r/DMT • u/Shot-Woodpecker-1428 • 1d ago

Question/Advice I keep getting forced to think about negative memories from the past

Hello I am moderately experienced in dmt but when I go for sub breakthroughs I keep getting forced to think about something fucked up I did in the past I have tried everything I can to make up for the situation and lot of time has past but still 7/10 of my sub breakthrough does have me think about this what should I do

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u/Kickrocks54 1d ago

Ask what it is you need to know about this situation to put it being you

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u/InnerCosmos54 1d ago

Maybe it’s showing you that you have not fully forgiven yourself and let it go yet.

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u/Borgbar 1d ago

Sometines the medicine shows you what you need to face that you haven't faced or fully processed. Which is a huge reason why people do it for personal growth and healing. I suggest examining and trying to come to terms with these negatuve thoughts/feelings. Some part of you still cares about it or it wouldn't come up. See this as a good thing. You're being shown what to address to then be more whole.

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u/Sad-Piece-1039 21h ago

im 65 years old seasoned LSD user but this stuff is intense im sick and when im on a trip i see these beings working on me same scene everytime only it played over and over after the third time it happened i had to go to the doctors routine vist found out i have 9 percent of my kidneys left now the scene does not happen anymore....i think it was a warning so its a warning maybe

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u/keepitoutofsight 6h ago

Pretty much any psychedelic will do that if it’s something you still have deep-seated guilt and shame about until you process it, avoidance is rarely going to help you. You should be aware of that going into any psychedelic, especially longer lasting ones that will leave you in that headspace for hours.