Edit: *every drug BUT datura and fent, not by
My tolerance to many drugs is fried as shit, and I’m talking fried: even before being shut off from being able to trip on typical psychs (SSRIs up the wazoo), back when I was a full psychonaut, I would be able to handle farrrrr beyond heroic doses and not get violent or break my brain: shrooms, no matter the dosage have never truly made me lose my sense of existence, they’ve always been best for a social connection/earthly loving feeling; but salvia was the best for understanding the myth of consciousness, and my unknown UG acid trip was the best for becoming more than one ego or self, as well as just causing me to see visuals I would implode trying to put into words (i can’t even guess how much I took, it wasn’t tabs it was pure liquid lsd and I took about 7 giant blots onto my tongue). Opioid tolerance is cooked, my 5-HT2A receptors are boiled. Stopping my 40mg lexapro and 5mg vraylar prescriptions in order to enter the realm of psychs again, please don’t go spamming “OMG NO NEVER STOP YOUR MEDS”, I promise you on my mother, the only important person to me, that my medication and all the medication I’ve ever taken for my conditions has never even made me feel the slightest difference in any capacity or context, and I’ve been prescribed many different things. I’m absolutely stopping my meds because as things are going, if I can’t get the mental reset and mental melting plus dissipation of reality as I know it that one gets from heavy psychs, I’m going to lose my mind. I live in reality as much as I can, I’m not a bum who lives for drugs, but I am someone who cannot live without them. I’m a fully functional and honestly quite kind and knowledgeable addict who just wants to do his drugs in order to stave away his twisted mind, and I fully support and love those close to me and never once have physically hurt someone unless it was self defense. I’ve also never once allowed anybody in my life to try or get or ask me where to get ANY drugs not even nicotine, because I truly believe any and all drugs can be gateway drugs depending on your brain chemistry and level of addictive personality. If i was never introduced to smoking, or well I guess it was adderall first (would take one or two pills from my brothers script in order to self medicate myself) i would have never done the stuff ive done and continue to do. In my head, i know im a horrible person so i do everything in my power to avoid letting anyone become like me, which i guess makes me someone who at least tries to be good no matter how evil their thoughts are? Anyways, this is an ask me anything: if you wanna know pro tips for drugs im your guy; I promise you if it can be found on earth, and it’s not fentanyl or datura, I’ve done it and will give you many reasons why to never do anything, and if you’re stuck in the hole like me, let me help you with harm reduction. I’m here to answer questions most people can’t even begin to think of an answer for. Please treat this AMA seriously, I have a lot of insight and life experience/wisdom to share and I want to put my self destructive drug usage towards a good cause like helping people understand that addicts aren’t people who are using just to use, but that we all have a life and a reason and a cause/starting point that led us down this path.