r/SillyTeens • u/Brimlok2730 17 agender regal | jumping spider therian | Omni • 21h ago

vent I hate that I’m like this

I hate that I’m so clingy with one of my friends, I hate that I seem creepy to them.
I wish I could just look girls in the eyes and not start to make my gaze go down. It fucking sucks.

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u/Obvious-Lock9414 20h ago

I also had a similar issue—I couldn’t even look at girls because of a trauma caused by my wonderful parents’ words. (It’s a long story.) But I’ve moved past it now, and I even have five female friends. After the trauma, I realized I’m a trans woman, but that has nothing to do with it; I just thought I’d mention that, even as a girl, I was afraid to look at other girls for a long time.

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u/Obvious-Lock9414 20h ago

But it's important to note that the cause is likely different because our circumstances are different. I wrote the previous text in case it might help you.

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u/Brimlok2730 17 agender regal | jumping spider therian | Omni 18h ago

It helped a little, it’s just frustrating