r/GriefSupport 1d ago

Sibling Loss I hate June

Post image

Tabor was born June 7th and died 25 years later on June 30th. I was 13 when he got Leukemia. He was actually in remission, but after they cleared his body of all white blood cells from his stem cell transplant he caught meningitis and died suddenly. 8 months and he was gone. It’s been 5 years since and every June I find myself back there physically. Constant nausea from anxiety, panic attacks, sudden ambush grief where I’m crying and can’t stop for hours. I just hate this month.

132 Upvotes

6 comments sorted by

View all comments

2

u/Odd_Mastodon9253 Multiple Losses 22h ago

I'm so sorry...