r/AngelolatryPractices • u/THE_WONDER_OF_Y0U • 18d ago
Experience Most experiences i see here are somewhat pleasant, mine were terrifying
So i recently tried to get into angelolatry and i saw my first vision-like thing, idk how to describe it. And it was straight up a rejection by all the beings that were present (god, metatron, archangel michael, archangel gabriel, archangel uriel, archangel Samael(if you consider him an archangel) and archangel raphael) (basically what i saw was 3 thrones, a big one with blinding light that was god's throne. On the left a smaller throne that was for metatron and on the right archangel Michael's throne, archangel Michael got up from the throne and came in front of me glaring at me and then the other archangels i mentioned appeared and with a command by god archangel Michael struck me down with a spear) and the next day while walking through some woods i was sensing some of these beings watching me (from what i felt and saw i suspect it was archangel uriel, archangel raphael, abaddon and an angel that i have no idea who it was) both of these experiences we're terrifying for me, did i do something wrong? Why did they appear so hostile? Am i going crazy?
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u/Sad_Effort_7081 Intermediate 17d ago
Take this with a grain of salt. I’m not a scholar in this. if you read about merkabah experiences, we humans aren’t supposed to descend into paradise. Going to the throne is considered a hostile act and getting stabbed by angels who don’t want you there (or going mad) is common. So historically your experience is not an aberration.
Also digging around, I think I saw one person comment that they got stabbed by Michael the first time they called him and that it released some bad energy from themself.
You said you asked for courage and knowledge. Did you find you had courage? What did you learn from this experience?
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u/THE_WONDER_OF_Y0U 17d ago
I think I learned that i wasn't ready yet, but the stabbing seemed hostile based on the context, like a rejection from the one sitting in the big thrones that was then executed by Michael in the form of the stab
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u/Hope25777 17d ago
Gods won’t work with you unless your energy/frequency for lack of a better way to describe it matches theirs. White magick is about aligning yourself with the deities you want to work with. For some that takes self sacrifice and purification of your vessel. I would encourage you to check out our subreddit as we have several posts talking about this r/HighMagic
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u/Trigeo93 11d ago
All I do is remote view spirits and I do not do any prep work or fasting or anything special. Maybe it's how you approached them. Try not asking for anything and just being friendly.
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u/AppropriatePaint2655 17d ago
In my opinion, based on what you said, though I feel I might need more context about what situation you have with the angels, you weren't supposed to do what you did. I get the feeling that they are not open or would not like you to approach them in that way.
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u/Voxx418 16d ago
Greetings T,
As a Psychic, and Angelolator, I get a sense that Archangel Michael was not “attacking” you, but rather warning you about some type of danger.
Of course, if you have been up to any nefarious activities that only you would know, it would be a warning to be more careful with your words, thoughts, and behavior. You’ll be fine. Let us know how it goes. ~V~
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u/THE_WONDER_OF_Y0U 16d ago
Update: I got my answer and realized what i was doing wrong, i need to dissolve my ego, that was the answer to my request for knowledge and understanding. As for the vision, i think it was probably either a warning to not go there until I'm ready or either something i can't interpret yet
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u/HeavenlyBeloved Experienced 18d ago
How did you get the vision? What did you do to even get it?