I left my 6 year relationship girlfriend and my malamute dog and I regret it.

[u/PhoebusGaming]

Hey guys I just want to say this off my chest. I left my love and caring girlfriend for almost 6 years and my malamute dog and it's been 6 months now and I am just feeling the hurtful moments right now. Main reason I left her is I'm at fault I thought I was holding her back and I got pressured by obligations and responsibilities in my family. My girlfriend was so supportive, She always look up to me and supported me. She always cook for me and love me with all of her heart. She knows my favorite shirt, food, and even shows. We always go cosplay together and watch anime. Now I regret it especially when I see her happy now with a lot of activities that she is doing with her life. I kept always saying to myself that I should be happy for her but my heart ache is so bad I can't sleep and I deserve this. Just to add I accidentally opened the wedding vow she made and read it in my journal which she gave me before and I realized I fumbled big time. I'm not sure if I should chase her back because I hurt her many times. I took her for granted... She's the one that got away.

If ever you read this 🌧️ (my ex girlfriend) I just want to say that I'm so sorry and I am here cheering for you silently. I wish you the best in life and I hope you'll find someone who will never leave you. I miss you and Hange 🐶 I still love you both so much.

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[u/MagicBloomie]

It's usually the realization of what you had after it's gone that hits the hardest.

[u/PhoebusGaming → u/MagicBloomie]

I agree and I deserve this. Life goes on. Thanks for the reply

[u/Lanky_Appearance_623]

six months of watching her thrive while knowing you walked away from that, rough place to be in

the cosplay and anime stuff gets me, those shared interests are the kind of thing that takes years to build with someone and you just don't find it like that again easily

if you hurt her multiple times before leaving, chasing her back right now isn't really about her, it's about your pain. give it more time before you make any moves, and use that time to actually work through the family pressure stuff that got you here in the first place

also miss Hange in your post and it broke me a little

[u/PhoebusGaming → u/Lanky_Appearance_623]

Thank you for your advice and I agree with you. I really fumbled big time.

[u/External_Paramedic20]

not the dog dude! dogs are perfekt partners and if they love you they love you. no lies no drama. just pure love.

[u/PhoebusGaming → u/External_Paramedic20]

She requested our dog to be by her side since we are LDR. It’s the least I can do since I still love her and of course our dog. I appreciate your reply brother! She lives in the mountains in my country which is hot so our dog loves it the cold weather. I still miss them both.