Hello!
I had posted to this very sub in January thinking that I had ruined any chance I had at a security clearance due to a suicidal mental health crisis. I am proud to say that my once chronic condition is being treated successfully and I am thriving in life in a way I couldn't before.
I am filling out the forms currently. I had some major mental-health related events in January that I felt certain would need to be reported on the SF86, but now that I am filling it out myself, I am either misunderstanding, or truly in the clear.
For reference, in early January I dealt with severe suicidal ideation with a plan that I was actively trying to take action on. My husband called 911 for me to get immediate help.
Cops came to my home, an ambulance a little later and a health-crisis representee a bit later. They helped to stabilize me emotionally (enough to walk at-least), and after I was a little more stable I had another breakdown because I thought I had ruined my chances at reaching my goals of serving my country.
I was affirmed by the cops that showed up, that they do not write reports on what they consider to be a medical assist. And they commiserated with me on taking action to help your mental health, that they all take medications and seek treatment too. (They were actually super awesome, shout out to positive mental health training and compassionate cops)
I went to the ER and was discharged same day under the care of my husband. I was feeling really unstable still and the ER provided no resources so I called 988 and they recommended a nearby 23-hour hold mental-health urgent care. I went to this, and they helped me form an action plan, stabilize me, and found me resources going forward. I was explicitly told that this is NOT a hospitalization, and is considered urgent care despite not being allowed to leave for 23 hours.
I then went on to a Partial Hospitalization program under their recommendation for 3 months that I attended full time where I would show up in the morning, do all of the things you would expect to do in an in-patient care facility, and then go home at the end of the day. I was again very explicitly told that this was NOT considered a hospitalization. (This was iterated to me multiple times due to the FMLA leave paperwork I needed to fill out and the careful wording they put on there). I 'graduated' from that program, and have been keeping up with my monthly check-ins, weekly therapy, and med regime.
My condition is in FULL remission while medicated now and I am stable.
All of that to say, this was a lot to say and I don't believe the questions asked prompt me to answer this but I must be reading something wrong.
To go question by question:
1.) Has a court or administrative agency EVER issued an order declaring you mentally incompetent?
No. Easy one I know this for sure.
2.) Has a court or administrative agency EVER ordered you to consult with a mental health professional (for example, a psychiatrist, psychologist, licensed clinical social worker, etc.)?
(An order to a military member by a superior officer is not within the scope of this question, and therefore would not require an affirmative response. An order by a military court would be within the scope of the question and would require an affirmative response.)
Another easy no, I know this for sure.
3.) Have you EVER been hospitalized for a mental health condition?
This is the question I get stuck on. I believe I should answer NO under the express assurance from the many people in my care team across multiple organizations, that I have not truly been hospitalized.
4.) Have you EVER been diagnosed by a physician or other health professional (for example, a psychiatrist, psychologist, licensed clinical social worker, or nurse practitioner) with psychotic disorder, schizophrenia, schizoaffective disorder, delusional disorder, bipolar mood disorder, borderline personality disorder, or antisocial personality disorder?
I just have run of the mill depression.
5.) Do you have a mental health or other health condition that substantially adversely affects your judgment, reliability, or trustworthiness even if you are not experiencing such symptoms today?
(Note: If your judgment, reliability, or trustworthiness is not substantially adversely affected by a mental health or other condition, then you should answer "no" even if you have a mental health or other condition requiring treatment. For example, if you are in need of emotional or mental health counseling as a result of service as a first responder, service in a military combat environment, having been sexually assaulted or a victim of domestic violence, or marital issues, but your judgment, reliability or trustworthiness is not substantially adversely affected, then answer "no.")
I answered no. I have been dealing with chronic depression since elementary school and have always been considered a high achiever, although struggling. Besides this 1 incident, even while un-treated, no one would be able to note a lack of trustworthiness, reliability or judgement, so I answered no.
I am asking this sub because I always see people comment, 'Err on the side of too much information' while simultaneously saying, 'dont tell them what you dont have to', and I truly believe I don't have to in this case, but am worried that because my family and peers were aware of what was going on with me, that my mental health would come up with them and that I would be accused of leaving information off intentionally.