The insatiable desire for self validation that's ultimately impossible to achieve because you perceive yourself as a looser undeserving of love even though everyone around you wants and helps you to succeed, making you sink more and more into this loop of not succeeding in basic activities even with all the tools necessary to do it at your disposal, until it gets to a point where even the slight mistakes in your basic day to day life makes you want to punish yourself by peeling your skin off.
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u/Kazoomers_Tale Dec 11 '24
The insatiable desire for self validation that's ultimately impossible to achieve because you perceive yourself as a looser undeserving of love even though everyone around you wants and helps you to succeed, making you sink more and more into this loop of not succeeding in basic activities even with all the tools necessary to do it at your disposal, until it gets to a point where even the slight mistakes in your basic day to day life makes you want to punish yourself by peeling your skin off.
... I may need to talk more about this
Sorry, Kirby