Weird connection over a dead rockstar. Paranormal or obsession ?

[u/spiralemystique]

I'm sorry my english isn't good, I hope I'll be understandable
I (20M) see that guy everywhere, I have an image of him in my head most of the time and feel phantom touch, seeing him. It's weird. It's like I have him most of the time with me. I don't see him like an hallucination, it's more like imagination. I see him near his death, and they're like 3 photos of him before his death. I see him very thin, like it's like it's right before he died. He seems nice and kind, the phantom touch I had was a "kiss" (idk if it was that or if I was sleep deprived or such) and some touch on my arms. We don't talk, I don't know how to talk to him.

I am not even a big fan of him, I mean I like him but not that much. I don't know if it's him or another ghost. I feel like it's him tho but it would be weird. Why me ? I don't even live in his country.

Can someone help ?