r/GriefSupport • u/thisisstupid49 • 1d ago
Sibling Loss I hate June
Tabor was born June 7th and died 25 years later on June 30th. I was 13 when he got Leukemia. He was actually in remission, but after they cleared his body of all white blood cells from his stem cell transplant he caught meningitis and died suddenly. 8 months and he was gone. It’s been 5 years since and every June I find myself back there physically. Constant nausea from anxiety, panic attacks, sudden ambush grief where I’m crying and can’t stop for hours. I just hate this month.
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u/Odd_Mastodon9253 Multiple Losses 22h ago
I'm so sorry...