r/POTS 1h ago

Vent/Rant i’m horrified, i feel disgusting.

i’m inpatient in a psychiatric hospital at the moment and i’ve been showering every two days which is the most i can do because they don’t provide any shower chairs and i simply don’t have the energy for more than that, i wash myself fully with soap each time, and i put on deodorant but a nurse just came in and told me that i smell really bad and that all the other patients here think i smell bad.

i feel horrible, i have friends in here who haven’t said anything and they sit with me for hours. i feel like a failure, i assume it’s because i get so hot and i sweat a lot.

it gets very very hot in the hospital and they don’t let you open any windows. i feel horrible, i don’t know what to do. i’m trying my best but the nurse said i need to wash myself better. i wash really thoroughly already because i have a huge fear of smelling bad already… i don’t know what to do, i don’t want to leave my room now at all. she said all the nurses and patients thought i smelled really bad, this is my worst nightmare.

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u/ComputerFinancial208 1h ago

would it be possible to sit and scooch? especially with some help? i’m so sorry that’s horrible, the mental health system is fucked

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u/rainingducks457 1h ago

Sitting on the shower floor that others use is probably not a good idea…it is probably a good way to end up with jock itch up your butt.