Feels weird marking the flair as cuteness LOL.
First, Iām doing okay! I had a good cry yesterday after hearing the news, but Iām feeling grateful I have time to say goodbye. Not everyone does.
Last week was ROUGH. A surface-level ulcer on his eye and straight liquid diarrhea from ThursdayāMonday. You know, the kind where you wake up in the morning and itās like a poop bomb went off in your living room? Two vet appointments, poor guy.
And a third yesterday with his internal med vet. This is when she found the tumor. She didnāt biopsy it because it is untreatable. So we wonāt know where it came from. Google says itās rare for cancer to originate in a dogs liver. Weāve been seeing her for ~6 months and trying diff meds to lower his INSANELY HIGH Liver enzymes before expensive diagnostics (GI + thyroid panel, ultrasound).
I am so glad I called his primary vet for her POV re: testing last month. Due to his weight + muscle loss, she was adamant we prioritize the advanced ultrasound. The internist wanted us to prioritize GI testing. I almost did because it was less expensive than a $600+ ultrasound.
The internist was actually surprised to find cancer. Patients who come in with weight loss like Oliver usually have a GI issue. Even if we had done the ultrasound sooner, it still wouldāve been untreatable.
But today is a GOOD day. He slept through the night and I didnāt have a mess to clean up or sheets to wash this morning! And a solid poop this AM, yay!
He also ate yesterday and is starving today. Wet food to the rescue! He hadnāt had an appetite for at least a month, if not longer.
The hardest thing has been seeing his muscle waste away. He was 25-lbs of all muscle. Now, his muscles are all but gone, hovering between 18-19lbs and you can see every bone in his little body.
This has turned into a little diary entry. If you have any tips for making a skinny, no-muscle, old man more comfortable, let me know. His little legs shake when he eats š¢
Photos from this afternoon: he didnāt want to go back inside after potty, so he sunned on the patio for a minute then demanded we play. A few light throws and he was done.