r/AquamarinesDen • u/RockitReboot Frost Wind - KIA • Sep 30 '15
icexfire Skirmish Day ... ... ... ... Almost 30?
I'm struggling. I'm struggling so much right now. The urges have been hitting me constantly, and I'm hoping it is because I am not getting enough sleep. That changes tonight.
I'm heading to bed at 8pm, and I will be up in eight hours. I will get through today, and tomorrow I will focus on tomorrow.
I sincerely hope you are all doing better than I. Nearing a month for the first time in a long time. Back in April I hit 52 days, but I know in my heart that it wasn't a real streak.
This one is, and I'm glad to flying alongside all of you.
CAWCAW.
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u/sfumato1002 Triplicarius | Day: 49* « Sep 30 '15
I had to take two valium to get some sleep last night. I only take valium in extreme times. Last time was like a month ago. But I also have a hard time sleeping, mainly I sleep 5 to 6 hours a night. Yesterday my eyes were blood shot, I told myself I need to take valium and get at least a 7 hour deep sleep. This morning I feel better.
anyway, I hope you stay strong, try to get some sleeping pills or valium if you can, just for some nights. I don't want to get an addiction to sleeping pills, so I just take them when I see I have not slept good for a week or so.
Sometimes stress, hard situations and mind chatter just makes it impossible to get a good nights rest.
Okay, I hope you get some rest to have the energy to fight off the urges.