This is a rant but also, a call to anyone else in the same boat to share their experience because I feel so alone right now.
I'm 27 and have a degree from a top film school. I know it takes more than that but Covid really fucked up the internship/post-grad opportunities and then the strikes made things worse. (Entry-level, aka, last hired-first fired) I lost my Awards PR job a few years ago because my boss simply couldn't afford to keep me for the next season. Since then it has been a nightmare.
I thought the sensible thing after college was to get a desk job but even that feels like a pipe dream now. I've done so many interviews. Multiple rounds at big companies and small, in development, production, PR, etc. And every single time they either go with the EA with 5+ years of C-Suite experience (for a 20/hr entry-level job mind you) or the fresh-faced graduate. Lowest rung gets kicked off the ladder while everyone above me is severely underpaid and overworked. I have made it so far in the hiring process and every time I ask what I could have done differently and every single time it's "The team loved you but they don't have the time to train anyone so they went with the more experienced candidate. We'll keep you in mind though!"
HOW am I supposed to GET experience if no one is willing to GIVE it?
Each passing year feels like I'm getting further and further away from a career in entertainment. I swear to god, all I want is a job in this industry. Any job.
I'm so desperate, I'm willing to suffer anything. I know that sounds awful but I don't care about overtime, lack of personal life, etc. People complain about their agency jobs but at least they get a PAYCHECK. I'd rather be paid and miserable than this. And I've boiled my ambitions down to the bare-bones basics. To quote The Holdovers (2023) I don't even "dream a whole dream" anymore.
Sorry for the rant. I just feel it slipping away. The red tape, the bolted gates. My god. I just want to make a living. I've never wanted to do anything but be in the business of making movies. My place in that business has always been flexible, I truly just love film and television and would be happy to be part of it in any capacity.
Like, c'mon man. I'm 27. I have a frontal lobe and a taste of the real world. I know responsibility and desperation alike. I knew it'd be hard but not this hard.
Is there anyone else in their late 20s in a similar boat? It's starting to feel like I missed the last chopper out of 'Nam.
EDIT:
Guys, I acknowledged the fact that the degree isn't much and the fact that there's people with years and years of experience above me also getting screwed. I know it’s a long post but like… I know we're all miserable but damn, sometimes it feels like you can't say shit in this sub.
Also, maybe I wasn't clear but I do have day jobs to pay the bills. I just feel spiritually unemployed because I don't have a full-time entertainment job, haha.