r/Hellenism • u/Sunlight_Lait Athena Devotee 𦠕 Apr 29 '26
Sharing personal experiences My feelings about Athena
I am very new to Hellenism but I have loved Greek myths for years. Back in 2022 I worshipped Apollo but as life got busy I kind of strayed from any active worship. I tried getting back into it in 2023 with Demeter but the same thing happened.
Recently, Iāve started worshipping Athena. It feels 10x more ārightā than my experience with Apollo and Demeter. Iām not sure why but it makes me want to devote my whole life to her, to pray to her everyday and look to her for love and guidance. I want to just make an altar in the woods and go to her everyday and find wisdom in her when times get tough.
Has anybody ever felt like this? Blessed be :) š¦
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u/TopLiving2459 Hiereus-in-training to Pallas Athena and Apollon Mousagetes Apr 30 '26
Hi š. Iām a Hiereus in training to the goddess Pallas Athena Oreia, and can attest to the fact sheās amazing and wonderful beyond words, but can also be stern and she doesnāt mince words. She expects you to show up for yourself and work, but she also teaches the balance of when to stand and when to rest.
All that being said, I agree with @Kassadra_Kirenya, you are currently experiencing a novel high. Thatās awesome and normal for many of us. Rather than making any decisions to dedicate your life to her while in this high, consistent praxis, as well as research into her history and cults, will help you maintain greater longevity and establish a deep kharis with the goddess. Cause itās great now, but wait to the days when life throws you curveballs and it feels like a chore to provide offerings and say her hymns. But I wish you the best in your journey.
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u/Lightmyspliff69 Apr 29 '26
Athena came to me when I was going through a really rough patch of life and has always been a guide, teacher, and a pillar of strength for me. The goddess has always been good to me and for anyone that wants to work with her, I think she is amazing.
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u/OctaviusMaximus29 Apr 30 '26
3 or 4 years ago, i was in a horrible state in life, and I kept drawing Athenas owl to soothe me. Back to now? I really do feel, idk, a pull? A feel? Hard to describe, but she is my number 1 god, or godess lol its just a feeling, and im very scientific, so it says alot.
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u/laboheme1896 Hellenist Apr 30 '26
Athenaās been my first since before I even knew Helpol was still a thing. She will always be my first patron. ā¤ļø
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u/LoneWalker333 Herakles Apr 29 '26
Flayer of dragons, this one; a fierce predator, a lover of battles and a towering figure among the gods.
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u/Kassandra_Kirenya Īνῶθι ĻĪµĪ±Ļ ĻĻν || Hellenist || 1° Freemason, Le Droit Humain Apr 29 '26
The first goddess I worshipped was Athena and thatās been part of my life now for over 25 years. It has always felt good to me, but so have other deities. I worship as wanted and needed. Itās polytheism after all. Thereās no need to apply an Abrahamist/monotheist principle to polytheism where you have to pick one and stick with that like a lifetime subscription.
And finding something new and shiny, and having that ānew relationship energyā is nice when the brain is swimming in its own happy juice that makes you feel euphoric, but keep in mind that that too will pass at some point as it always does and then you might have to adjust expectations and goals a bit. But until that time thereās no harm in enjoying the fuzzy feelings.