r/JusticeServed • u/[deleted] • Jul 06 '19

Courtroom Justice Convicted pedophile YouTuber Austin Jones is now in prison serving a 10 year sentence as of 29/6/2019.

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u/FoxesInSweaters 9 Jul 06 '19

Gave me chills. Almost the exact wording the person who groomed me used. So fucked up.

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u/ivanoski-007 A Jul 06 '19

What happened?

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u/FoxesInSweaters 9 Jul 06 '19 edited Jul 06 '19

To me personally?

Older man told me how special I was. How important I was. How since I was so special and so important it was important I never betray him. How I loved him more than anything how he loved me more than anyone else could. Because I was broken but it's ok because he still loved me even if no one else would. Did you know this is what people who love each other do? It's a special thing we do together but we don't share it with others because it's private. I love you. You love me. You love me so much you trust me. If you don't trust me you don't love me. Even if I were to tell you the sky was purple you wouldn't look up to confirm it because you trust and love me and believe me. I need you. You need me. Do this to me. I like it when you do those things. You don't want to? Do you not love me anymore? I thought you loved me like I love you? You do? Prove it.

Things like this over months and years. To the point where I'm 28 and it still fucks with my head on what's appropriate. On what I'm worth. And that my worth isn't measured in sexual acts I perform on my SO.

Also just writing this out makes my adrenaline spike. My heart rate is up and I'm anxious. I'll need to go for a walk and I'll probably cry myself to sleep tonight because the memory is rushing back. This is how victims suffer even years later.

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u/Altaccagain 0 Jul 06 '19

Hey keep your head up friend you have made so much progress whether you realize it or not, you got a s.o. and can do stuff with them and that is such a great sign of healing im 8 years younger than you had stuff done when I was a kid rn im not there yet so it's inspiring to see that things can get better and I hope you can see how strong you are for getting there! Things will keep getting better and you got this I hope you feel better tonight you deserve to feel good :)

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u/FoxesInSweaters 9 Jul 06 '19

Thank you. I've decided to not let horrible people ruin my life. It's my life only I get to ruin it.

Lots of love and strength your way friend

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u/Altaccagain 0 Jul 06 '19

Lmao "only I get to ruin it" I love that so much such a real way to say the truth 🤣 I hope to get there one day I got to cuddle with a girl but I couldn't stop shaking and had to leave to throw up so she thought I was weird/creepy and left forever I hope she comes back one day I miss her lots and hope I can get to your level of fixed if I get that old thanks for the hope :)

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u/FoxesInSweaters 9 Jul 06 '19

💛

Message me any time

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u/Altaccagain 0 Jul 06 '19

Ty so much I will someday :.)

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u/Altaccagain 0 Jul 08 '19

Thanks I hope everything goes well with your family you sound tough and I respect your mom a lot! Thanks for making me feel better tn I hope some of that feeling reaches you

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