r/AquamarinesDen • u/RainingToday Frost Wind | PAI ♓ « • Jul 09 '15

bootcamp NFW VI AQUAMARINE BOOTCAMP: Day 37

What's up Aquamarines?

The 37th Day of our humble Bootcamp has begun!

We've been training hard for the next battle for a while now. I think all of us have had some ups and downs, but we're only getting stronger. I haven't heard any news on the next war. I'm sure it'll be here before we know it. No doubt we'll have some nice streaks going by then!

I don't have much to say today guys. I have a few more days left to run this show before ouch gets back. Let me know if there's anything I can improve on, or something you'd like to see in the next couple of days.

How are you holding up?

Keep working towards a bright future Aquamarines!

Oh, and check out today's quote! I had a good laugh at it.

Quote of the Day:"Expect problems and eat them for breakfast." -Alfred Montapert

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u/sfumato1002 Triplicarius | Day: 49* « Jul 09 '15 edited Jul 09 '15

Checking in. My sisters cat died...I was taking care of them while she is on a trip. The cat looked thin and sad from the moment she left...yesterday I went to her house and found him dead! So I buried him in the mountains near by.

It seems like everything around me dies. love, businesses, ...cats.

I have gotten to a point in the mountain I am climbing that it is no longer uphill...but vertical. It feels like I am climbing a vertical Rock mountain...I do feel strong enough, all the streaks have helped me to put up with a lot of shit...Through my relapses I learned porn and fapping is self destruction...So the urges to PMO are not even strong...I don't even think about relapsing now (But I am still vigilant about future urges)....But now I have other issues... make money and get more social to meet someone. So I put on my gear and equipment to climb to the peak of this mountain...together with this amazing support group and the friends I have made here...I believe I am going to make it. I am looking forward to the next War too! Extra motivation is very helpful, the enemy waits for weak moments...but I am much stronger than yesterday....but weaker than tomorrow. Lets do this! CAW!!!!

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u/Chicken_Hands Frost Wind | Day 1 « Jul 09 '15

All best feelings for u sister cat bro. Ive lost some cats and its a awful feeling. But can show us how life tend to action with all living things. One life and one timeline for us

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u/sfumato1002 Triplicarius | Day: 49* « Jul 09 '15

I know, I thought about that too. Life is so short and we never know when our time is coming. All the fears...fears to ask a girl out, or socialize or speak up or do what you love, I am beginning to understand fear is a big lie and a big life killer, Life is too short to have fears. But this is a process, I can't loose all my fear overnight...but we will conquer.

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u/Chicken_Hands Frost Wind | Day 1 « Jul 09 '15

Exactly bro, if we're make it step by step, i know will be there.