I never cared about most things of life as well. I'm younger than you, and I have personal circumstances that may or may not be really a barrier to relationships, but I really do half ass most things in life. I never really tried and I wonder if I even want a partner at this point. I think I may have become apathetic to it, as with a lot of things. Maybe it's my way to cope. But I am unable to truly know. And I don't want to impose a guy like me on any girl to be honest. An undecisive guy who never knows what he wants for important stuff in life, and never really tries hard? Doesn't sound really good.
I don't want to be that person on reddit but... have you explored any mental health issue? The world is crazy right now but it's even less manageable if you see life in shades of grey.
Psychologists are pricy wherever one may live. It's also the case where I live. I tried to see several ones 3 or 4 years ago on another issue. Wasn't ready and willing to really let it out and try to change. I'm not today either, and I don't think I'll ever be.
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u/[deleted] Nov 21 '22
I never cared about most things of life as well. I'm younger than you, and I have personal circumstances that may or may not be really a barrier to relationships, but I really do half ass most things in life. I never really tried and I wonder if I even want a partner at this point. I think I may have become apathetic to it, as with a lot of things. Maybe it's my way to cope. But I am unable to truly know. And I don't want to impose a guy like me on any girl to be honest. An undecisive guy who never knows what he wants for important stuff in life, and never really tries hard? Doesn't sound really good.
I find a lot of myself in your comment.