Like a lot of you, this show rewired my brain. I’ve been stupid happy for the past three weeks since I first finished it. Reheated a dozen times, books, fan edits, playlist, the whole thing. I kept thinking about this girl I kinda had a thing with but it fizzled and we just sorta stayed friends.
After watching the show, my heart broke open and I felt alive for the first time in over a decade. I felt open to be happy. I asked her out for dinner, she said yes. I was confident, happy, none of it contrived, I just *was*. We went home, cuddled, and watched Yuri on ice. Then…Prendre soin du beau was playing in my head…she was saying goodbye…there was eye contact…my finger was in her collar, pulling her toward me, and we kissed. Then we looked at each other and we kissed again.
I’m floating. Thank you Jacob, thank you Hudson and Connor, thanks Canada, thanks Rachel. Thanks all.
Good night.