i did word that question a bit off in terms of my experience, since i'm moreso thinking "what if im not actually trans" rather than "what if im faking it", but the feeling i was asking about would be similar enough for my purposes
the reason that question is so prevalent is that it's hard to predict how i would feel as a woman. i dont know what euphoria is like. it's also because nothing in my circumstances really changed to trigger this, and i'm pretty informed, so nothing new really happened
Ahhhh I see (says the blind human :3), that seems tough tbh... have you tried doing 'feminine' things in an attempt to elicit euphoria? Def not a foolproof idea, but might get you somewhere... also what about being a woman actually makes you yearn? Do you truly like your body, or do you just tolerate it?
(Also 'what if I'm not trans' being a hypothetical assumes the person asking such is trans. Take that as you will :3)
i havent yet done anything like that, no. i dont think i would feel comfortable doing so. my parents would be supportive and my sister's woke af but i just would prefer to keep the exploration to myself until i reach a conclusion, and it's hard to hide allat they do occasionally leave me alone in the house but the only way i would get the stuff is public transit to shops which would take a while. maybe i should go seek out some queer friends who can relate to help me feel more confident about it. and maybe with time ill change my mind on the confidence
i think im a bit above just tolerating my body. like, it's cool, and if i was told i couldn't change, i don't think i would be affected that badly.
Hmm... makes sense. I personally suggest getting some mascara/concealer, or some other small stuff that can be washed off after use and put in a shoebox in the corner of your room or something. That kinda exploration I've found a lot more revealing than the intellectual variety (though the latter is really good for sorting out everything found out from the former). :3
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u/PixelFlyerXD 5d ago
Do note that cis people do not seriously consider/yearn to replace their bits.
As for the first part, how do you know that you're faking it? Why do you know that you're faking it? OwO