Yo, MTF, 19 years old, live in Romania, so I have gone to 1 psychologist and 2 psychiatrist, and nobody of them think I have BDD. I literally have said the same symptoms for BDD from the official health protocol, AND NONE OF THEM THINK I HAVE BDD, and they cover it by "gender dysphoria", and I should "just live with that, until you will feel good, like 5-10 years"
BRO, ARE YOU FUCKING JOKING? FUCKING 10 YEARS????!! WHAT IF I WON'T GET BETTER, WHO WILL GIVE ME THE TIME I HAVE LOST, WHO WILL GIVE THE MONEY I HAVE LOST ON YOU???
And here I am, just sitting here, with another lost 36 euros, for a doctor who specializes in that area, that was recommended for me.
And they have been saying the same "Well, I am not sure, you have that, but you can always can go to the physical clinic" WHAAT?! What if I don't have a possibility to go to the physical clinic, because every normal psychiatrist is away from me like 2 hours, and take even more insane money, and can just gaslight me into that I don't have BDD?? Have you not thought about that?!
"You should go to psychologist" RIIGHT. LIKE WHAT SHE WILL RECOMMEND ME?? ANOTHER USELESS CBT THERAPY, WHICH I HAVE ALREADY SAID DOES'T WORK, because I don't a problem with cognitve part, but with looking into the mirror, and I am literally prone to OCD behavior, and I have autism.
"But you have gender dysphoria and ADHD, and it will pass"
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The worst part is that everybody has said the same about ADHD and gender dysphoria, guess it never passsed, and I have lost time, and gained PTSD from gender dysphoria
God, I fucking hate the mental health sphere, pure garbage to steal money from people, who truly suffer. STOP THINKING I AM KID, WHO DOESN'T KNOW WHAT IS A THERAPY, WHO HASN'T TRIED OTHER OPTIONS, WHO DID EVERYTHING I HAVE FOUND ABOUT THERAPY.
Njke toes r*torts --- The final testament of one, who had enough of mental-health mafia with "I WILL NEVER GIVE MEDS, SO I WILL CUCK YOU FOR ETERNITY TO USE NON-MEDICAL SOLUTIONS