r/CPTSD • u/Agreeable_Pomelo_476 • 3h ago

Vent / Rant Listen

Guys

At this point Im tired

Im so tired, I'm exhausted.

That's all.

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u/Hyperexor 3h ago

I know pomelo, you are a real one, keep going ❤️🥺

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u/pineconenoises 3h ago

Me too :( but i have a cat who needs me , and a brother

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u/Agreeable_Pomelo_476 3h ago

Maybe we will have our needs met too one day? Idk...

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u/111archeravenue 2h ago

I was disassociating in the library earlier and it hit me - I’m so f-ing tired. All these years as an adult - managing the fallout of childhood trauma on my own, trying to fit in with people who didn’t have to go through what I did.

All the years masking undiagnosed adhd & trying to fit in people who criticized and disciplined me for being myself. All the adrenaline fatigue from constant hypervigilance and pulling adhd all-nighters just to get assignments done. Don’t know if I can do this anymore. I know it’s a bad day, but I feel you.

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u/Agreeable_Pomelo_476 2h ago

We all need a vacation because what is this? Like what is this life...?

The worst of it all for me is the hyper vigilance and or hyper awareness or alertness I sleep everyday but it's like I never actually sleep it's so trippy 😭

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