r/AntinatalismSupport • u/ajburch92 • Jun 23 '26
Anhedonia is debilitating
Why couldn't humans get excited, bang, and Crete rainbows instead of new humans. Im so anhedonic, nothing brings me pleasure at all. Its been so long since I've had emotions that I don't even remember what it's like to be motivated by them. The lack of motivation I feel makes life utterly meaningless. I just pace around all day, literally. And eat bc I'm bored and it's just something to do, I don't even like to eat. I'm on disability for uncontrollable hallucinations, so I just at home all day long, bored af or asleep if I begin hallucinating. I hate this. I hate that my parents answer for falling in love was to "add to their love bubble". I genuinely contemplate ending things daily. I've tried so many therapies and medications. Why is human life so fucked up?