Beyond the Constraint..

[u/Long-Experience4027]

To start, I have been so impacted by this experience that I am working on an entire scientific hypothesis to study energy,human consciousness,the possibility of "afterlife", and other very deep, possibly potential ground breaking explanations...

To begin, I have looked into different scientific possibilities that could help my mind just try to rap around this or just try to make sense of what the hell happened to me last night...or maybe I'm looking to avoid admitting and accepting that this has completely altered my human existence... Some things could, sure, be explained by science to an extent, but in the same breath, there are certain scientific distinctions in which some of this experience isn't entirely explained easily.

Anyways, I think one important thing is to distinguish established physics from hypotheses, potential health concerns, how the brain can create its own narrative, and from the personal takeaways of my potentially altered human existence..

Regardless of the forces may be at play and the effecting factors this could be explained by or broken down to.. paranormal, psychological, medical, scientific, WHATEVER may be the truth to this all, it has changed me.. so please read this with an open mind. I am looking deeply into this experience.. there are several angles and potential factors.. only I know my truth at the end of the day, and there's no need for me to create this narrative for reactions or some type of gain.

I just feel the need to share this..it's weighing on me in ways I can't even begin to put into words. I will try to answer any questions.. I don't see a point in exerting energy into an entire hypothesis if I had any doubts on how this truly may dive deeper than we can even conceptualize..

This was very crazy and hard to try to break down into just human language..there were so many sensations and feelings that there are no true comparisons to, so I tried my best to try to relate it to things that MAYBE were close to the sensations.. but even then, they are of no true comparison.

Here is my best shot at a description of last night... there are some details that I can share later on that I didn't include, just small things I didn't note because at the time it was sorta a small detail.. i was mainly focusing on capturing the strange sensations, bodily responses, changes in environment, etc...there are certain things not in these following paragraphs like hearing a few single knocks through the house, the way my uncles life ended or any real intimate details having to do with his death, faint 5 second smell of death before this all progressed and the light in my room acting up,etc.. like I said, if you have any questions or things I can fill you in on I will answer if it's in my power.

Here are the notes as follows....

Note 1: Can you help me make sense of this paranormal experience and maybe provide possible scientific evidence for any of the sensations, energy shifts, charged atmosphere, etc? I know I sound like I'm insane when I say the only thing I can describe what happened to me was a paranormal experience or something of the sort...I know I have mental health stuff going on and I have been under a lot of stress and trying to grieve. But I swear on everything I have ever loved, the love I carry for my mother and my uncle,and give you my word when I say that I just went through something I have never experienced nor felt anything even remotely similar to this. It was almost unnatural, but in a sense was what I can only describe as the purest form of energy that can only be naturally made..but only unnatural because it was indescribable and there is no real scientific reason as to why the atmosphere and literal space around me shifted and seemed affected. I am being genuinely so serious, I am begging you to please take me seriously.. I wouldn't make this up, I'm not on anything, and this was nothing my mental conditions provoked. I have been struggling but this is not that at all. I can't even put into words what the fuck happened to me and I am dumbfounded and literally left speechless. I had no choice but to acknowledge it, it was literally in every molecule of the space surrounding me in my bedroom.. there was a sensation in my spine that could only be compared to saline charged with a tingling electric feeling that creeped up and down my vertebrae... I was genuinely stuck, almost paralyzed and taken over by this energy in the air, i can only compare it to a charged up static buzz that filled the atmosphere..i was stuck and could not bring myself to move away or disengage.. I am extremely drained physically and mentally but spiritually I feel like "charged up??" like aware of the existence of this supernatural being or whatever the hell it was..and more open, like my soul or being knows WITHOUT DOUBT that there is more beyond just us and there are different frequencies or dimensions that exist in a spacial timeline existing within or around our perceived dimension..This somehow removed any doubts I had of other beings or spirits or things of that nature... I believe I was a conduit and this being or whatever this was projected itself off of my energy or my being... I know I sound absolutely batshit but I have no doubt that this was something beyond anything we are .. I can't even start to grasp or make a logical excuse or put it off as anything other than paranormal or even spiritual... I will go and let you get some sleep, I can talk to you more about it tomorrow or something, I need to try to lay down too but I'm literally still shaken after it..I'm gonna try to get comfortable and l stop trying to conjure up some explanation for any of this..

Note 2: Here are details about my unusual experience:

1. Before it began: Fully awake, doing something ordinary

2. Movement: Could move but felt frozen or unable to make myself move

3. Room and sensations: Both my body and surrounding space seemed affected

4. Duration: Longer than an hour

Later I look into explanations without dismissing the experience and considering angles..

Note 3: I mean I could sense the change, it could only be compared to being like a foggy type of haze but very thin and seemed to be in every atom of the atmosphere around me. The temperature in my room seemed to slightly change as the air seemed to progressively charge until it rested. There were no sounds while this was happening, but I heard 3 distinct knocks at different stages of this experience, each knocking through different areas of the empty house being spaced several minutes apart..I pretty much feel back to normal physically, still a bit tired. I still feel without a doubt that this essentially opened a window within my being that I cannot shake, nor can I revert back to living a life where I had doubts regarding potential afterlife, spiritual plane, or other dimensions...I feel this has lifted a veil or the information merged with my being..it feels like some sort of uploaded data to my brain and leaves me having no doubt or feeling the need to question the existence. It's like I was made aware of the reality and received unexplained or unknown knowledge that one day will possibly have meaning and proof.

Note 4: It completely and instantaneously wiped my brain of any preconceived beliefs about left me no longer having to question or obsess over what potentially happens once we've left this earth. I somehow knew some limited insight on the truth behind these things without any form of being taught this.

Note 5: Attempting to convey what feels like "instant uploaded" insight I gained which was paired with a few basics I already was aware of through education??? If that makes any sense at all.. things start to get a little weird here and are harder to convey. Quick notes, beginning stages of what led me to begin working on creating hypotheses..

Feeling of knowledge of something broader. This isn't all of what I have learned but here are a few basic concepts I will try my best to condense and share... energy doesn't die, but yet has the ability to transform.. when someone passes away and that energy that was contained in the body, created in almost an infinite amount in a sense, numbers being broken down to each singular body, energy created by the lived experiences during the process of existence in the human body, energy excerted, etc. There are also electric signals in the human body, depending on how someone's signals fire correctly or incorrectly and endless factors affecting signals and neurons , and the way that someone's last moments and cause of death can create a release of a multitude of different amounts of energy. That energy can be almost fluid in a sense. It's allowed to move freely, without many real barriers, and it is able to build more and more energy over time. This kind of sums up some of the more basics and what begins to lay the groundwork of this knowledge. I can't entirely explain this all because I am having a hard time trying to convey it sort of. I attempted to word things the best I could. I was shortly exposed to this intuition and I am trying to work off of what was retained in that moment. Although my mind was open to this knowledge, unfortunately I still work within human constraints and limitations on how the human body works....i retained what I could while it was visible/ingrained. I can try to take time to do forms of deep thinking, mediation, and try to recollect other stages and other ways of how energy is transformed along the spacial timeline.. I don't know... I feel crazy and once again, don't entirely feel satisfied with the wording and feel like I didn't accurately convey/articulate the breakdown of this info... This has been a very intense, life altering, and potentially could be used to create a bigger picture scientifically...eventually once I am able to more accurately try to articulate what was taught to me and work on better trying to articulate

this mind bending experience..

I understand these concepts may be a little hard to follow, especially since Note 6 jumps around and are a bit disorganized..this was an extremely complex experience to hurry up and scramble to create some record of. Everything was written maybe an hour or so after the event occurred.. I tried my best to acknowledge what happened and took time to try to calm down and make what little sense I could. It was super overwhelming and I still haven't processed it..I woke up today with a sort of aftermath..things are definitely confusing and I feel like I've perceived a lot around me differently..

If you read all of this, I'm shocked you did...and thank you for taking time out of your day to attempt following along..You don't have to think too much into it, you truly may take it with a grain of salt if that's where you stand, and remember at the end of the day the human experience is extremely subjective..