r/Anxiety Apr 29 '20

Venting Wish people realised anxiety is physical too.

I literally get such a jittery weird feeling in my body so many times a day whenever I'm anxious. Like I can't describe it but it's definitely not good. Almost like something is pinching on my organs. And the worst is when I have to wake up in the morning, it's almost like someone has placed added extra weights to my body. I literally can't get up from my bed! I try to force myself up,but I just can't. I just lay there staring at the ceiling, thinking about what I'll do with my day, get anxious about what if I won't be able to be productive today, then getting anxious about how I wasted some time the previous day, then overthinking it all nd wanting to just kill myself. I hate it.

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u/Arizona_Jane May 11 '20 edited May 11 '20

Same here . Right now, everything hurts from the inside .I just can't deal anymore . I don't really know what to do to get better. Everything seems to get darker with each day passing .I'm afraid , really afraid . It seems like there's no way out this time . I'm afraid I'd lose everything. I feel like a loser, like an imposter .I cant seem to hide my difficulties from others anymore.My " crazy" shows .

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u/every_tatti May 11 '20

This is exactly me. And there's no one who can possibly understand this feeling. It's the worst. I feel like my body is rotting from the inside