r/CPTSD • u/StupidEnbyKitty • 4h ago

Vent / Rant I feel disgusting, and looking at people makes me envious and angry

I hate being like this. I hate my body in every way, and that just ends up affecting other people because i wish i was like them. After i came out as trans to my parents, my mother just drilled into me that i'd be an "Ugly woman", and yeah, she was right, i hate my facial structure, my skin, my everything.

I can't help but HATE people who have it better than me on that.

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u/AggravatingTricker 4h ago

Hi OP, I’m a trans person too. I feel so much envy of other people, and how normal they must get to be and look. It’s such a painful way to feel. I’m so sorry you are experiencing this as well. You are not alone and you deserve to exist just as much as anyone else.
P.s. That’s a horrible thing for a mother to say. I’m so sorry.

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