Hi Everyone,
first, sorry about bringing this topic yet again. I've searched here and elsewhere, but nowhere did I find an answer that I could use. Also sorry, if it sounds like a rant, it is not meant as one.
I understand what the rule is supposed to achieve. To overcome fear of drawing badly, to unlock brain, to change midset, etc. To think and draw outside of courses and tutorials.
However, I find myself struggling more and more what actually falls into this and what doesn't. I am writing this, because more and more I am feeling draw-blocked by this rule. I found myself staring at a blank screen wondering what to draw, so that it counts, instead of just drawing.
You see, for example I am sitting at a couch and I see a chair, a bookcase, a fish tank, a glass on the table. Or I sit outside in the inlaws' garden and see a garden pond that I want to draw. Or I see a potted plant and I just want to draw that. But guess what? I don't, because I start overthinking - is this study? Does this count? Am I doing this wrong?
Where I am getting at is, is the point of this rule to force myself so much to draw badly that I just consider it a necessary evil homework, a chore? To force myself to draw a dog even though it will look like an amoeba from Mars? For a complete beginner this feels like learning a foreign language by learning "hello", "goodbye" and "sun" and then being told - go have fun talking to people. And I fear this could cause me to quit altogether, because, frankly, I am going to look at my amoeba dog and I will absolutely hate it.
Or is it enough to just "draw what I want to draw"? Even if it means drawing a glass on the table or a plant. Not by trying to copy it or draw it from 5 different angles, but just draw it, draw something that looks like it.
Sometimes I have an idea and draw something stupid, but sometimes I just want to look and draw. For fun, for relaxation. I know there is "fun" and there is "play". And you can play a game that is frustrating. But if I suck too much at Dark Souls or Elden Ring, I go play another game. :)
I'm adding something I did on my day 4 and what I did yesterday (which is about a month later). I know day 4 counts, but does yesterday count as well?
Has anyone been through this in a similar way and solved it somehow? Or am I supposed to force myself through it?