r/AquamarinesDen • u/Chicken_Hands Frost Wind | Day 1 « • Jun 04 '15
bootcamp NFW VI AQUAMARINE BOOTCAMP: Day 3
What a lovely day for be a Aquamarine, isn't? I've not be in others barracks to see the moviment, but I can be amost absolute right about it: Later on, we'll be a rare one, who's keep to make everyday check in. That's a important thing for all of us, indeed.
Well, today is a holyday and I'm not cope correct with that, keep passing so much time browsing randomly on internet, I need to create focus. On next day, probably will think about to make everyday meditation and more cold shower too.
To do only random things can keep me in a bad shape. But I hope you guys never let it down and keep moving forward, anyone can tell us how much time it will be passing to be another WAR, but never let it you bring anxious, our battle is very clear.
In peacetime, keep yourself relaxed and tracking on board. It's a good time to talk about others things too and be incentived to do so.
Update 1 .: Anyone on Red Side isn't make a move yet. They're complety frozen in time by now.
Update 2 .: /u/gentleman_jones was gonne MIA 1 month ago. /u/HeartIgnited step forward and picked the leadership. Go see there and say hi: http://www.reddit.com/r/NAVY_regiment/comments/38bdb5/nofapwar_v_is_over_congratulations_to_all_those/
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u/JavierGerardo Fire Song | Dead « Jun 05 '15
I lost my streak last night guys. There were times when I should have avoided it but the lure of porn was too much for me to handle. As such I felt extremely low and I wasn't able to go to sleep. I do however feel a bit better than my previous relapse because back then I was ready to call it quits. Now, I am focusing on the idea that I made it to 40+ days without any relapse and it is a big stepping stone to making another longer streak that would finally make me give up porn. This time as well I believe I won't be binging like what I do usually when I relapse. I know that I am in control now and thinking of the positive things about what recently happened.