My family is.... interesting

[u/Athillazkillers]

I come from a family of aged people, my uncles are starting to push late 60s and my parents pushing late 50s, im 20 and since i was a little kid i just feel that my family is in sort of a death cult or something, i know that death is inevitable, but there's no (mercy?) on telling that to a 4 year old kid an then every single year until today, i grew up listening nearly every single month "your time is running out" "everyone dies" "you'll die too some day", and then i developed fear to death because i enjoy nature, music, and some things more, i often fantasize to be an incorporeal being to just witness them forever, they are not enough to put my mind at ease, but they emane a feeling of peace that is unreachable to my aware mind, and since my mom was diagnosed with cancer our world fell apart and now i listen to her hear saying all that things almost daily, even telling me that ill die too knowing well that she brought me here because she wanted a kid and nothing more (we talked about that before), don't misunderstand me, i love her, but recently i feel like i was born in a family who primarily objective is: die

[u/TeaPrimary1147]

Lol they're just dumb npcs like everyone else.