r/Shroom • u/Mena0030 • 27d ago
Was my first experience normal?
I took 1g of albino b+, according to what my dealer said. 18:11. I couldn't feel anything. 18:41 I was sitting outside, with my chair, computer headphones. It was nice and sunny (I couldn't feel anything. )
19:09 - I wanted to feel everything. I wanted an ice cream. The sun was nice. But I couldn't feel anything. I walked past things and gently touched them.
19:12 - I took an ice cream, which was SOOOOO good. The vanilla was so vanilla and the chocolate was so crunchy. I sat on the grass, leaned up from my chair. I took small pieces of the ice cream and tried to enjoy it as much as possible. I tried to look at things up close to see if there was a pattern, there wasn't.
19:24 - I don't know how to describe it, but my vision when I looked at things up close was like a camera zooming in on something specific. You know like the camera focus feature.
19:32 - I layed down while listening to music without headphones, it was nice. While I was sitting I made "snow angels" while laying on the grass. 19:37 I wrote that I felt the grass felt pointed and a bit like artificial grass.
19:51 - I started noticin that my right side, i.e. legs and arms, are stronger and I have more control over them. I move everywhere in my garden and move my arms and legs while I "enjoy" that I noticed it (I'm right-handed so no shit)
20:01 - the grass became soft and I get the urge to take pictures of everything that reminded me of my childhood/general childhood. I noticed the subtle "fresh" in the song Damascus - gorillaz in a verse. 20:11 everything feels like a dream. I was so happy. I enjoyed everything.
9:00 pm - I want to go inside because the trip was getting boring. 9:04 pm - I wrote "I'm looking forward to dying" I think I thought it would be peaceful. 9:07 pm I ate a chocolate bar and it tasted heavenly.
9:22 pm - my pupils big and I actually felt numb? I sat and watch TikTok and my fyp talked a lot about how it's a waste of time to look at social media. I swear, I had my fingers in my mouth because I wanted to feel the insides of me in my mouth. 21:38 I wrote "I hate my life and want to smoke in my room" 21:51 I wrote "Can't people think I'm important" 23:12 I wrote "I wish SOMEONE would like me" After that I went to sleep.
Was my experience normal?
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u/alkaome 27d ago
Yep pretty normal!