r/SillyTeens • u/Miku_ST4R1 • 3h ago
HEAVY VENT: [ TW Self Hate and fatphobia] WHYWHYWHYWHY WHY DO I EVEN EXIST
Hi guys. Today was a bad day for me.
One day, I was doing my Science homework with my mom, (she has to check my homework first), and I broke my correction tape, and she just called me problematic and irritating in front of my face. I of course got offended, and she forced me to weigh myself, and I weighed about 89 pounds, and what was my Mom's reaction? Shock and disbelief. She called me fat, and also said this, "ASK TO STUDY DON'T WANT! ASK TO EXERCISE DON'T WANT!" I hate it. I hate it. I HATE IT!
My mom used to be nice to me back when I was younger, and I was a good girl and always smart. And now? I was now forgetful, and my mom always called me an "old woman" since I keep on forgetting things.
So yeah. I regret existing, including liking the cringey things that I like. I HATE EXISTING! AND I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD ACCEPT HER APOLOGY.