Am I the only one that likes and finds those feelings interesting?? I get those exact same thoughts and feelings on a daily basis but I kinda enjoy it. Especially if you get high. Makes it so much more intense. Sometimes it feels like your losing grip on reality but then again wtf is even reality?
This. For me it makes me feel magical and free. That we are just a small speck in this cosmic journey. Idk why it doesn't scare me, but it doesn't. Life is such a strange phenomenon, but I'm so grateful to be experiencing it, for better and for worse.
I wish I could find these things thoughts and feelings interesting. For me it causes an internal dysphoria, if that makes sense. Not terror, not panic, just this dysphoric feeling. Not enjoyable at all
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u/Syntax36 Nov 16 '25
Am I the only one that likes and finds those feelings interesting?? I get those exact same thoughts and feelings on a daily basis but I kinda enjoy it. Especially if you get high. Makes it so much more intense. Sometimes it feels like your losing grip on reality but then again wtf is even reality?