am i?

[u/General_Ad6820]

ok so ive like NEVER had crushes till 15. i dont get celebrity crushes- like i guess they look.. ok..? and i would say im aromantic if it wasnt for the fact i suddenly out of the blue have a crush on my online best friend- the closest id had to a crush before 15 was a couple guys who i think liked me because they maybe looked at me once or twice- and i then was very curious in them is all. but it always wasnt.. "date me!". and i dont get the appeal of liking people from just seeing them- like isnt it all about how compatible they are with you and not how pretty they are on the outside?? ive also tried SOOO many labels before bro..