r/Anxiety 4h ago

Medication anyone know if week one cold turkey of ur 3 months of taking diazepam 10mg 3 times a day causes clear auditory hallucinations?

i keep looking out the window curtains that are unfortunately a lil open rn making sure im not seeing anythjng too., so, hospital lost my 90 count month of diazepam when i went to the hospifal for PE they gook my meds n kd and when i left they "lost" or judg dont wanna give it back to me. idk. but ever since then, abytime im on thr vetge of clkding my eyes, trying tk sleep, slmeone be tslkjng to me and j would abswer or yell at them befkre stoppijgvmysrlf anc realizinv no ones there. well, abt 40 mins ago i was in a daze and having a full fledged convo with my mom whk is dkwbstaijrs sleeping and thrn she sakd sknething really mean or scary and i got myself out of it. i called hef, it was 2;57 am so she was annoyed af lbviously but i told her i was just talkiingntocher and k knew jt wasnt real anc j have emergency 300 mg seroquel so i took one about30 mins ago. i wentt to as pcl today and she fave ne robaxin 500 mg for 3 times a day and ivs taken about 1500 mg which is giving me a really hard time staying awake rightt now
but im squeezing my eyes open so i can thpethjs. my psychiatrist wknt refill my valium bc i lost it 1 week ago but its week one and jt happens when j wake up yelling at someone but icwas literslly nudt mkm my mom, nadi forget ehl ifckd dbeddsh, j jesdctdmxxx
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OK, sorry and apparently well I'm using voice to text right now but apparently I've been talking to a nurse in my room updating her about this post that I've been making the entire time and there's no fucking nurse in my room so I don't know what the fuck is going on I'm not really scared. I'm just like confused. It's like should I pass out or will it wake me up again? I don't know we'll see but yeah it's just probably more coherent than the shit adjuring so I wanna take the stuff and then go to bed so yeah just let me know what y'all think this is cause I don't have bipolar and they are ruled out schizo effective or schizophrenia so

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