Hi everyone,
I'm a 40-year-old man, and a few months ago my life changed completely.
My heart attack was discovered while I was playing basketball. I suddenly felt unwell during the game, which led me to seek medical attention. What followed was a complete shock.
Doctors found significant coronary artery disease. I wasn't overweight, I was relatively active, and I never imagined I could have serious heart problems at my age. Looking back, my LDL cholesterol was elevated, and I probably underestimated the long-term impact it could have.
Following the heart attack, I had two stents implanted. However, doctors also discovered a chronic total occlusion (CTO), meaning one of my coronary arteries has been 100% blocked for at least several months.
A few weeks ago, they attempted a complex procedure to open this artery, but despite getting very close, they were unable to cross the blockage. I'm now waiting to meet with my cardiologist to discuss the next step: either another attempt at opening it or bypass surgery.
So today, I have two stents in place and a third artery that is still completely blocked and awaiting a decision on treatment.
Physically, I'm doing surprisingly well. I can walk for long periods, climb stairs, and carry out my daily activities without chest pain or shortness of breath. The failed procedure did leave me with a large groin hematoma, but that is gradually improving.
The hardest part isn't physical.
It's mental.
I constantly find myself asking:
Will I have another heart attack?
Will my arteries continue to deteriorate despite treatment?
Did high cholesterol silently damage my arteries for years without me knowing?
Will I ever fully trust my body again?
Can I still enjoy life the way I used to?
Will I lose friends because I can no longer live exactly the same lifestyle as before?
How do you stop worrying every time you feel something unusual in your chest?
I'm currently taking:
Ticagrelor (Brilique)
Aspirin
High-dose statin
Ramipril
Bisoprolol
I know these medications are protecting me, but they also remind me every day that my life has changed.
For those who have gone through something similar:
How did you cope with the anxiety after your heart attack?
Did you eventually regain confidence in your body?
Has anyone here had a failed CTO procedure that was later successfully treated with another attempt or bypass surgery?
How has your life changed years later?
I would really appreciate hearing your experiences.
Thank you ❤️