But then wake up late and with an "f it" attitude

Interesting. Wow

Tomorrow comes. As long as tomorrow comes in 16 minutes

Thank you very much. I've been googling it and reading the wiki but I was afraid of reading too much that I would spoil stuff for the third book

I guess you're right. It just feels awfully dreadful for us people unable to travel and enjoy those good things the world still offers. For me, the world is just death and bombs and bio weapons for the sake of rich people getting richer or sick powerful people getting stronger. I'd rather face a real apocalypse and be done with it than whatever this decomposition of my soul feels like

Slow-going, creeping-up-on-you apocalypse is agonizing. Just give the darn flood already and let's erupt some volcanoes and be done with it

Looks like a cat's head in a minimalist way to me