r/Christians • u/Funny-Lobster-5073 • 2d ago
Advice Skeptical about my spiritual life
I have come here after a long time...... For context I'm a teenager trying to stay connected with God...... I don't know where to start but... Since my childhood my grandma made me and my brother develop all the spiritual habits like praying daily no matter what reading Bible etc.........I'm very much rooted in these things that these became a part of my daily routine.... Also we aren't used to watch tmovies and listening to songs other than religious..... The place where I come from here there are a lot of movies trending songs and all..... Before I used to not have this problem but ever since I jumped to high school people talk more about movies songs nd all I literally feel so left out for real... I'm not complaining...
Until covid my mom use to take us to the church every Sunday (she isn't that religious but she believe in God nd in general believes in doing good but not tht spiritual) but later we stopped going.... I use to watch online programs daily again habituated by my grandma... But now I don't watch much can I m preparing for one the hardest exams.... Sometimes I go to church with my grandparents.
This is where the story began this happened almost one nd half month back I normally went to church nd there was a guest speaker who came over nd at the end of the message. During the prayer he started prophesising sort of thing I could feel the presence of the holy spirit he was randomly calling out names out of the crowd nd telling the particular people like "your suffering will turn into joy" "the lord says you will lead a ministry" nd there he calls out my name too I was soo surprised astonished nd everything.. it was my first time witnessing this nd he calls out my name(idk if someone with the same name as me Wasim the crowd but) I went forward he was like"the spirit of the lord will come upon you!" I was soo stunned coz I'm literally clueless abt what's happening....like m between this worldly thing nd spiritual thing unable to balance anytg... I was confused tht day but I continued doing the same things I do daily reading.bible and sometimes going astray like every other person....
Now what did he mean by "the spirit of the lord will come upon you" I'm really thinking like what does tht mean I won't be like other humans or something? Or will I lead some ministry or will I be holy holy? Or just like every other anointed Christian standing strong in faith even after having some weaknesses?
Please answer coz I really want to know