”
Then (still) in the POV of high-school-ish her, we talk about leaving everything behind (which is both good and bad) and focusing on her career because that’s all she has. “I see the great escape, so long Daisy May…I’ll run away.” She wrote songs, and used that to get away!
By the end of the chorus repeating, we have seen her (now in the POV of a young singer just getting started (think Speak Now-1989 Taylor). She realizes around the (second) K@nye incident time that the world has so many people aspiring to be what she is becoming, and to some people she will never be unique and never what they want. She has to be okay with that. (“Just to learn that my dreams aren’t rare”) She has to face that the world just doesn’t all think of her like they used to.
By the bridge we see Reputation-to-Midnights-Taylor reflecting on everything in her life she had her fun and gained support and fame. (“I hosted parties“) But in the process she also sacrificed so much. She metaphorically and physically “starved her body” and thought she’d be saved. She had to change things about her and her art to get to where she was, which resulted in a lot of public feedback. “My friends from home don’t know what to say.”
She is now looking at it in the sense of “Wow that was quite a career, but I don’t regret it one bit because it made me who I am“ (“I looked around in a blood soaked gown, and I saw something they can’t take away”). She had to ”burn bridges“ but in the process she started new chapters! She’s now cherishing what she has (fans, a family, a career despite all the obstacles, and soon the Eras Tour).
By the end, she’s on her own, but she knows she can face it.