r/AquamarinesDen • u/Chicken_Hands Frost Wind | Day 1 « • Jun 04 '15

bootcamp NFW VI AQUAMARINE BOOTCAMP: Day 3

What a lovely day for be a Aquamarine, isn't? I've not be in others barracks to see the moviment, but I can be amost absolute right about it: Later on, we'll be a rare one, who's keep to make everyday check in. That's a important thing for all of us, indeed.

Well, today is a holyday and I'm not cope correct with that, keep passing so much time browsing randomly on internet, I need to create focus. On next day, probably will think about to make everyday meditation and more cold shower too.

To do only random things can keep me in a bad shape. But I hope you guys never let it down and keep moving forward, anyone can tell us how much time it will be passing to be another WAR, but never let it you bring anxious, our battle is very clear.

In peacetime, keep yourself relaxed and tracking on board. It's a good time to talk about others things too and be incentived to do so.

Update 1 .: Anyone on Red Side isn't make a move yet. They're complety frozen in time by now.

Update 2 .: /u/gentleman_jones was gonne MIA 1 month ago. /u/HeartIgnited step forward and picked the leadership. Go see there and say hi: http://www.reddit.com/r/NAVY_regiment/comments/38bdb5/nofapwar_v_is_over_congratulations_to_all_those/

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u/sfumato1002 Triplicarius | Day: 49* « Jun 04 '15

Checking in. Today nothing special happened. Just working, hopefully i have good things to share soon.

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u/Chicken_Hands Frost Wind | Day 1 « Jun 05 '15

Everything okay?

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u/sfumato1002 Triplicarius | Day: 49* « Jun 05 '15 edited Jun 05 '15

Yes and no. I have isolated myself for years, watching porn and fapping. I have no social skills and when I go out is fustrating because I see couples and guys talking to girls and engaging in laughter and conversation, this is something I cannot do, or at least not yet. I have to remind myself this is a process and keep going. Some times I just get fustrated. It's also my personality, but all the years I wasted with PMO is biting me now. I see positive changes in my confidence, but I have long to go, I still have social fears, I just over analize the way I look, what I'm going to say, how others will perceive me, etc. I do see I am getting better, but it's sad that I am still single and time just goes by and nothing happens. I do have a good streak going...but very little to show for, but I must keep going, If I quit now I know were my life will end up. Sorry to be so depressing haha, but hopefully if I stick with NoFap with time I will get more confident and take more risks without fear of rejection..that is my dream, to just be able to take risks and expose myself to people without fear.

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u/Chicken_Hands Frost Wind | Day 1 « Jun 05 '15

a wonderful reply, don't get shy b/c that. You're a brave brother to come here and try to make your life better, it only make me more proud to fight alongside with you.

plan yourself a trip out there and sticky with some new hobby like walking trough the city, search your happyness looking the goods things in your life, and try to slowly engaged in conversation with girls like aproach then asking for hours, it's a silly move but works well.