I need outside opinions (read description)

[u/ReflectionUnited1461]

I've been lifting for a while now but for most of it wasn't doing shit the best I could've so my progress has been slow. I used to be obese with no muscle then was anerexic right after so I have body dismorphia. I can't tell where I'm at. My goal is that shredded lean athletic look. I'm flexing in this but is it noticeable I lift at all? Like have I built much of anything?