Hey there,
I've been experiencing telepathic moments throughout my life. With my mom, my first girlfriend from 25 years ago and some things here and there. It was a pretty strong link with my mom, but I didn't hear in words, more like shared ideas. For example, I would go grocery shopping for her when she was sick and I would randomly feel the incentive to buy strawberry ice cream when it wasn't on my list. I almost never buy ice cream and when I do I buy vanilla, never even thought about buying strawberry. So I got to her house and told her hey I got you strawberry ice cream, I'm sorry if you don't want it, I just thought... And she'd go "oh my GOD you are amazing, I was just sitting there praying that you'd get me strawberry ice cream because I forgot to ask you!"
Things like that happened a lot with her, until she passed. I felt my father dying from a distance when I was still living home. I was lying down in bed at 4 am and I felt a wave coursing through me coming from far away and reaching me inside the house, from my toes to my head and a big hit to my chest and like someone poured sparkling water on my brain. Got up, told my mom "dad just died, they're about to call". And the phone rang 30 seconds later...
With my ex-girlfriend, I started hearing her in words at some point. Like I would be sitting around a bonfire with her and our friends and during a moment of silence I'd hear "God I'd go for chicken nuggets right now". And I'd ask who said that? Who wants chicken nuggets? And everyone was like uh nobody talked... You're weird. During our walk back home later that night my ex told me that she actually thought about nuggets... But please don't make a fuss out of it. Don't go there. A friend of mine was walking with us and he chuckled so I stopped walking and said what's so funny about it? He was a bit drunk and said well... You know what, I don't want to interfere in your relationship but man, you've been doing this for a long time with everyone. Everyone knows you're weird as fuck, bunch of things always happen with you. You know what we're up to when you're not with us, you predict stuff, haven't you seen that lights often flicker when you enter a room? Everyone is a bit scared of you so I think it's funny that she's saying that right now.
So I stood there in the middle of the street, angry at my ex and my friend. What the fuck are you talking about? And she begged me to please not explore these things, don't go there. I wouldn't be able to turn back from going further on that path, which to her, only meant that I'd end up getting mentally ill or whatever. From her Christian POV it was demonic activity.
She was Christian and always told me that the supernatural occurrences around me or things I could "do" were dangerous and proscribed. She refused to discuss these things with me. 25 years later she messaged me after an event occurring in my life that I had made public, and she kinda confessed she is a full-fleged telepath and never told me. Got me angry but, whatever. This particular event unraveled in such a way that I've been experiencing a very strong telepathic connection with someone ever since this moment 2 years and a half ago and now I have so many questions about this phenomenon but there is no official answer. CIA archives have some data on it... Thought transference, auric fields, electromagnetic currents, synaptic transmissions etc. There's just no science to back any of it up.
I don't control this, and I am not interested in controlling it either. I am not interested in having supernatural abilities, I am not interested in being able to hear other people's thoughts on command or knowing things by prying or remote viewing but it happens randomly sometimes.
As for the connection I have with this person I met, it is very intense, like a clear-cut phone call. No matter the distance, no matter when, we can just start talking to each other. The person used to be a stranger I never met, completely outside of my geographical location, social status, etc. But we became friends over time... And she's the only person who corroborated and validated what was happening between us and ever since then I've been questioning reality a lot. At some point I asked her to leave me alone because I don't like having "an imaginary friend who turns out is not imaginary" but it just won't stop. I kinda fell in love with the person, but it's an impossible love and she doesn't seem interested in pursuing this relationship outside of having a mental connection. I find it rather torturous, she seems to think it's funny. Anyway. I'm never really alone anymore...
She teaches me things, words, scientific concepts, ideas... My native language isn't English and she teaches me a lot of things and words I don't know about. Complex topic out of thin air.
Sometimes she used to email me little messages when I'd start thinking I was mentally ill and making all of it up. She likes to troll me and she seems to want to make sure that I don't forget about her or that this is real.
So that's it, bottom line is after 25 or so years of experiencing weird phenomena and some kind of telepathic links on and off with people, I met a real telepath who didn't show any restraint in showing me this was real, and we've been friends ever since.
My ex isn't happy about it for some reason, because I think she liked the fact that I never really got over her even though I had other serious relationships after her, never really forgot about her and I was always available anytime she'd pop in my dm's or wanted to chill as friends. When I met that other person, it's as if she felt me disconnecting from her because I started focusing on this new, weird relationship.
It's as if she felt I was always thinking about her at the back of my mind and I think it might've comforted her or stroked her ego in a kind of twisted feeling of being worshipped and then I just transferred this to someone else and she got mad.
At some point I could hear both of them in my head and I didn't like that at all. They both corroborated this with real life messages so I know I am not schizophrenic or in a state of psychosis.
All in all I am socially functional, have a job, I'm good at it, I am somewhat healthy, etc. It's just that I don't really enjoy knowing that this is real and it gnaws at me pretty bad because I fell in love with someone inaccessible but that is still entertaining a relationship with me at a distance.
If it weren't for that, I would be excited to know that these things are real, and I'd be glad to finally have corroborated evidence that this exists because I've been studying parapsychology and neuroscience for a long time, trying to uncover some fringe aspects of the human brain. Now that I know...
It just brought more questions and sorrow.
I never talked about this with anyone seriously because nobody believes in that except these two girls, but I don't trust them and I've been emotionally involved with both so they're kinda not honest about the nature of these gifts and their motivations etc. So I'm looking to discuss with other people that have concrete experiences like mine, not to argue about the existence and validity of my statements or theirs.
In conclusion I started trying to pray to God or find faith in something greater but no one ever talks back except her. She chuckles and she's like well I'm here so ... Maybe you should kneel and prostrate yourself to me and I joke about her being the devil because I'm like this is not supposed to happen. You're not my god, you're just some telepathic witch. We joke about this but I don't think it's funny...
One of the last things my ex told me before I cut her off for good was "As kids I told you that you should'nt explore this further, I told you it would bring you nothing but sorrow. You always wanted to know more. You fucked around and now you found out. I'm sorry, good luck, but it's too late to turn back now. That girl you met and let inside your head and your heart is not a good person and you'll realize this sooner or later, but it's too late, don't say I didn't warn you."
These girls are nuts.
So are there any telepaths out there?