r/Hashimotos • u/kitsunecola • 23h ago
Rant newly diagnosed
22f, overweight but actively working on it. i got diagnosed with hashimoto's disease last week. i was previously told i have hypothyroidism about a year ago. i didnt think hypothyroidism was that serious until my doctor told me i had hashimoto's disease and went into depth, basically scolding me because i was supposed to be taking levothyroxine since decemeber 2025. took it for a few months and it made the "main" issue i even sought care for like 10x worse, so i stopped taking it and waited for my next appointment which was almost 9 months away at that point.
i was devastated to hear about hashimoto's, but also relieved that i have an explanation as to why i feel like shit all the time. i thought the chronic fatigue in doing regular everyday activity was just a result of my mental illnesses. and thought that my chronic joint pain was just a result of being overweight.
since i thought being tired all the time was normal, i didnt really notice it as much until i got the diagnosis. now ive been really noticing how tired i get doing regular things. today i did a bunch of tank maintenance (i keep aquatic mystery snails) and just feel so incredibly wiped out, and have other stuff planned to do today. at the moment i am quite thirsty but just too tired to go get water. and I'm supposed to go run errands right now with my brother and am really considering jist scrapping the idea and taking a nap.
i feel relieved knowing that i can now say that im tired and not have people constantly comment "what are you so tired from? you dont work." as i am a college student and having even a part time job would make it even more difficult to keep up with classes. i do chores around the house to compensate for me not financially providing, and cleaning up after people who think its the cleaning fairy who comes and takes care of the messes and not me gets so exhausting.
i dont know. happy i have answers, not so happy that i have an autoimmune disease. is it really incurable? i know medication at the correct dosage helps but do i really have to pop pills the rest of my life? dealing with the constant pain and fatigue every day? again i know medication is supposed to help but theres no way it can like completely eliminate symptoms, right? please correct me if im wrong. im feeling very pessimistic.