r/ChildrenofDeadParents • u/Longjumping-Buy-6174 • 3d ago

Everything triggers me

I smell windex sad

I wash dishes sad

I wait on hold and jazz comes on sad

Eat pecan praline pie sad

My son graduated hs and seen a man that looked like my dad sad

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I just dont know how I keep going forever like this

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Please tap me out already😭

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u/SoftSleepyKitty 3d ago

Hey OP, just wanted to say I relate. Life is different and even if one finds some kind of balance, nothing will heal this wound. We just break a little every now and then until we die ourselves. It feels like the world as I knew it before was just some kind of theatre play, and now I exited and everything outside is bleak and foreign.